Monday, October 31, 2011

again ..i want to complaint

...ungrateful colleague at all

remember my post on Friday, dat colleague again, when ask for help, like talking as if im her staff...
when she've been helped...no thank you at all...

honestly don't like her at all...actually many doesn't..

im not invisible

what do you feel when you pass by your consider close friends (not just once but a few times) but being ignore of your presence?

i believe im not that invisible that you do not notice me at all...and what's more annoying when that close friend only stick / take note on certain individual. Anyway you're not that busy to say hi too isn't ? I don't mind if you prefer to chit the chat / stick to only a certain individual, but ignore people around you ? hey girl, i don't mind not to chit the chat either. Just don't like the attitude of selfish / no acknowledgement in friendship...as in you only like to talk to some people (85% you only talk to that particular person in a group, & you just ignore the story of others) or if there's any special occasion, you prepare & heading it so specially for that person while none of us experience the same preparation / treatment? helo?! what is the purpose of the fellowship?

i recall there was another incident, where by the 3 frens go for a shopping spree for a program (well, coming back looking "very tired & busy like" ) ask us in a directive way for us to help them to wrap the thing...& hv fellowship on their own & their facial expression as if we're not helping them at all...hello? do you need the whole team to accompany you for the shopping spree.

im not sure whether it is a liaising agenda...i would prefer a group of friends sharing the same story & the same song with everyone...if you want to share something between the 2 of you, don't share it in front of us & make other people invisible...

with this case, i unlikely to share any story even it matters & don't share anything, because it seems like everyone know somebody "secret" while me being the guessing part...now im feeling left out from the fellowship...why others know about their story & no one likes to share it with me...it is not a sad or not good to be told matters. when i ask, they giving answer like "what do you think" (with the expression they know something but don't want to tell)

don't be surprise if one day they received news that im getting engage / married / get a new job / going back to hometown for good tomorrow...no used to declaring as closed friends but keeping things from each other

i don't share with you either from now...i closed my case from now on.

Friday, October 28, 2011

aku panas

nincompoop la...if don't want to go bagi tau la awal2..
wait for her to "pray" la...after 1 hour the event start, she told that she don't want to go....

stupid...nvr thought about others...i want to go la siot...just because she don't have the ticket so she cause other people tak jadi pergi...apelahhhhhh

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

new retirement age

just last week, NA announced that the new retirement age will be 60...

i'm not pretty keen of the move because...

Looking at existing productivity by those after 50 @ my company is really pathetic (if we continue to have them around, just because the retirement is not 60) what a waste of sources to pay the unproductive staff (well not all are wasted at work) but mostly they are more keen towards stay at home...or else they just loitering at office reading novel (yes, i meant it at my previous office), doing part time sales (to earn extra money) even though their pay is already more than 1/2 of new grades...

just kasian with the fresh grads...now chances for them to get them jobs is getting lesser in future...HAIZ...no comment

Monday, October 3, 2011

i'm not in good mood today...im so angry

not sure whether it is hormone issue or wat so ever...i'm felt very angry today...

seems like a lot of things @ office does not comes comes easily....people just slowing things down / make things difficult. Tired of looking at my WIP list getting longer2. HATE IT

our "finance manager" which is so "geng" doing job compilation each time, & each time when ppl ask about their expenditure, that manager ask the people to get it from ME!!! STUPID BODOH ....i am so angry with him. if he keeps doing this, i shall copy the emails to my GM...who cares because that is not part of my job getting input for him, while he doing nothing at all.

i so pissed off...better don't fool around with me today.