cihit bihit aku

aduh nda nemu nama hal dua tiga hari tuk ka udah, slalu ndar cihit bihit....sensitif ngau kesejukan...mimit kena kipas terus perut memulas ka bihak....soft diet la minggu tuk

why la they...

yesterday, i was thinking abt of certain matters arising recently...abt human's attitude (normal la tu) reviewing this & that....

thinking abt the attitude of HM...so not encouraging...so boastful & arrogance. As if what they do really make things matters a lot. There are other people who can do better. Just because they are old timers, lots of supporters (which i tak kesah pun), lots of $$ (to be charitable to their supporters) ...so sounds very like politician rite? well, i think they can make a good "politician'..so sad to hear that, in a gathering / discussion they can "softly" commenting/ or to be straightforward sarcastically "complementing" others...well, for other people you guys look great la (pls kindly flashback your own word, is it an honest complementary comments or what) this makes me feel so kecewa with them...so im not being "hypocrite" to them...not talking / gathering much with them anymore...since each of the word that came out of their mouth is so "blessing" others. Just simple example, after you came back from some gathering, on the way home, you heard complaints / comments "not positive" abt the activities which have been done (by some individual or group), what does the impact done to you? -> for me, after i hear their comments i feel like the gathering / activities which we've joined is useless for them...i'm not felt bless with their comments (that's why i slowly away with their gathering until today)..sorry, i can't anymore...too dissapointing

the updates

wow...so tiring weekend & holiday for me...am feel very tired this morning. body sore...little headache & my eyes -> open widely 'highlight' pls....

Thank God...though me & my friends don't really have a real plan holiday, but we still enjoy our time...on the 1st day of CNY, that night we went to time square...1st we go for 2 rounds of bowling...then went to jln Alor..Thank God, there's chinese stalls still open...i have my hokkien mee which cost me RM9 (still ok) but my friend's meal (char siew yok & duck - cost RM10, porridge - RM8) which normal cost around RM4.50 - char siew yok & duck & RM3 - porridge....wah wah...see? so mahal giler

next day evening, we went to bangsar for lunch / dinner (western food) just behind bangsar village. That day it is our 1st trip on rurise's car...Feel grateful, if it is not because his car, i don't think we can go as far as balakong to the mines....it has been a great trip, to the zoo, game zone, eat & again bowling...(well, i've improved my points now)...hehe...

yesterday, we didn't go anywhere...too tired. just layback at home...watching tv & sleep...& yesterday, we went to church for prayer meeting. It has been a nice gathering ....i so loved it.

the V day

weee~~~~~we're still planning what to do after church....bet gonna watch the Valentine's Day movie...wow...cool...

thought of going to IKEA...mmg sot de...but it's fun to see those furniture...mana tau ada furniture yang tersangkut, credit card jer... "latest statement from one of our friend"

but this friday, we're going to our friend's house to celebrate his birthday. he's inviting us..but we as usual suka buli kawan buat dono & buat2 got other activities...wakkakaka...dgn muka sedih (kononnya minta simpati)...watever...

yesterday, my friend (shhhhh...im still wondering & guessing about the status) she suggest to buy him a bouquet for his birthday, siap with flower, ballon & chocholate!!!! seeee.....so thoughtful....not in my mind at all to buy a guy this kind of gift...but yalah, his birthday & name fall on V day...so understands her "good" intentions...wahahaha...shall wait and see wat will happen...even though the gift is shared...but the thought is not from us...wakakaka...

wow...now this friday, no need to give alasan for not joining gc...wakakaka...so great!! so long~~~

get ready with gifts & parcels for your Vday...cant wait to see what it looks like when he brings those things back home with those baloon...some more he's using public transport...wow...so funny!!!

mayau or no mayau

yesterday, after came back from church, the 3 of us (i, rose & git) went to have a look of a room at block a...
when we reach, we can see beautiful scenery of klcc & kl tower from the walking balcony (looks cool)...even though the walking balcony not so ceria like my friend's.

this my 1st meeting with the house owner, she looks friendly, sesuai with her profession as lecturer. walk in...the house is furnished, then we saw the mayau...cute furry mayau...(i tell later about that)

i went to have a look at the room...it is spacious, almost the same size with my current room, with purple wallcolor (cun cun it's one of my fav color)...so far for me the room is ok. the house is furnished with kitchen utensil *light cooking though*, washing machine, furniture etc...so far it looks ok...

then...we have a chit chat with her about the house, about her difficulty looking for a housemate *non laut specifically*, while we chatting, i notice (actually not just me) the furry bulu of the mayau floating around...i was thinking, ayoyo, how's rose going to cope with this as she's have nose problem ... well, what slack about the house is basically the floating flying furry bulu around, since the owner did not open the sliding door (afraid the mayau do suicide) well i understand that...mmg the mayau is so cute but the thought of the bulu makes the point going down a little bit...

well...after the visit, i felt like there's something in my throat (feels as if the mayau bulu is inside my throat) ...erk....basically after we came out of the house, each of us check the bulu which melekat on our shirts.....haih...dim shim lei...go o no go?

yesterday, was not quite happy with the HM...they know they will having ppl around the house, and has plannig to have one of them to sleep at my crib...they should have ask permission 1st..i don't mind for people to stay / slept over any place of the house / even on my bed...just that at least they tell me 1st so that i can clean up the place nicely...i did clean up my room...just there are some of my things was place somewhere around the room should they put up another bed there...hmmm..its not the 1st time, during my absence for new year holiday, they also been someone stay over at my room...haih...so kecewa...makes me so uncomfortable...feels im not part of the house anymore even though i play my part pay the rental as well.

this urge me to look for room even faster....sadly to think of it...it looks like the softer way to tell me to get out of the house....don't worry i will before middle of the year. thank you very much.

boring mai...buruk

sarituk...federal holiday...man!! what a boring holiday, semua mharapkan masing2 ngadu program for the geng...don't ask me about where to go...you guys lagi lama in KL more then 6 years still cant tink of where to lepak...so for that reason, i make my own personal plan alone lah...better. Dont need to think / hear ppl's rasa was-was of their plan etc...lelak with indecisive people.

now, i really need to plan for my cny holiday start from now, if not it will be wasted holiday like today.

recently, i was attracted with krabi island thingy...at thailand...in picture it looks nice....let say if im not planning for out of malaysia's vacation..then my 2nd choice would be pulau perhentian then. i know i cant swim so it will be wasted if i don't do snorkeling & etc...takpe...rancang jer...

any how..see how it goes

hmmm....the thought of it

wahhh...im currently (today) so so very the KERING...no $ & need to pinjam around for my lunch...can't wait for the pay day to come...aiyo...now i missed my babs which i didn't finished up...i notice the past 2 days...my meals have been extremely licin...(good sign) kononnya

it has been normal week. with work on weekdays.

last friday, i hv no intention to joined their gc at all...because the thought the next day, they will be going for their HIGH event & selling those things...just kills my mood to joined them. Thank God, my friend invite to accompany her to buy items / grocery to the next meeting...so i decided to joined her...at least it is more beneficial rather than listening to "orang hebat" show off thier HIGH event. at least im helping my friend to make call for the food booking & others...not groaning & not feeling rite about everything should i joined with their gc. So annoying how these human so bangga diri show off how they jadi casher in a pub / wat so ever job they do there till wee hour...God see what you do.

based on yesterday meeting, i'll be part of the team...will holding a small portfolio (which we still yet to know) some of them says will be handling Sunday School...for me, what ever it is, will try to do the best...not to take these as just a responsibilities / job...but a way for us to approched more ppl / touch their lives to get to know Christ.

after 2 weeks

yeap....happy belated new year...

This also marks my 2 weeks of work....how was it? tiring but not as tired as last month / last year...better...since my so called "good" assitant is back from maternity...very "helpful" ever since she's back...not going to do her work anymore...BAGUS

last week, we having another gc...which to be honest, im relunctant to join. I rather have a meeting with a new friend of mine than go back early for it. talking abt my new friend...well, she's a friend of my friend. Just starts her carrier in kl which so cun cun same building with me! i'm actually helping her to find a "crib" near our working place...currently still hvt found the 'crib' yet...hopefully she can get 1 soon...soon...

that night...i was pissed off, i just came back from the meeting, then when i just arrived, this human think his 'so clever' say out loud "makan la babi"...helo!!! who you calling babi....superbly 'clever' dude indeed...not suprise if im lost respect to this type of human (at least i still consider him as human). aside that, superbly "humble" by saying this statement..."it's just basic...every1 should know (or in other word, itu pun tak tau ka)" <- show off that he's the great 1....then...i found out that they having an event soon which is so CUN CUN clash with our upcoming cec activity...i knew, when they making some gathering / wat so ever event / activity...nvr really interest me + not im proud of either...they will having BEER & Stronger Alcholic drinks drive this saturday!!! <-- good indeed rite for some1 who claim himselves as consoler to the youth / some1 who walk the talk (ya rite!) well...wat ever, they are well OLD enough to know what is good & wat is bad...boleh jadi bapa mak org all of them...lu pikir la sendiri
(pissed off & wished i could tell our leader about it...but thinking, they are old enough to know of what they do)

i want to get a new crib soon....asap....huhu