Tuesday, December 29, 2009

year 2009...it almost there

to be honest, i felt terribly tired...this holiday around it has been nothing about my own plan ... having to follow other people's activities...i've expected that this holiday will be relax & lay back holiday...not everyday got activity type of holiday. seems like people arrange the activity for me...not like it at all..

tonight im not plan to go anywhere....not that the person who's having their activity care should i be around for their activity...as they only expected certain people to be at their event...kapa ku ngegeh to join?!?

today really felt not satisfied at all....

thinking about people's comment on what's happening recently...hmmm...i was not impressed at all...the way they act...talk...why la, take times cermin diri dulu...haih...

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

im back...and it has been 5 days..

yes!!! finally after 7 months, im back to my HSH
Just love it a lot...meet my parents...delicious local delicacies..

it has been a few gatherings...but mostly a bid farewell gathering well by some will further studies away from hometown...some work transfer...

among all...what i felt the most is Rev. Dennis farewell dinner (organized by house groups) at peng you cafe, batu kawa...it's a sad gathering, after more than a decade service at St Basil, now he will go to serves at St Augustine Betong. Sad for us (most of the house groups) as Rev Dennis has been there for most of the house group member's life ups & downs (sickness, prayers, thanksgiving & his sharings of God's word)...in a way to look at positive side, for me personally, maybe this is a good turnover in his ministry (have a fresh start) to be with 1 of the oldest mission field in Sarawak (Betong)...lots of things need to do at churches at ulu areas...from an accident made by some youth there shows how some of the young generations still far knows about God's will & word...haih...2ndly, recent years the current working committee seems to ACT better or directly say "disrespect" the pastors anymore...sad to hear, now adays some of the church being ruled by the committee & less respect to the minister /pastor anymore...& treat them like a social worker at church...wake up people!!! don't let the satan rules your mind, just because you being respected by the community (your WEALTH, FAMILY NAME, JOB....) don't forget you just the same (you & me as tiny as little ant) in the eyes of God. 1 Samuel 16:7 "Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart"

when i 1st heard about the incident at betong months ago, i inform my church member to pray over the matter....and a week later, i received email from my dad that Rev Dennis will be transfered to the betong mission...i was shock...but in a way, i have this mind that we will never know what is God's will / plans for our future...but whatever, we must continue to walk with Him & keep standing firm in the faith (1 Peter 5:9)

so long Rev Dennis...we looking forward & continue pray that the glory of God will GROW at betong