Gagal - a signs of improvement?

I was feeling a lil down last week...after the *incident*, i was trying to be optimise of what have happen. I couldn't asleep that night thinking of what had happen.

Little that i know some people can over react at a point that they could argue & being rude to other (just because we are younger than them) who we treat them as brothers & sisters in C. Was frustrated and ashamed, seems like there's no JC in them from the way they act. I'm not going to spell out loud what has been happen here.
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Last Sunday evening, was having great fun with the Student Fellowship from BM Ministry. They've organize a farewell & welcoming gathering for nursing students. It was full of funny ice breaking activities. There's montage presentation by their senior which shows their 3 years studies experince. Yup! every students face the same problem, but i'm sure those who have to be apart from family and study else where sufferes more. (well, i'm glad all my studies years, i was with my family, eventhough now *working* have to be apart from them).

On that day, Pastor shares about God's word in Psalm 107 "Give thanks unto the Lord"....Why we should give thanks? because God is good, from the creation of the universe, the sacrifice on the cross and the TODAY that God gives us. When we faces temptation? We all must remember this:

James 1:12 -16 "12Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. 13When tempted, no one should say, "God is tempting me." For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; 14but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is dragged away and enticed. 15Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death. 16Don't be deceived, my dear brothers."

So when we face temptation, we should seek guidance from God on how we could stands & win over the temptations that we are facing. We wouldn't win over the battle of temptation without God's guidance.

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back again

Finally have time to exercising my finger tip & cracking my crappy grammar on my blog.

Now, half of the year has past…and what I have learned? Achieved? …hmmm (gagal..)

I’ve been back from my holiday for the past 2 weeks now. My housemates are all busy with their dance practice for Pesta Gawai Ka’amatan which going to be held this Saturday @ St Mary’s Cathedral (ooo…can’t wait). Dancing is just not my forte (have kept this dancing thingy in my drawer for more than 10 years) I’m more to backstage peep. Having say that, I’m also trying my best to contribute. Still not so satisfied with the video I’ve done. Need to do some changes here & there. Try to shorten it. Basically it takes times to do it for this is my 1st experience & experiment doing it. Sadly my crappy laptop have took its “emergency leave” last week! Erghhhh….cobaan….

Looking forward for this Saturday event. Meeting friends proudly wearing their traditional costume (pheewit). What am I going to wear? Nah…I don’t have the original traditional costume (I think I should have start collecting it). So the alternative? I just asked my mum to sew new 1 for me *wink-wink*, actually my parents have bought extra kain for St Basil Church Gawai function. I just asked my mum to make it simple & in a way I can wear it at other event. (Which impossible sikit, as I’m not that feminine, wearing skirts though) Guess what, most of my skirts wear I only worn it twice the most!!…but I do have girly style in my own way (kekeke) *piuk liao*

Ok la, dats all…shall update here soon.

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d working environment

By Tom Fishburne (Skydeckcartoons.com)

which character you put yourself into?

Finding Time - unknown

I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do.
I had to hurry and get to work
For bills would soon be due.

So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer
No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord,I came,
I stood with downcast eyes.
For in his hands God held a book;
It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said
'Your name I cannot find I once was
going to write it down
But never found the time'

-- Author Unknown

Received this email attachement from my church friend. A good reminder for you and me.

Special prizzie for my MAY birthday girls

It has been our tradition that 1st week of each month we will having birthday gathering after church for that particular month's birthday peeps. The baby peeps who also celebrating with me in the month of May is Rose, Lynell, Edina, Gary, Romeo (we all are vy cute & healhty peeps indeed).

But for the May ladies, i want to give special birthday gift to them. So 3 weeks ago, i went online looking for birthday gift, then something stuck my mind -> cupcakes. Then i was lead to a http://www.prettyfrosting.com/ website. I was so fascinated with the picture of cupcakes through their blog: http://prettyfrosting.blogspot.com/ just loved it. So i called Siew Li, and asked her about the cupcakes price & how to order during the 1st call. But the 2nd call, i just make my decision on the order & design so i call her again for the confirmation. I was so syiok after that and can't wait the day to get the cupcakes at amcorp mall on the 17th.

And the 17th has come, i was at home at that time, just finished spring clean the house & was watching Nacho movie...hillarious movie indeed. Then my SE reminder rang...opps i nearly forgot about the cupcakes! So after finish watching Nacho, i quickly change myself and informing semut that i'm goin to amcorp mall to pick up something. Not informing him and Edina the exact reason of what i'm doin. I arrived the mall around 1pm, i remember that they mention in their blog that their stall located near star buck. I almost want to enter the mall but i realised there's a lot of stall "outside" starbuck, and there i saw a stall which displaying a bunch of cupcakes. So i went forward and asked...

Chel: Prettyfrosting? (as i didn't notice any signboard)
Lady: Yes...
Chel: Oh, i'm M...Q
Lady: Oh, M... here's your cupcakes
Chel: ok nice..(looking around the stall, i just say HIs to the girls)
Lady (open up the box & showing me the cupcakes)
Chel: wow..this is nice, so i can i have 2 box which can accomodate 5 cupcakes?
Lady: Yes.
Chel: oh by the way, you don't have any plastic to put the box in kah?
Lady: Oh..sorry, we couln't find 1, the 1 we found which could accomodate the box is too long...why? how you reach here?
Chel: oh i see, nvm then...oh i come by taxi...(while passed the money to the lady)
Lady passed the change to me...and i hi hi bye bye to the ladies at the stall...and walking toward the taxi stop.

In less than 1 hour, i was back from amcorp mall. When i put down the cupcakes, Edina asked me what is that? where i'm from (hmm...sah semut didn't inform her)..just told her i'm back from amcorp, and it is a surprise which all cannot open it rite now. (chehwah, bagi instruction konon)...i bring the box to church as i'm going to meet the girls at church anyway...planned to give them on sunday nite...

that sunday nite, Edina asking me (actually reminding me) "M..., when you want to open the box"...oh my, i nearly forgot abt it again...actually some church friends asking am i going to celebrate my birthday? i was speechless...as it basically a bday gift for those 3...sure it won't be enough for all. so i opened up the box:

Rose & Edina was there, sayang Lynell has left as it's time for her baby to have a rest....some of the friends was fascinated with the cupcakes (as i am when i 1st saw it on the website)...i only tabao the names to the bday ladies while the rest of the cupcakes we share it with other church members...i'm glad that they all like the cupcakes & love the chocolaty taste of it. (so tak rugi la beli)...Most importantly everyone is happy.

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D.I.Y Bday prezzie

Thank God, i've got friends who remember my bday. Beside Rosey who recently gave me a wonderful rose prezzie, my housemates Pak Pet & Bu Dina also bought something for me. Wanna know what is it?

It's a colorless parrot mock up which come a long with a brusher and water color paste. Now i have to color my own prezzie.

I start my project on last Friday night, back then was home alone. 1st i start with color the flowers & the body of the parrot. Next....

Can you see it already? Next....

Almost done....

And final touch with some glossy look...wallla...i know i'm not an artist, don't know how to make it with some shadow / light effect...but it was fun doing it.

Yeap, unique Do-It-Yourself birthday prizzie in deed.

again!!!

hmmm...Just now i bought another airasia tickets back for CNY (next year) yeap next year...because yesterday my lovely friend FJ called me, & just realised we've been not meeting each other since 2006 CNY....man dats 2 years already. Even uncle also asked FJ where is your cute cute small small friend not coming "pai nian" ahh...hehe...so next year i'm plan to be back to hometown for 1 week holiday...hehe...tambah lagi hutang CC.

I really cherish the friendship that i have with my Form 6 friends. We're coming from different schools but we able to be so "same head" & now, being apart from each other, we're still keep in touch. Yeap, that's what friendship should be.

Just want to give this beautiful message to my special friends....

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eiyerrr

Last saturday morning, i wakeup feeling (ermm...)lazy...try hard to get myself to the wash room (take a nice bath). While i was "uncloth" myself, I was SO SHOCK to find out that i...that i...have small little marks from my thigh and my legs!!!

see this



have no idea what happening to me last week...i have no fever during the weekend. So it is not "campak"...(kuhh, salamat).No worries, it is just results from alergic problem (nvr, have this before, still not sure what i'm alergic of)
Last week i totally not in the mood at all, 1st i just recovered from my bad fever (MC 2 days -Wed & Thurs), saturday pulak alergic, sunday (Mother's Day)..so sad can't celebrate it with my mumy. Like last year, i was crying like a baby (heee, malunya).

ahh...was not in the mood to talked or joke around at all. But that sunday, i got surprise birthday gift from a friend, a rose from Rosey

see this....thanks a lot Rosey!! i like


p/s: it's my birthday today the 14th of May hehe