as days goes by

Not much entry to upload this few days...dull dull days goes by
This week, feeling that the days goes by really fast...& soon the weekend come again...
This weekend, i think gonna meet up with my bro, he had already arrive here last Tuesday, staying @ "hostel" currently.

This sunday, there will be another sports day with the Basel Church. Really hope it's not going to rain that evening...musim tengkujuh lately la

Hmmm....Next monday, is our division buka raya day. This year around, it's gonna be special one as this is the last raya gathering with our VP who is going to be "pencen" next year. He has been very generous sponsoring for this year event. For the special event, our division suggest to do a performance...haih...they suggest to do a sketch (more towards mime about raya scenario)...and i have been choose to be 1 of the character. I'm not against it, no harm to participate. But felt shy la to act in front of people. and wat worst, being request by the bosses to wear raya cloth. Haih, i never wear kurung to work, the very last time i wear that is during my orientation @ Uni. hmmm...i don't think i'm going to wear any kurungs la, but maybe baju kebaya (the only wardrobe i have which related to the event). Thought of wearing my pink "ngepan iban" which have been modified / modernise (plus, pink is my division color theme)...hmmm...but then, hard to walk around with that skirts. So to be safe, without spending any money on new cloth (just for that occasion)...pakai sajalah kebaya

Thank God, today is pay day. So i'm able to take a breath again (refresh .. fuhh~) having hard time to cope with money this few months due to my debt with credit card (bought some flight tickets for next year travel). Honestly, i'm quite worried though, cos my bro is studying here, so he shall need some money for his study & spents...my dad has his own commitment for the household & church as well...so i've try to help out as much as i could. I know money won't be enough...plus the high cost of living...For my bro, i don't think he can rely on the loan as i'm quite sure the loan may just enough to pay his semester but not enough for the spent. I still remember my 1st year Uni year, back then i also apply for the loan...but left few hundred ringgit to spent / semester *abt 4 months*. But still greatful though, at least it able for me to pay up my semester payment. Until my 2nd year, i got scholarship...able to pay back my loan, and quite plentiful of money to spent for study. At least, lessen my dad's burden & i don't need to worry abt $ at all during my study years.

Anyway, i still felt very grateful & thankful...nvm, no new cloth/shoe until end of the year.