Thursday, September 3, 2009

ko aku

The journey....
it has been very interesting week for me....last week i was so excited of going to gempuru besai iban @ kemaman (29-31 august)...personally i do learn something new during that 3 days, especially in our prayer gathering & sharing between each of us. Most of us have the "bebanan" the urge to pray for our community - the ibans...as we can see there still lots of field which yet to be yield...some of us still misunderstand of the meaning of praise & worship...not about bringing the people to dance to your music but to bring them into the worship & feel the presence of God. Anyhow, i'm glad & love the presentation done by Kok Lanas, Kelantan - "meruan ku ngenang".

The sharing....
Paling ngerindu aku sepanjai gempuru tuk, ya nyak sharing ari bala kaban kami PBM. Masalah family sida ya ka mayuh bedau nerima / ngelala Tuhan...bakani halangan / cobaan di asai sida ya ari family ka halang / ngelesei ka pelayanan sida....asai berat ati aku ka ninga ya...Puji Tuhan laban apai indai & menyadi aku ngelala Tuhan, tang aku kasih tekenang ka uncle auntie (menyadi apai indai aku) ka mayuh agi jauh ngelimpang ari jalai Tuhan...amai susah enti bala ka disayau kitai bedau ngelala Tuhan.

Ari sharing, diak bala kami lebih rapat ngau pangan diri...lalu nemu gik masalah pengidup sida ya. Arap Tuhan muka ka jalai sida ya dalam menginjil bala menyadi sida ya...Amen

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

kena BOOM

This morning, when i just sit & on my pc...tiba-tiba (jeng jeng jeng)..."Mxxxxx!!! Kenapa @#$%^**&^" i was like ????? actually that "datin" asking me 1 announcement abt her open booth which i hvt sent out...mcm mana i nak sent out if the content it self still change here & there (in other words, not complete?!?) Thank God, at that moment, i was cooling myself, giving my say (politely tell her) why like that....and she cont @#$%^*^##.... haih....just nod & ok with her REQUEST...haih...what a day, awal2 pagi dah kena MAKAN.

Thank God she's not my immediate superior.. ish ish ish

Thursday, August 13, 2009

can't wait

feel so "malas" to work lately...there's no day for me to just relax...reviewing what i've done lately @ work...clean up my work doc on my pc & work space...everything seems kelam kabut & not organize.

The H1N1 thingy is getting worst week by week...today, the press reported 6 more death cases (now i think it should reached 50 ppl mati) so every1 must be very extra careful....talk abt being careful, starting tomorrow & till sunday, i got 3 events which i need to attend (in public areas)....wished i can skip it but since there's none of my team going so i have to be there to tunjuk muka sekejap. plus, i got "special" one day off on monday...so it should be ok. just attend each of the events for the longest 2 hours then i will be back home.

just don't hv the mood to work...i need motivation of a "holiday"!! hmmm...what i'm going to do this monday (off day)?
1. clean up my room / baju / lagi rajin ...help to tidy up the house, which i've neglected for the past few weeks.
2. online (back with my FB) wanna know my friend's update
3. hmm...watelse..what about my lunch? simple--bread keke
4. maybe kalau rajin, an entry of what i've done that day

For sure i'm not planning of going out anywhere that day...a good rest & relax at home.

Friday, August 7, 2009

not bad~~

last tuesday, attended Lenka's press conference @ concorde hotel...she's pretty & petite size for org puteh...love the way she answer each question asked by the media. Well, i only know 1 of her song which is on air in 1 of tv commercial-"The show" (match make)...nice

last tuesday, my bos pass to me & colleagues a copy of her cd with her signature as well (cool!!)...after listening to her songs, now i understand what some of the comments given to her that her songs is someting special / unique in the current market. I specially love the song " Trouble is a friend" very catchy songs...just love it. feels like im in the 70s kekeke

lots of event coming up & its all start at night...haih, worried abt the transport.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

i'm terribly not in the mood to work at this hour this moment

aiyooo....
it's
raining
outside
(sejuk
amat
in
office)
i should
be thankful
cos it rains


got
work
to do
(but
no mood
to do)
i should
be thankful
cos i got a job

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Konferensi Iban Semenanjung @ Terengganu (29-31August 2009)

was invited by my friend to join the conference this month @ terengganu...at 1st was hesitated to joined, but after some time being encourage by my friend & pastor, i've decided to joined & also invited other Iban speaking friends to joined it. The responds was overwhelm...almost all of the iban speaking in our BM ministry will be joining it. Just that, now waiting accomodation arrangement by the conference team. Still wondering which bus to take...sani? transnational? ... Just hope, we've choose the right bus, good bus driver to drive us safely to the location. What's more important, hope can get to know more about God's word through the conference. On the other hand, promoting our PBM conference this september to the people there. ;p

Yesterday, hv my haircut...(haih) not that satisfied...still prefer my hometown stylist.

Monday, July 27, 2009

Sorry...im also having hard time too

Today...i wasn't in really good mood (i mean for anything)...maybe due to tiredness or monday blues (but God gives me strength to go through all)

it's 6.45pm now and everyone @ my floor has gone home...after finished with what i've need to do for today...i just need to shout here on what i've been feeling today.

This morning, i got a call from a colleague asking about certain job which have been keep on pending (which is basically due to both parties *the agency & the owners [which have been changing 3 times] late of respons* can't they think that i also doesn't want it to be delay...i've been being the middle man of this job, keep on frustration on the late replies from both parties...and yet today being push / getting "advices" on how to do things...who doesn't want to get things done quick...if everyone giving cooperation, revert according to the timeline...these things won't happen. I'm not just plainly doing this particular job, still i got other products which need to be update / need to make amendments here & there, deal with other suppliers / vendors...im not simply dealing with 1 product !

Now, i can't imagine once my non exec who sometime acts like a bossy bos will be on maternity leave in 2 months time, and i'm the 1 who have to do all her things...i need back up. Hopefully before she go, my bos can find some1 to take her job...i really can't do all those things with my jobs still pending like yelling currently! Help me Lord....

Friday, July 17, 2009

i'm back

wow...it has been wat? 3 weeks ago i didn't write / update anything abt me...

well...for the past 2 weeks ago it has been a hectic days for me...name it, rushing dateline, report to submit, being kejar by "along" (ehem ehem not the real 1 ya), overtime (with no overtime income...huhu), a few nite mares abt work...headache & etc you name it...basically because of the new job scope which im having rite now since the restructuring...although i like it because i get to do different task (not the same norm procedures which just so erghkhh)...thank God my bos is still ok, will give me guideline should i need one & most importantly willing to hear my "keluhan" when i need one. previously before certain job as easy, but we may not know what are the things that person have to gone through....well...not to discuss further...its just normal office discussion la. "ada ku kesah...chak..chak chak chak"
the restructuring, at least i have my colleague whereby we understand each other task to do...so should one of us not around, at least one of us can help to follow up. But now, cannot anymore as me & my new colleague totally doing 2 different job, hers is more on portal while mine is more on overall management of the team (finance, communication)<- tu sebabnya dikejar "along" & also im kejaring ppl as well. One of my colleague asked me, what im doing & my colleague is doing...then she say this "wah, if like that, hers is more "eng" than you la...cos she's only jaga portal what..." then i reply, "not really, as she have to update & monitor the portal, plus currently she's on portal upgrading thingy, & each update of product it takes up 1 day." then she say again " yalah, but then brapa byk la update of product launch per month..." then i'm speechless...in a way, i hv little agreement on that but then, that's her job scope...some ppl may see certain done by certain ppl is easy...but we may not know what that person hv to gone through to finish it up.
Today, i accompany my team mate for a Voice Over recording @ one local radio station. Well, not my 1st time go for a recording, but i usually went to production house, but never @ radio station. But still production house equipment still look more "canggih" than radio station but the pro is there. At least we get our recording done & have the copy on that same time, not like other production house need to wait next working day for the copy. well, not all ppl can become a voice over talent, the person must have good pronunciation & know how to project certain tone according to the mood required for each script (mcm pelakon la juga) How God blesses them with good voice & talent...you know, for each script (depends on the length) a talent can get at least RM400 (only baca few lines only)...see how that easy money come with that talent?

p/s: oh ya, hv you try gardenua bread (butterscotch)...superb sedap giler! you don't need any dressing for the bread at all! just eat as it is....nyamai amai aku madah ka dik...