Tuesday, September 30, 2008

before september ends...

hmmm....the office today only left 8 of us up until 3pm...the rest already on their holiday + festive mood. i quite like it cos no deadline to meet for the past 2 days. Everything goes just nice & steady. wait till the holiday past, then the tension start goes up again.

Tomorrow i'm off for 3 days away from office, so that's mean i have 5 days hols (on friday, i was force to take my annually leave as directed by the company) waste of my leave!! Up until today, i'm still have no idea what to do this long holiday..there's no special plans by my housemates & friends. I just don't want to stay at home lepaking....boring

Now, i can't wait for December to come. Where i can meet up with my family. miss the foods there A LOT.

i've got nothing much to write for this entry...*blank ...i just can't imagine i can get so sad of having 5 days of holidays without any special plans...erghhhhhh!!! so geram with myself

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Thursday, September 25, 2008

Being MOH~~~ oh no

---> Yesterday 24 September 2008.
was raining heavily abt 4pm...the thunder sounds was so "kadabooom"
Thank God, my housemate wiling to wait for me after work & we go back home together. So no long queue waiting for bus ler...

Yesterday nothing much special happen. Ermm...
i was approached by a friend, and this the story goes
She: hmm...i & fiance suggest to have uncle F to be our MC.
Me: Oh...that's a good idea, cos he is really funny guy
She: erm...ya. I need your favor. But then, sure you don't want pnya la
Me: what ler...
She: ei...i see you can get along with my family rite...elm...
Me: aha?
She: would you like to be our BM? (i'm yet open my mouth..and she say)..yalah, you kan can get along with my family ma...my friend mostly not christian cannot become BM lor...
Me: erm...you know la my answer...i don't like to wear make up & dresses (feeling awkward pulak)
She: alah..long dress ma not skirt...
Me: (feeling pandai konon) erm...you can choose your cousin or your fiance's sibling ma...
She: My cousin could not attend cos she got exam...couldn't find some1 who i familiar with ma...his sibling ada juga i include them...
Me: hmmm...you know how i react on this question ler...
She: so how? ok wat...senang ma, you already know my family...
Me: erm...(thinking)...i suggest you guys slowly think about it la...let me be you guy's last choice in the list...hehe...tak sesuai la...

Honestly, i'm flattered...get to know them just a short while & no blood related. I was choose to be MOH (tiba2 lagi tu)...but the idea of dress up (just so not me at all)

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Bai Tu Tang (Ta Bai Tu)


Taken from the Star - "e-browse"
My gosh...dulu2 i like to eat this...even the "lutsinar" plastic used to wrapped the sweet i telan saja....hmmmm

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

yuhuuu~~

Shalom!!! Back to bloggy
Having hectic last week, as @ work, was having hard time to adjust myself with something*...luckily only for a few days...those few days, i'm just can't wait friday to come!!
Oh ya, last friday, my colleague bought for me 2 tanglungs or latern (it was moon cake festival last sunday)...that friday nite itself, i start to light my tanglungs (pink & yellow), it remind me those kid days, playing tanglung with my neighbour...haih..those were the days...see my tanglung pic here : i pasang in the house itself

What moon cake festival is all about?
Houyi, the archer
Houyi was an immortal, while Chang'e was a beautiful young girl, working in the Jade Emperor's (Emperor of Heaven) (玉帝 pinyin:yùdì) Palace as the attendant to the Queen Mother of the West (wife of the Jade Emperor), just before her marriage. One day, Houyi aroused the jealousy of the other immortals, who then slandered him before the Jade Emperor. Houyi and his wife, Chang'e, were subsequently banished from heaven, and forced to live by hunting on earth. He became a famous archer.
Now at this time, there were 10 suns, in the form of
Three-legged birds, residing in a mulberry tree in the eastern sea; each day one of the sun birds would have to travel around the world on a carriage, driven by Xihe (deity) the 'mother' of the suns. One day, all 10 of the suns circled together, causing the earth to burn. Emperor Yao, the Emperor of China, commanded Houyi to shoot down all but one of the suns. Upon the completion of his task, the Emperor rewarded Houyi with a pill that granted eternal life, and advised him: "Make no haste to swallow this pill; first prepare yourself with prayer and fasting for a year".[5] Houyi took the pill home and hid it under a rafter, while he began healing his spirit. While Houyi was healing his spirit, Houyi was summoned again by the emperor. Chang'e, noticing a white beam of light beckoning from the rafters, discovered the pill, which she swallowed. Immediately, she found that she could fly. At that moment, Houyi returned home, and, realizing what had happened, began to reprimand her. Chang'e flew out the window into the sky.[5]
With a bow in hand, Houyi sped after her, and the pursuit continued halfway across the heavens. Finally, Houyi had to return to the Earth because of the force of the wind. Chang'e reached the moon, and breathless, she coughed. Part of the pill fell out from her mouth.[5] Now, the hare was already on the moon, and Chang'e commanded the animal to make another pill from it, so that she could return to earth to her husband.
As of today, the hare is still pounding herbs, trying to make the pill. As for Houyi, he built himself a palace in the sun as "
Yang" (the male principle), with Chang'e as "Yin" (the female principle). Once a year, on the 15th day of the full moon, Houyi visits his wife. That is why, that night, the moon is full and beautiful.[5]
This description appears in written form in two Western Han dynasty (206 BCE-24 CE) collections; Shan Hai Jing, the Classic of the Mountains and Seas and Huainanzi, a philosophical classic.[6]
huhu..don't asked me true or not. I just enjoy the moon cake & the lantern saja...
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Monday, September 8, 2008

a whole NEW week

as usual, was having hard time to wake myself up this morning...felt want to have another 10 minutes of snooze (just 10 minutes...& another minutes).

last weekend was "away" from home 2 evening straight. *just want to hang out with friends*
oh...last saturday was rained for the whole day *if im not mistaken..*
nothing much happen that day, the trio (eat until we drop)...(jalan until we're no way to go)...(sighning..thinking what to do next)...then that evening, went lepak @ Jln Alor (makan lagi!)...really miss TehCPeng (which is 1 of Kuching delicacy) but when it comes, they just serve us ordinary Teh Tarik (Chit!!)..nvm la...we just drank it anyway. But then, when another "batch" of friends coming, they order TehCPengSpecial...(ha...itu baru nampak mcm TehCPeng...berlayer2)...haih kecewa betul. I've tried TehCPeng with 5 layers (yeap...its 5 layers) huhu...you guys shoudl try it when ur in Kuching!
That night, we have our bible study. quite a number of peep coming that night. i was quite tired being out the whole day. Suppose i've planned to sit with my geng...but then when i was back from the ladies, my best sit already taken...terpaksa i sit with other people...(diam2 sajalah)-not angry just telling.

The next morning (early morning), was busy prepare food for church get-together (loved to do it). After church went to *another round of jalan2*...watch movie yesterday (money is not enough 2) - singaporean movie by Jack Neo -> very funny & touching story as well...recommended to watch!

kla, try to concentrating something else rite now.

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

at the end...what i've done?

Last weekend was the most "UNcherry" for me...if there's such word!

Last saturday it is just like any normal saturdays...house cleaning, washing cloths, eat lunch, watch dvd (at the end did not last for 1 hour i was fall asleep- as usual)...i didn't follow my housemates went out that night, just wanna stay at home (not in the mood of going out at all)..that night, something the most devastating thing happen to me (which i'm still regreting)! because i was really in not-so-good mood, i was feeling angered (easily) over a thing. I was so angry (which i've never been like that for such a loongggg time), went to have my bath. But before i went to the bathroom, i sms to my friend, just want to tell her wat i'm feeling at that time, but stupid of me, i mistakenly sent it to the person who i was stupidly angered on the thing done. (arghhh, stupid me!!) when i'm thinking about that again, how my angryness overcome my mind & deed. Knowing i was making stupid mistake, instantly i apologize to the friend which i've offended (eventhough, she show no 'marah') but then still i'm feel ashame of myself. And that feeling dragged till the whole weekends. No mood to joke around, no mood at all to even have a laugh!

hmmm....i'm not saying i never been angry...just that USUALLY i would just let it goes by (tak kisah). But that evening....! but still WHY i easily get angered!!! This weekend have been the most devastating downtime of me.

"Apai, how i let myself winover by stupidity, teach me to be a person who care, a person who love others, not a source of hatred to others. Forgive me."