tadaaa~~
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
the day...and how i get through it
for the past years, i've never have enjoy to think / get through my date of my birth...which was on the 14th...
as normal, usually on 13th, the media will usually highlight abt the black history in our country...but looking back, it has been an incident in disguise, if not, for sure we're still living in chaos...
talk abt the 14th, i still remember last year, how i was all alone at home (got no plan, housemates away from town, it's a working day) etc...so sien betul...how terrible feeling it was. And it makes me think of how previous years i get to celebrate my bday with my old frend FJ together...hmmm
Because of that i've decided this year, im not going to wait for people planning for me. So, i've make my own planning for my bday (all by myself) which i plan it just last week (put my booking on 7 May) basically the accomodation + flight + local transport from / to airport - hotel (including tax) + 3 days breakfast = RM365 (Langkawi)
why i went there all alone & celebrate the bday all by myself?
Reason #1 : Just want to have something special / treat for myself (hey, it's my bday why NOT)
Reason #2 : I've been longing for a short holiday locally in Malaysia (there's no plan / offering from ANYONE)
Reason #3 : The package is cheap for short weekend getaway
Reason #4 : i make better choice / decision abt myself better by my own (if i tag anybody along, for sure lots of discussion involve- malas to go through that kind of situation)
Reason #5 : it's something new for me to travel lone ranger (it's different with outstation for work relates) this is a holiday get away, make ur own arrangement & things like dat... some experience i gain (wink)
but there is some incident happening at the airport (which is total devastationg for me!!)
1st, my flight is on 7pm...but since i couldn't get out from the office on time, i've expected to missed the plane..so i bought another flight which cost me additional RM250 (not inclusive the above package price) hmm so i've make my way to the boarding hall for the time to boarding...but as i wait, i was surprise, why there's no announcement of the boarding of the flight which i supposed to take in...my flight suppose to depart by 915pm..abt 9pm i went to ask the "gate keeper" he says the flight has gone, all passenger has boarding...i was like (What!! I did not hear any announcement of the boarding, and the most important, even if im late, there's should be announcement of my name...but i did not hear any)...i was so upset & frustrated...when i pass through the screening police, they are surprise, i just told them i've been told i missed my flight...as im still in my full blast outrage..i went to the service counter & COMPLAINT!!!!...as usual, they will "protect" themselves saying it is their procedure to make final calls for passenger who are yet board the flight BLA BLA BLA...so i say, what can you do for me? i really did not hear any announcement at all.but honestly, they need to upgrade their sound system is SO BAD, the lady voice is so tiny miny, while the male voice just so ROUGH on the microphone..(after all, i'm not walking else where) so cut the story short, he say he offer "1/2 price" of RM160 of morning ticket (since the 915pm flight is the last flight) ...i'm having hard time to decide, if i decided not going, i'll missed all my prebooked plan & what's the purpose...so at the end, i book the ticket, set myself not to "deaf" my ear...so i have to stay over at the airport...which has limited facilities (now u know which airport im mentioning)...can't really have a good sleep at all, just the shopoholic ties the knot + FJ bday calls accompany me...
will update abt my overall trip experience at langkawi in next update...
as normal, usually on 13th, the media will usually highlight abt the black history in our country...but looking back, it has been an incident in disguise, if not, for sure we're still living in chaos...
talk abt the 14th, i still remember last year, how i was all alone at home (got no plan, housemates away from town, it's a working day) etc...so sien betul...how terrible feeling it was. And it makes me think of how previous years i get to celebrate my bday with my old frend FJ together...hmmm
Because of that i've decided this year, im not going to wait for people planning for me. So, i've make my own planning for my bday (all by myself) which i plan it just last week (put my booking on 7 May) basically the accomodation + flight + local transport from / to airport - hotel (including tax) + 3 days breakfast = RM365 (Langkawi)
why i went there all alone & celebrate the bday all by myself?
Reason #1 : Just want to have something special / treat for myself (hey, it's my bday why NOT)
Reason #2 : I've been longing for a short holiday locally in Malaysia (there's no plan / offering from ANYONE)
Reason #3 : The package is cheap for short weekend getaway
Reason #4 : i make better choice / decision abt myself better by my own (if i tag anybody along, for sure lots of discussion involve- malas to go through that kind of situation)
Reason #5 : it's something new for me to travel lone ranger (it's different with outstation for work relates) this is a holiday get away, make ur own arrangement & things like dat... some experience i gain (wink)
but there is some incident happening at the airport (which is total devastationg for me!!)
1st, my flight is on 7pm...but since i couldn't get out from the office on time, i've expected to missed the plane..so i bought another flight which cost me additional RM250 (not inclusive the above package price) hmm so i've make my way to the boarding hall for the time to boarding...but as i wait, i was surprise, why there's no announcement of the boarding of the flight which i supposed to take in...my flight suppose to depart by 915pm..abt 9pm i went to ask the "gate keeper" he says the flight has gone, all passenger has boarding...i was like (What!! I did not hear any announcement of the boarding, and the most important, even if im late, there's should be announcement of my name...but i did not hear any)...i was so upset & frustrated...when i pass through the screening police, they are surprise, i just told them i've been told i missed my flight...as im still in my full blast outrage..i went to the service counter & COMPLAINT!!!!...as usual, they will "protect" themselves saying it is their procedure to make final calls for passenger who are yet board the flight BLA BLA BLA...so i say, what can you do for me? i really did not hear any announcement at all.but honestly, they need to upgrade their sound system is SO BAD, the lady voice is so tiny miny, while the male voice just so ROUGH on the microphone..(after all, i'm not walking else where) so cut the story short, he say he offer "1/2 price" of RM160 of morning ticket (since the 915pm flight is the last flight) ...i'm having hard time to decide, if i decided not going, i'll missed all my prebooked plan & what's the purpose...so at the end, i book the ticket, set myself not to "deaf" my ear...so i have to stay over at the airport...which has limited facilities (now u know which airport im mentioning)...can't really have a good sleep at all, just the shopoholic ties the knot + FJ bday calls accompany me...
will update abt my overall trip experience at langkawi in next update...
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
recall
just recall last sunday, while i was with the kids...over heard their conversation...while we are doing our activity
Kid A : Teacher....
Me : Ya?
Kid A : i need to complaint to my mother about my dress...the button keep on detached.
Me : ha? (while looking her back, most of her button is not attached)...let me help you button it up
suddenly...
Kid B : you fat already la...dats y the button cant attached
Kid A: No la, the dress is too small...
(while i'm silently & in the same time giggling with their remarks)...
kids, now adays so good with alasan.
Kid A : Teacher....
Me : Ya?
Kid A : i need to complaint to my mother about my dress...the button keep on detached.
Me : ha? (while looking her back, most of her button is not attached)...let me help you button it up
suddenly...
Kid B : you fat already la...dats y the button cant attached
Kid A: No la, the dress is too small...
(while i'm silently & in the same time giggling with their remarks)...
kids, now adays so good with alasan.
have to ... need to
i have to ... i need to
i have to escape prayer meeting yesterday as i need to have my rest (headace & not feeling well)
i have to stay in bed even its 7:30am (today) as i need to have my extra rest...gosh, i still can imagine & feel my laziness this morning
yesterday, i reach home around 7pm yesterday...decided not going for prayer meeting as im x feeling well (my eyes like have been stick to the pc for ages)...i went to bed early yesterday (maybe around 8pm i've doose off) but eventually i terwake up around mid nite but then (Thankfully) i've doose back until this morning (gosh...can imagine how tired & sleepy i was)
Tonight, goin to tick my to do/bring list...why no feeling rite now? zero nil feeling at all (now, dats weird)
i have to escape prayer meeting yesterday as i need to have my rest (headace & not feeling well)
i have to stay in bed even its 7:30am (today) as i need to have my extra rest...gosh, i still can imagine & feel my laziness this morning
yesterday, i reach home around 7pm yesterday...decided not going for prayer meeting as im x feeling well (my eyes like have been stick to the pc for ages)...i went to bed early yesterday (maybe around 8pm i've doose off) but eventually i terwake up around mid nite but then (Thankfully) i've doose back until this morning (gosh...can imagine how tired & sleepy i was)
Tonight, goin to tick my to do/bring list...why no feeling rite now? zero nil feeling at all (now, dats weird)
Monday, May 10, 2010
why there's no ME!?
i just get back my stuff ....
when i look through it, i just notice there's nothing of any visual of me...unless i took it myself...
why never thought abt me? while im just next to the wall (just the opposite?) yesterday?
that's why other people are always all out (to be direct -> famous) as everywhere have their visual in it...which mostly never thought of include me in it.
well...dats wat we call "some friends are for" & im part of the "some friends" who never need to care abt even though we usually hang around.
next to joy, i prefer make my own way, take my own, post of my own...since no one care abt *my own
when i look through it, i just notice there's nothing of any visual of me...unless i took it myself...
why never thought abt me? while im just next to the wall (just the opposite?) yesterday?
that's why other people are always all out (to be direct -> famous) as everywhere have their visual in it...which mostly never thought of include me in it.
well...dats wat we call "some friends are for" & im part of the "some friends" who never need to care abt even though we usually hang around.
next to joy, i prefer make my own way, take my own, post of my own...since no one care abt *my own
what happens around?
just some update of my recent encounters...
1. i've been wondering what to do for the sunday school...since this week was mother's day celebration, trying hard to think what to do..so decided to do carnation (with the old time style of using tissue paper)...i'll put the visual how's the process going on...but on the real hands on with the kids...it was quite hectic since the i'm the only person who deal with the kids while d others continue with their other ministry...the kids carnation x turn out with as what i've done...as they have limited time to do the rest...supposed they should have done 3 more carnations but then...(huhu) time limitation...and supposed so i get to take picture with them on the carnation making...but sadly i was "handicap" to deal with all of them...let alone cleaning up all the mess (hmmm)
2. get to know a new friend...just 2 few sharing moments, yesterday i've received a book from her...title "Heaven is so real" which she says has open her heart to revisit the Lord in her life...i'm so touched...as she's so on fire to share the word of God till she bought a new one & give it to me...Dear Lord, pray that one day (soon at Your perfect timing) her husband will open up his heart to you as well...i've read almost 1/2 of the book since i got it yesterday...the most touching moment for me, is when choo was brought by God to the beach, and she saw the sea become all red in color, the Lord says it is HIS blood that He shed to cleanse our human sins...can u imagine how deep & wide is the sea like there's no end...that's how our God's love to us human (to those who know Him, & also to those who x know Him)
3. just received an email today...not so encouraging...how that person can reply an email to all members with the ending "lantak ja la" or in other wats "suit you self" / watever~~ manner...i just delete right away the email...how this person is so ego. im not going to involve with this attitude, i only pray...hopefully those ppl who involve in this project will be transform, being mature in the presence of God...that is why, i can't really get a long with them anymore...even have a short chitchat makes me think they have something to boombash ppl in "soft manner" way...so i pun "lantak jak la" with this people (in a sense that, they do what they do, but i'll continue to pray for them while in the mean time don't have the eager to tell them on the face, since they are better than anyone else) -well this is the not so encouranging part of me this 7 days
4. i bought 3 english novels (one regarding how a teacher deals with difficult children ei learning disabilities, autism, 2nd book, shopcoholic tied the knot from what i read it sympnosis, it's a funny novel, 3rd is mitch albom's novel, 5 ppl you meet in heaven) ...i've almost finished the teacher's book...quite nice...especially it tells the story how she dealt with the kids.
5. Now, still capturing reviews & getting plans how this things* going on ...will update on that soonest...well basically next week
1. i've been wondering what to do for the sunday school...since this week was mother's day celebration, trying hard to think what to do..so decided to do carnation (with the old time style of using tissue paper)...i'll put the visual how's the process going on...but on the real hands on with the kids...it was quite hectic since the i'm the only person who deal with the kids while d others continue with their other ministry...the kids carnation x turn out with as what i've done...as they have limited time to do the rest...supposed they should have done 3 more carnations but then...(huhu) time limitation...and supposed so i get to take picture with them on the carnation making...but sadly i was "handicap" to deal with all of them...let alone cleaning up all the mess (hmmm)
2. get to know a new friend...just 2 few sharing moments, yesterday i've received a book from her...title "Heaven is so real" which she says has open her heart to revisit the Lord in her life...i'm so touched...as she's so on fire to share the word of God till she bought a new one & give it to me...Dear Lord, pray that one day (soon at Your perfect timing) her husband will open up his heart to you as well...i've read almost 1/2 of the book since i got it yesterday...the most touching moment for me, is when choo was brought by God to the beach, and she saw the sea become all red in color, the Lord says it is HIS blood that He shed to cleanse our human sins...can u imagine how deep & wide is the sea like there's no end...that's how our God's love to us human (to those who know Him, & also to those who x know Him)
3. just received an email today...not so encouraging...how that person can reply an email to all members with the ending "lantak ja la" or in other wats "suit you self" / watever~~ manner...i just delete right away the email...how this person is so ego. im not going to involve with this attitude, i only pray...hopefully those ppl who involve in this project will be transform, being mature in the presence of God...that is why, i can't really get a long with them anymore...even have a short chitchat makes me think they have something to boombash ppl in "soft manner" way...so i pun "lantak jak la" with this people (in a sense that, they do what they do, but i'll continue to pray for them while in the mean time don't have the eager to tell them on the face, since they are better than anyone else) -well this is the not so encouranging part of me this 7 days
4. i bought 3 english novels (one regarding how a teacher deals with difficult children ei learning disabilities, autism, 2nd book, shopcoholic tied the knot from what i read it sympnosis, it's a funny novel, 3rd is mitch albom's novel, 5 ppl you meet in heaven) ...i've almost finished the teacher's book...quite nice...especially it tells the story how she dealt with the kids.
5. Now, still capturing reviews & getting plans how this things* going on ...will update on that soonest...well basically next week
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Things to bring for a short gateway
1. Sun Glass + sun block lotion
2. my crocs (will be d 1 & only)
3. tshirts - 4 pcs
4. Cap / Hat
5. Short pants + 1 jeans + 1 long pyjama pants
6. undies & updies
7. camera (a must!)
8. cable & chargers
9. enough bling2
10. my list of good eating place & to do list
- and that's all will do ;p -
2. my crocs (will be d 1 & only)
3. tshirts - 4 pcs
4. Cap / Hat
5. Short pants + 1 jeans + 1 long pyjama pants
6. undies & updies
7. camera (a must!)
8. cable & chargers
9. enough bling2
10. my list of good eating place & to do list
- and that's all will do ;p -
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
how FB connects me with others
i'm grateful with the invention of technologies (with the knowledge given by our Lord to human)...lot's of things have been made easier & also there are some can be complicated...
what i like abt the internet technology is the social network websites such as friendster & facebook whereby it gets me in contact with long lost friends & relatives as well..previously for friendster i get to accept some who i don't have any idea who they are...but since i have an account with fb, i only accept friends which i've know personally & im fond with...a NO NO to those i hardly talked to.
yesterday, a contact have put a request in fb, i was like...i think i've heard this name before...but i can't recalled who...when i look into the picture...then & there i get to know it is my former teacher back in form 6...which was 8 years ago? gosh, how time flies~ she still the sweet looking teacher as i've 1st get to know her. Now, she's in australia (i think migrate)...hmmm...how i wished i have that priviledge to be at other place (but provided with my family tag along with me) ...with my current situation being away from family, lots of time can be very boring though...
im glad & im happy to see lots of friends from these website...get to know each other's update...just love it. But still, i'm relunctant to add my colleagues in my page though...just don't want any gossips of personal matters in office that's all...
what i like abt the internet technology is the social network websites such as friendster & facebook whereby it gets me in contact with long lost friends & relatives as well..previously for friendster i get to accept some who i don't have any idea who they are...but since i have an account with fb, i only accept friends which i've know personally & im fond with...a NO NO to those i hardly talked to.
yesterday, a contact have put a request in fb, i was like...i think i've heard this name before...but i can't recalled who...when i look into the picture...then & there i get to know it is my former teacher back in form 6...which was 8 years ago? gosh, how time flies~ she still the sweet looking teacher as i've 1st get to know her. Now, she's in australia (i think migrate)...hmmm...how i wished i have that priviledge to be at other place (but provided with my family tag along with me) ...with my current situation being away from family, lots of time can be very boring though...
im glad & im happy to see lots of friends from these website...get to know each other's update...just love it. But still, i'm relunctant to add my colleagues in my page though...just don't want any gossips of personal matters in office that's all...
Monday, May 3, 2010
"pelayanan" yang sia-sia
"pelayanan" yang sia-sia -> pengkritik, penghasut, pengadu (complainers) .. semuanya mengwujudkan suasana negatism di mana apa pun perkara yang tidak baik, ianya dititikberatkan & dihighlight...seolah-olah hanya itu sahaja yg patut diperbincangkan.
Mungkin ada diantara kita manusia, dalam keseronokan mengutuk, memperlekehkan orang lain (yg paling menyedihkan di kalangan pelayan-pelayan Tuhan). Anda mungkin secara "tidak sengaja" menjatuhkan orang lain yg terdengar...mungkin orang yg mendengar itu bukan yg anda kutuk secara langsung...namun mereka tentunya berfikir & berkata "oh...begini rupanya pengikut Tuhan..." itulah kesaksian yang kita tunjukkan kpd orang lain...betapa menyedihkan ianya diperdengarkan oleh anak-anak Tuhan yang sedang membangun. Saat kita melihat, membincang & mempertikai sesuatu tentang rakan-rakan sepelayan...fikirkan dahulu apa pandangan Tuhan ttg perbincangan kita itu? Adakah DIA akan bangga dengan apa yg dibincangkan?...Tentu TIDAK!
Melalui Rasul St Paul kpd jemaat di Efesus, 4:29 beliau menasihat jemaat pada zaman itu (tentunya ianya masih relevan bagi zaman ini & akan dtg juga) menyatakan ttg perbuatan sia-sia ini. Selagi kita masih mengamalkan / melakukan perbuatan begini...ternyata kita bukan lah manusia baru dalalm Kristus, tetapi manusia sudah BASI...
Nyata menyedihkan kerana rata-rata di mana kita berada, kita sering berjumpa / terserempak & sama-sama melayani dengan "kita-kita" yang sebegini....mungkin kita menyalahkan perwatakan semula jadi mereka yang sememangnya selama ini seorang yang lantang bersuara?!?...menyalahkan pekerja mereka sememangnya memerlukan mereka menilai?! ...ya! memang tidak salah bagi kita untuk lantang bersuara spt Petrus & Yohanes pada zaman awal gereja bertumbuh (Rujuk kepada Kisah Para Rasul)..tetapi mereka bersuara dgn pimpinan Roh Kudus & menyatakan sesuatu yang membangunkan orang lain secara positif & bukannya meletakkan status orang yang sedang "diperbetulkan" pada tahap yang paling rendah sekali. Jika kita menilai cara mereka bersuara tentunya bukan dengan kekerasan (maki hamun) / memerli para Imam Agung...tetapi berulang kali menyatakan ttg kasih karunia Kristus...Jadi apakah begitu "kita-kita" semasa kita menyatakan pandangan?!...Kita juga tidak salah utk menilai kerana sejak zaman Adam lagi...manusia diberi peluang / pilihan utk menilai...namun apakah kebaikannya kita menilai keburukan keadaan & manusia? Waspadalah...saat kita menilai keburukan orang lain, sebenarnya kita sedang menghukumi mereka...kita tahu siapa yang lebih layak menghukum jikalau bukan Tuhan Yesus Kristus sendiri. Satu lagi...harus kita berhati-hati dalam penilaian, kerana penilaian buruk memusnahkan manusia sendiri (semasa Tuhan Yesus dikhianati & dibawa kepada Raja Pontius). Berperasangka buruk terus akan mewujudkan benteng di kalangan jemaat terutamanya di kalangan pelayan & pemimpin. Kurangkan berkata kotor dalam kehidupan kita...aplikasinya cuba kita tidak bercakap buruk / kotor utk tempoh 1 minggu & lihat apa yg berlaku...tentunya kehidupan anda lebih indah daripada pencemaran-pencemaran kata2 ini...
Mari kita berdoa agar pemikiran kita serupa seperti Tuhan Yesus Kristus, percakapan mengikut kehendak Roh Kudus & hidup penuh dgn kepimpinaan Roh Kudus utk kemuliaan Nya dan juga pembangunan rohani saudara-saudari seiman selain menjadi pembukan mata hati mereka yang belum mengenali Tuhan Allah Yesus Kristus kita. Amen.
Mungkin ada diantara kita manusia, dalam keseronokan mengutuk, memperlekehkan orang lain (yg paling menyedihkan di kalangan pelayan-pelayan Tuhan). Anda mungkin secara "tidak sengaja" menjatuhkan orang lain yg terdengar...mungkin orang yg mendengar itu bukan yg anda kutuk secara langsung...namun mereka tentunya berfikir & berkata "oh...begini rupanya pengikut Tuhan..." itulah kesaksian yang kita tunjukkan kpd orang lain...betapa menyedihkan ianya diperdengarkan oleh anak-anak Tuhan yang sedang membangun. Saat kita melihat, membincang & mempertikai sesuatu tentang rakan-rakan sepelayan...fikirkan dahulu apa pandangan Tuhan ttg perbincangan kita itu? Adakah DIA akan bangga dengan apa yg dibincangkan?...Tentu TIDAK!
Melalui Rasul St Paul kpd jemaat di Efesus, 4:29 beliau menasihat jemaat pada zaman itu (tentunya ianya masih relevan bagi zaman ini & akan dtg juga) menyatakan ttg perbuatan sia-sia ini. Selagi kita masih mengamalkan / melakukan perbuatan begini...ternyata kita bukan lah manusia baru dalalm Kristus, tetapi manusia sudah BASI...
Nyata menyedihkan kerana rata-rata di mana kita berada, kita sering berjumpa / terserempak & sama-sama melayani dengan "kita-kita" yang sebegini....mungkin kita menyalahkan perwatakan semula jadi mereka yang sememangnya selama ini seorang yang lantang bersuara?!?...menyalahkan pekerja mereka sememangnya memerlukan mereka menilai?! ...ya! memang tidak salah bagi kita untuk lantang bersuara spt Petrus & Yohanes pada zaman awal gereja bertumbuh (Rujuk kepada Kisah Para Rasul)..tetapi mereka bersuara dgn pimpinan Roh Kudus & menyatakan sesuatu yang membangunkan orang lain secara positif & bukannya meletakkan status orang yang sedang "diperbetulkan" pada tahap yang paling rendah sekali. Jika kita menilai cara mereka bersuara tentunya bukan dengan kekerasan (maki hamun) / memerli para Imam Agung...tetapi berulang kali menyatakan ttg kasih karunia Kristus...Jadi apakah begitu "kita-kita" semasa kita menyatakan pandangan?!...Kita juga tidak salah utk menilai kerana sejak zaman Adam lagi...manusia diberi peluang / pilihan utk menilai...namun apakah kebaikannya kita menilai keburukan keadaan & manusia? Waspadalah...saat kita menilai keburukan orang lain, sebenarnya kita sedang menghukumi mereka...kita tahu siapa yang lebih layak menghukum jikalau bukan Tuhan Yesus Kristus sendiri. Satu lagi...harus kita berhati-hati dalam penilaian, kerana penilaian buruk memusnahkan manusia sendiri (semasa Tuhan Yesus dikhianati & dibawa kepada Raja Pontius). Berperasangka buruk terus akan mewujudkan benteng di kalangan jemaat terutamanya di kalangan pelayan & pemimpin. Kurangkan berkata kotor dalam kehidupan kita...aplikasinya cuba kita tidak bercakap buruk / kotor utk tempoh 1 minggu & lihat apa yg berlaku...tentunya kehidupan anda lebih indah daripada pencemaran-pencemaran kata2 ini...
Mari kita berdoa agar pemikiran kita serupa seperti Tuhan Yesus Kristus, percakapan mengikut kehendak Roh Kudus & hidup penuh dgn kepimpinaan Roh Kudus utk kemuliaan Nya dan juga pembangunan rohani saudara-saudari seiman selain menjadi pembukan mata hati mereka yang belum mengenali Tuhan Allah Yesus Kristus kita. Amen.
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