im back...and it has been 5 days..

yes!!! finally after 7 months, im back to my HSH
Just love it a lot...meet my parents...delicious local delicacies..

it has been a few gatherings...but mostly a bid farewell gathering well by some will further studies away from hometown...some work transfer...

among all...what i felt the most is Rev. Dennis farewell dinner (organized by house groups) at peng you cafe, batu kawa...it's a sad gathering, after more than a decade service at St Basil, now he will go to serves at St Augustine Betong. Sad for us (most of the house groups) as Rev Dennis has been there for most of the house group member's life ups & downs (sickness, prayers, thanksgiving & his sharings of God's word)...in a way to look at positive side, for me personally, maybe this is a good turnover in his ministry (have a fresh start) to be with 1 of the oldest mission field in Sarawak (Betong)...lots of things need to do at churches at ulu areas...from an accident made by some youth there shows how some of the young generations still far knows about God's will & word...haih...2ndly, recent years the current working committee seems to ACT better or directly say "disrespect" the pastors anymore...sad to hear, now adays some of the church being ruled by the committee & less respect to the minister /pastor anymore...& treat them like a social worker at church...wake up people!!! don't let the satan rules your mind, just because you being respected by the community (your WEALTH, FAMILY NAME, JOB....) don't forget you just the same (you & me as tiny as little ant) in the eyes of God. 1 Samuel 16:7 "Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart"

when i 1st heard about the incident at betong months ago, i inform my church member to pray over the matter....and a week later, i received email from my dad that Rev Dennis will be transfered to the betong mission...i was shock...but in a way, i have this mind that we will never know what is God's will / plans for our future...but whatever, we must continue to walk with Him & keep standing firm in the faith (1 Peter 5:9)

so long Rev Dennis...we looking forward & continue pray that the glory of God will GROW at betong

oppss...they did it again

hmmm...it has been a very tiring week...rushing to get things done....

today monday, im yet to get the required document...im terribly in not so GOOD mood right now...i've been passed the items to them since last monday, and according to them it can be done in 3 days and yet after 1 week i yet to received it. The bad news is that today is the last day to pass up the items...!!! arghhh tension betul.

last weekend, "the person" have been very bz dealing the "wordly event" yeap...and have invited a few friends "the person's pal" for that event until wee hour and the next day is SUNDAY?!!??...what kind of a leaderthat person is showing? well...those who joining that person basically those which on lately im not really impressed with the way they behave...snobbish...

well that's "good" for them...all the best for your up coming event!!

hmmm...ignorance & arrogant

hmmm sometime wished that i can pretend that i don't care....hate it...buat baik tidak diambil kisah...better don't help that person anymore...

by next week, the "event" is soon to come, i was "inform" or in better way to put it "has been instructed" by that person to help on the banner printing...im ok with it...just that make sure the thing is ready & given to me in 1 week as the production & courier takes time which i already told that person abt it. And that person, just gave to me the confirmation last tuesday and expect the thing to be deliver by this friday. "elo!!! ingat that printing company is mine ka? have told you it takes 1 week to have it done...baru sekarang you gave the things to me" and as suspected...the things would not be ready by this friday as inform by the printer and it can only be delivered by next Tuesday (1 week la juga)...see!!!! your event start next tuesday (what do you expect) is not my fault...when i sms that person to tell abt the matter, that person don't bother to reply back...when i call the 1st time, didn't pick up...when i call for the 2nd time, urrghhhh...that "don't bother to talk to you" that kind of tone really makes me thing what on earth im helping this so IGNORANT & ARROGANT person...geram betul...

i've already make my effort calling the printer company many times what are the ways i can settle the things in shortest time...already inform that person it would be helpful if that person give me the address of the event so it can be delivered directly...but until today no news...so i rather back off...either he gave the address or not...i don't care anymore...keep the banner for myself then...(#$^**%$*#%%^)

huhu...was quite upset yesterday & today, too tired running around

huhu....yesterday was SO upset with one agency (to be particular thier finance), asking about their $$$ as if im holding their $. heloo!!! i've done my portion but if the system having problem to release it what can i do? im not the IT ppl who is in charge of the system and i've done my part inform the IT & keep on asking them about the issue!!!! dah bagi tau apa reason keep on asking why...erhghhhhhhh buat geram ja...talking to that person for almost 1/2 hour, to argue abt the situation (mcm la im also controling the system)

not in the mood to read the agency's email...basically will asking the same thing. i don't care / mind if that person report to my superior, as my superiors are aware of the system problem currently. My superior also make report / complaint the matter to the system ppl...why i yg kena kejar? feels like i kena kejar along. ;(

haih...i'm not the type who wants to delay jobs. Should there's quick ways to makes things done quickly, i won't mind to do it straight away, but if things is out of my control how im i going to do...haih...takpe COBAAN....

today, im tired of running around to get my document signed, but the content keep on changing here and there, small changes....menyusahkan orang saja...and the person who i need to get the signature is owes not around (for meeting la, lunch date la...bla3) such waste of time!!!!!

this week, i need to learn to be SABAR / PATIENCE....about anything.

i'm unofficially a copywriter & officially earn extra RM250 today!!!

yes...the title says it. Today, i've earn extra RM250 out from my unofficially copywriting...surprise indeed. Gonna use the money to chia some of my friends who hv helping me ;p cos there are times the chinese character which i have problem to understand. Thank you Lord, since i have kekurangan duit, He provide me with some thing.

at the time, the bos gave me the money i was like...nah, im just helping as a team no need to pay anything. But then, since the bos says, since that's what agency have gave (being the approver on the chinese copy) so consider that's my reward. hmmm...then i think, yeah why not, i least i can use the money to reward my other friends who have been helping me & at the same time rescue me from my draining pocket at this moment.

Thank you Lord for this surprise blessing... ;p

my very private holiday

yeah~~~~yesterday, i took my replacement leave...so what's my plan? shopping ? NO...Jalan2? NO...

I BOOK A ROOM IN A HOTEL & ONLINE FOR THE WHOLE DAY

Y?

cos i just need my own personal time & space...it was fun though, ada ala2 mcm org p business trip...so basically my cuti yesterday x spent more than RM100 (the most important fact). Lunch : Tepanyaki (RM8.90), Dinner : KFC Jom Jimat (RM6.20), Room : RM82 (with wifi)...nah...low cost 1 day holiday...

i get to chat with my old friends online, some i get to know already tunang, continue master & etc...wahhh...n i still being my old me..it's nice to chat with them, after not being able to meet them for quite sometime, can't wait year end holiday soon back to my hometown.

ok, what's my plan today? check out & breakfast @ WM...nice & cheap place to spent...

note: haih, eventhough i was on holiday mood, but pagi2 dah diganggu by this annoying lady with annoying accuse sound & asking me abt work, (no, that lady not my bos, my bos won't ganggu punya)...haih...takpa la...after that, she tak kacau me liao.

wedding bell ringing...

yeap...wedding bell ringing...

today, i'm going to my colleague's wedding...this is my 1st time attending a malay wedding...well, i know its normal for other ppl...but its my 1st time.

last thursday, i have a chit chat with my old fren...talking about our work & some updates about our recent activities. Later then, we talk abt who's who getting married...how many children n etc...then, baru realise that most of our close friends are unmarried & mostly still unattached with anyone...gosh!....how tak laku we are...hehe...gtg now, we're going for a wedding!!!

nah...not this one...a'agh..not that one too

friday...so damn bored (maybe bcoz most of the bosses x around)...no email spreading around too...so i just doing my update & clear up on my job. currently, i got 2 pending corporate task (1. harta declaration 2. e-learning) which i don't have the mood to do at all...guess i am not in the mood to work today.

tonite, there's cg AGAIN...supposed to be it is an exciting group discussion...but weeks passed by, it seems like 1 man show doing preaching in the discussion (the leader has this "im always rite" attitude)...rather it is much different with the cg which i attended at my friend's house. each of us share our own experience based on the passage that have been pick up that week for sharing. it was fun & fruitful learning for me. That makes me feel so "not in the mood" to joined the "preaching" cg...i know that's bad for me...

i have to look for a new crib soon...at least i can do what ever i wanted to do...without need to care about ppl's mind, heart & soul...what other people think. well, i'm not doing anything offensive / illegal. Just that, i prefer doing things / joining something eg: church activities without this feeling people think -vely of what we did. (since they like to comment / complaint) well...now im complaning why they like to complaint pulak...tsktsktsk

well, i can't wait next friday eve, as my friends is coming here for short weekend holiday!! yuhuuu~~ me n lichyn have been doing some planning in mind where we going to dump them for shopping & eating. It's gonna be fun! well shopping it self is not my big fun...cos i myself x really like to shop unless i really need 1. Hate the waiting & goin up & down...vy tiring. Let see if there any nice place to lepak / shop, i'll compose it!