Last weekend was the most "UNcherry" for me...if there's such word!
Last saturday it is just like any normal saturdays...house cleaning, washing cloths, eat lunch, watch dvd (at the end did not last for 1 hour i was fall asleep- as usual)...i didn't follow my housemates went out that night, just wanna stay at home (not in the mood of going out at all)..that night, something the most devastating thing happen to me (which i'm still regreting)! because i was really in not-so-good mood, i was feeling angered (easily) over a thing. I was so angry (which i've never been like that for such a loongggg time), went to have my bath. But before i went to the bathroom, i sms to my friend, just want to tell her wat i'm feeling at that time, but stupid of me, i mistakenly sent it to the person who i was stupidly angered on the thing done. (arghhh, stupid me!!) when i'm thinking about that again, how my angryness overcome my mind & deed. Knowing i was making stupid mistake, instantly i apologize to the friend which i've offended (eventhough, she show no 'marah') but then still i'm feel ashame of myself. And that feeling dragged till the whole weekends. No mood to joke around, no mood at all to even have a laugh!
hmmm....i'm not saying i never been angry...just that USUALLY i would just let it goes by (tak kisah). But that evening....! but still WHY i easily get angered!!! This weekend have been the most devastating downtime of me.
"Apai, how i let myself winover by stupidity, teach me to be a person who care, a person who love others, not a source of hatred to others. Forgive me."
2 comments:
Michelle,
Are u in relationship? Anyway, yupp never let an anger to rule your emotion. Everytime you feel very angry to someone, just take a deep breath, and then walk away or confine yourself to a place that you like most. Then after the anger has sooth, you must talk to the person about your feeling. Never keep it to yourself regardless of what kind of feeling you have (i.e., angry, sad, happy etc). This method always works for me. Why don't you give it a try?
Hi Puan,
No...not in a relationship at all. Just that having a conflict with a lady friend. Ya...on the event itself i do face to face with her, saying sorry & telling her y i tiba2 boleh meletup! Thank God, she understands. Ya, next time before "meletup" i better take a deep breath 1st. Really appreciate your advice.
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