have to ... need to

i have to ... i need to

i have to escape prayer meeting yesterday as i need to have my rest (headace & not feeling well)
i have to stay in bed even its 7:30am (today) as i need to have my extra rest...gosh, i still can imagine & feel my laziness this morning

yesterday, i reach home around 7pm yesterday...decided not going for prayer meeting as im x feeling well (my eyes like have been stick to the pc for ages)...i went to bed early yesterday (maybe around 8pm i've doose off) but eventually i terwake up around mid nite but then (Thankfully) i've doose back until this morning (gosh...can imagine how tired & sleepy i was)

Tonight, goin to tick my to do/bring list...why no feeling rite now? zero nil feeling at all (now, dats weird)