getting there now

ok..talk about my weekend...i don't have to go back to office last saturday (yuhuuu~~) feels so great to stay at home...relax for awhile, without need to go back to office just to print out the document ;p

so i woke up a bit late that saturday, have the chance to spring clean the house...do my laundry...watch saturday cartoon...around 3pm, off i went out to meet my friend at sogo. While i was about to enter the mall, i saw my hometown fren (say helo & short chitchat with them) then off we went to~~~salon (cos my hair is too long, hair ends x healthy too)...but then sadly, too many ppl...so off with my friend pergi makan dulu lah (makan KFC again). Then, off we went to for the hair cut again. After that, we went to church that evening, almost terlupa have bible study. It was a nice fun learning discussion. We were asked to compare the generation of Moses & the generation of Joshua. In Moses generation, they are too grumpy, not thankful & have no faith at all (even though lots of God's miracle have shown unto them) while the generation of Joshua, they have strong faith that God will guide them, have strong faith (even though the generation of Joshua - the new generation who never have the chance to see those miracles). This learning teach us how strong is our faith to God. Faith is not about proffing of miracles, faith is about believing without seeing.

bad dream again

if i not mistaken, last 2 days, i have a dream i nearly miss my flight, until i got to know someone (who somehow got a skateboard to "skateboarding" me to airport!!!) - silly & funny indeed after that fushhh can't remember how's my dream ends.

and this morning, i have a dream...i was doing the multimedia, when all suddenly the slide shows a cantonese drama..wahhh..so kam jiong to get the things to stop...at the end tak dapat...haih! failure again (seems like this time my dream about kam jiiong again)

before wednesday

Yesterday, rain very heavily...when i woke up, the room still dark (mcm 6am)...i was like huh?! betul ka ni...i was so lazy to wake up..snooze myself for another 10 minutes (keke)...[40 min later] i was under my umbrella meredah hujan...wow, the heaviest rain ever in the morning to work...my pant wets till my knee (i carefully walk down the hill *mana tau nanti terguling towards the bus stop*)...as usual, the bus arrive at utmost late hour! (i only able to get in the bus around 8:20am, Thank God, got seat for me :P) when i reach office, i was like im wearing new pants (darker color on the bottom, lighter color above) it also hard to walk around with heavy wet pants....huhu...then decided to have breakfast wth my colleague before enter the office (hot black coffee with fried mee hoon- yum~~)

movie day

Today monday, boring giler nyer...not that i don't things to do (lots of pending actually) but then i don't have the mood...jauhkan saya dari roh pemalas!!!

Yesterday, after church, decided to lepak with my usual sunday lunch mates...we went to the same old Golden Key restaurant...aunty (tauke nio) introduce her new dish (kari indonesia style)...but then sama juga with other malay kari (more like rendang la) but very sedap!! ingatkan that manok from indon, rupanya its the recepi she get to learn from indon friend..(ai...konfius sekejap). .

Then a friend suggest for movie day (yup, why not!) my friend (n i actually) wished to watch Samuel Rizal's latest movie (but dlm hati, will the movie great to watch? - still unknown) so we went to look for VCD *ori punya* n finally, choose Ghajini (hindi movie, starring - aamir khan) - tak sangka i'll be watching crita hindi...keke. [[ Boleh tahan juga the storyline...nice! but compare slumdog millionaire, of course SM wins over la. Overall it is nice luckily my friends not the type who like to watch the *dancing & singing part* so it has been fast forward...But as usual, there' some un logic part of the movie, when the hero punch / kick the gengster..skali saja dah kong...but when the hero fighting with the kepala gengster...a few times still tak kalah2...ish ish ish. ]]

Thank you Lord!

yesterday, received official email that next week, we will receiving our bonus!! wuhhuuu~~ really praise the Lord, even the current economic situation is quite worrying, but our company still care to give us the "employee" bonus & pay rise!! i admit that when i was just joined the company, i was like "what!! compare to other company even the gov servants, my pay is far smaller than them" but i do admit that the company do have good benefits (even though seldom use it) but i do appreciate it especially the annual leave is very precious for me who leave far away from family to spend long hols with them.

well, actually i already have plan for the extra money...1st need to get my bro a slr entry level camera (which i budget abt RM2k) - dlm hati *how i wished i could use the money to buy my own things eg: baju kerja, driving license?) hmmm...knowing that my bro - he's the type who care more about his friends rather than family...when he needs some $ then you can *see & hear* him around...previously, before he came here to further his study, he has a bad attitude talking to me & mom...hardly can see him talk nicely...until one time, i was calling him about his study, and he don't even bother to answer my question as if i'm asking ridiculous question, till i complaint to my dad (tru phone) and how my dad on that same day, call up my brother (give him some good lesson of not talking badly with people *who cares & ask nicely about his well being* )...i was feeling relieve though, thank God, he still *takut* with my dad...and since that accident, the way my bro talk to me *well, not so sure hows with my mom* but much better already...well, is this what adolsence problem now adays? well, i think my bro study spending is much boombastic than me...during my study, the only item which my dad's spends lot is my laptop *sayangnya, after 5 years already kong!* and for my bro case, a laptop & soon an slr kamera...untungnya dia...lucky him, both me & dad are working. (wrote so much, ternyata still wishing the $ shall be used for my own things kekeke) but i wished, he would care more for my parents though...at least call them up ler...

haih...not talk about that adolsence, better get ready to my friend's house...wonder how's this weekend will be like...

mentally tired

I was in the office last saturday from 11am till 430pm..(eventhough not required to work on weekends) hmm rajin kononnya...only lilix know what im doing @ that particular hours

seriously, im very tired mentally for this recent weeks...people say this & that...due date @ this date...rush here rush there...

yesterday, i'm SO UPSET with myself...i'm not intentionly "sabotaj" any people's time / work...i was all ready that morning, have type the lyrics, was ready & waiting for everyone's ready...should have go out by myself (i'm blaming myself should have not wasting time waiting)...when i reached, it's 5 minutes left...quickly pick up the equipment (hearing a complaining voice says : "Lambatlah ini") start set up the equipment...the laptop being very slow...suddenly it shutdown by itself...now i have to wait again for the window to start up (darn!), now, setting the screen (darn! too small, adjust...NO! no time, put in the lyrics of other songs, darn!! where's the 1st song, it's not the 1st song...) i was trembling (Only God knows how my hand shakes & my heart beat terribly fast - almost in shock mode) seems like most of the eyes around me look like (slow yer~~~) (before that, some ppl told me " you can type while the song is playing rite? - you think i'm superlady ka?) how i wished at that moment, i could tell them the equipment doesn't work according to my mind simultaneously, it needs time to proceess!! ...then i have to type the 1st song (as i could not find it in the new software)...copy paste the 2nd & 3rd lyrics (darn! the font too small, how to adjust it? ... arrghhh can't remember anymore...) ahhh no time, they will be more angry with me later...just proceed what i have at that moment. Totally, im in no mood already...ppl's comment at that point of time doesn't really helpful at all...i was trembling / stress that short period of time. I'm blaming myself of not performing well...plus for the rest of the month, i will take up the task replacing my friend who's wife just gave birth last week. I'm ok with it...let it be my time to get used with the new software...up till now, i only use the soft not more than 5 times. So it takes time for me to "telan" all the skills.

Nahh...i don't want to think about it...eventhough, yesterday i was so mad at myself...feels want to scream out loud!!! Just have no mood to make jokes / talk to anybody yesterday. ..Mentally tired indeed.

weekend!!~

yesterday, we having bible study @ home which was lead by Frankie. Now, we have extra 2 new members. quite tired though when i reached home yesterday.(mentally tired i mean) cos the past 2 days have been worried about the project due date...rush to meet big boss to get their comment...amendments again & again...Thank God, the project have been differ its launching date till next Friday...if not, alamak !!!

after the bible study & everyone have gone home, i can't stand my eyes anymore...back to my room and ZZZZZZZzzzzzzz till the next morning. Thank God, the neighbour below didn't do any stupid anoying arguement yesterday....last Thursday, they having big arguement (crying & shouting like there's no tomorrow) till i could not stand anymore (it was not their 1st big arguement, even they not arguing, they oso very irritating making irritating noice!!!!) i shout out "BISING!!" and shut the window...but sadly, (malangnya) the shouting the crying of that people below still can be heard....tell me, what would you do...when your neighbour making those noises in the middle of the night? early morning? so fed up with the people...sound like the lady kena dera...but other times hehehaha...i'm bet 2 days later, they no more argue & continue with their happy time!!! n then argue again!!!! hate it....can't stand anymore...gangguan betul!

haih...stop talking about those "innoncense couple"...better think about happier things...oh ya, this morning, received email from gretha's husband posting their baby's picture...huhu...looks so chinese...looking at the picture, bet the baby is kuat menangis juga till her face red...her name quite long though (mcm biasa la tu)....tell you, if i have child (1 day, if God permits) i won't let myself or husband to name our child with long name...just want to make it simple (she/he name, middle name + family name) that's GOOD enough...kasian anak, nama panjang2 but at the end, maybe tak sampai 1/4 of the name we use to call them...menyusahkan juga for them to write down their name during exams (wasting time) keke....

this morning, i was wondering where i want to go...suppose today i have a weddin invitation from my x unimate @ putrajaya but then....tak jadi pergi....have to go to office to do my pending stuff...wondering whether to go to val's house, but yesterday dah janji with his bro in-law to come with other friends, terlupa that tonight my friend have practice...then it's my turn this week for the multimedia...wahhh...so fan aaa....dono what to do...

Now you're here

Yesterday, received sms from my friend that gretha was in labor room...so he cannot joined the prayer meeting yesterday. So yesterday, on the dot i pack my bag & out from office (say bye bye to my bos & colleagues), as i planned to sleep over @ ST so that i don't need worry about transport back home. Was waiting quite sometime for my friends...Thank God, nothing happen while the waiting as the day was getting darker (nyamuks wandering around my legs). Yesterday, felt so casual, as usually i was still in my working wear, but yesterday, was fresh from home & changed to more casual wear to church.

Most of the church mates are all "mengadu" having slight pain on certain part on their body (due to "overly sports" during Monday's Family day - will update the pic & details of the event soon) while i did not joined any games yesterday as i'm not feeling well so to avoid getting sicker better not to joined the games, but helping around with the kids games...so cute watching the kids playing.

While late nite yesterday, received sms that gretha got baby girl!! wow, wondering whether the baby will be the notty one or the innoncent one...can't wait to see she grows....

planning & looking forward

next month, my parents are coming for my bro's convo...so rite now, planning on the accomodation, maybe looking for studio for family potrait & gai2 planning.

the flight tickets already settle - bought 2 return tikets from AA for RM296 (inclusive of seat booking [dad's request]+express+luggage [1]+airbus)...Now, im wondering about accomodation (hmmm...don't think if my parents stay @ my house (rented) -> tak cukup matress pulak...may not be comfortable for them either...so looking for hotel currently which is near to the convo venue which will be PWTC.

Now, im looking for studio photo (have no idea where ...) @ affordable price.

Semalam kan...

semalam kan....i was suppose to take LRT to church (prayer meeting)...was semangat trying my best to finished up my job before 6pm. So off i went to wait at LRT...everything looks ok until...*BURPHHHHH*, black smokes coming out from a building nearby the lrt platform and the whole LRT was blackout. Never thought that the smokes has any related with LRT operation...but sadly the opposite tren didn't move / close its door. So i *patiently* wait for about 30 mins in hoping everything will be OK soon but mana tau nothing happen. I message another bro @ bangsar, he also says the same thing happen...SO i decided to take bus then taxi to church, which was worried it will be horrible hour to take taxi to kl...yeap, most of the taxi driver won't even want to go to that area till this one uncle (old chinese man) wiling to take me (but with lots of misunderstand)...he tot to drop me at lrt station nearby so that i could take tren to kl, although i've inform him there's problem with the tren...then pursuade him to drive to kl (but sadly with extra $ la of cos :s ) yeap, it was horrible jam indeed, which i never experienced (the journey to kl usually takes abt 15-20 mins becomes 1 1/2 hours) told uncle to Dataran Merdeka...but some how he took me to Stadium Merdeka (alamak...) then have to take a long turn back to kl again (haih)...reached church at 8pm...then i quickly went to mamak stall behind to meet up with them. Thank God! they've ordered food for me (eat like a hungry kid)...well, end up yesterday i've to pull out more $ for the trip then my daily meal budget (hmmm).
Yesterday's prayer meeting, there were more people joining up (just nice to see it). This week is going to be the last week for Bro Matius with KBM as he shall be back to his hometown for good (hope that he continue to serve the Lord wherever he is).
Hmm...this morning (well, actually since monday), having this lazy feeling to wake up early (can i consider 7:30am as early?) i felt like i'm forcing myself to bathroom / force myself to change / force myself to comb my hair / force myself walk down the hill to the bus stop (uarghhhh!!! why im so lazy - any related with hormone maybe?)
hmmm...Thank God, this weekend is goin to be long weekend (monday cuti umum ma) so looking forward this monday for the Family Day (going to help with the kid games) well, at least got something to do to spend the day rather than stay at home facing 4 walls.