Have you ever experience when you face a failure or problem, at that moment you feel like your whole world is trumbling down, end of the world, "sei lo", "mati la kali ini"...bla bla bla...yeap, honestly, i'm stupidly always feel that way sometimes...eventhough after the end of the day, you may nagging yourself "why i must too worried over a small problem"
In Psalm Chapter 6, King David wrote abt how he was so depressed (feeling that God have left him without help). But at the end of the Chapter 6, he realised and knows that the God have heard his prayer and none of his enemies can defeat him by God's grace. From the reading, it shows that living in this world, there are times when we will having problem, but we must have faith in God that He will help us & give us the strength that we need to overcome it.
Yet, as human...we still asked "why? why me?....what i've done?".
In James, Chapter 1:2-7, "2 Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4 Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5 If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6 But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7 That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; "
When i read this chapter, i believed that's God's promise to us as His children that when we facing any temptation, He is with us. The temptation that we face, teaches us to be strong "perseverance". So, my friend, if we having problem right now, TALK to Him and have FAITH in Him.
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
meeneemyneemoo
i'm feel so tired today. Lot's of files in pc need to tidy up for the handover...hopefully everything is in good order enable my "succesor" (((cehwah))) to take over the task...
in 2 weeks time, i'm going to do new job & new unit. Hope everything works just fine.
it's wednesday, so today can watch AI7 for the guy's performance. yuhuu...
just can't wait Friday to come....tomorrow, i'll having tea break with upper management under YTM ex scholar program...haih, hopefully the function goes well & most importantly i'm able to *menikmati* the tea break...
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in 2 weeks time, i'm going to do new job & new unit. Hope everything works just fine.
it's wednesday, so today can watch AI7 for the guy's performance. yuhuu...
just can't wait Friday to come....tomorrow, i'll having tea break with upper management under YTM ex scholar program...haih, hopefully the function goes well & most importantly i'm able to *menikmati* the tea break...
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Friday, March 7, 2008
the weekend...
oo...i'm thinking of living room & tv as my companion at home now...zZzLove Friday because:
1. shorter working hours 'till 5pm
2. no need to wake up early the next day
3. that's mean can huuuhaaa on friday nite
4. hang out with church member in the the next evening
5. can watchAI7 result
6. Do what i want to do...
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Don't ever allowed / accept an email or comment from YOKORA...they just spreading virus. I've just received DED YOKORA comment to "click here and here" please don't click on the link at all!!! as it contents virus website which prompt you to download antivirus (erghhhh)....nincompoop u YOKORA!!!
Don't ever allowed / accept an email or comment from YOKORA...they just spreading virus. I've just received DED YOKORA comment to "click here and here" please don't click on the link at all!!! as it contents virus website which prompt you to download antivirus (erghhhh)....nincompoop u YOKORA!!!
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Wise advice
Yesterday, lot's of hearsay going on..and on..
I've thought the issue have been settle but unfortunately it is not! After much thinking it seems like i'm most probably being choose to (eventhough i've told my decision) but then, it is still not my right or final decision about it. Just don't like the feeling of uncertainty.
Yesterday night after watching AI7, i've called my friend and told her everything about it. We talked almost for an hour. She advice me not to worry much about it as there's nothing i can do untill i've received the letter. If the letter do states as what we suspect, then i can make my move & meet up with the mgmt about it and explained my difficulty and limitation (if i do taking it). I really hope they make the right choice not just making random choice out of nothing. Hmm...it makes me worry a lot (as it may effects my future & performance). If i do take it, it shall be 360 degree, opposite of what i've learn & what i've work for all these years. The process of learning new things without much experience and guidance can be a painstaking learning process for me. I'm hoping & praying Lord with give me & to them the wisdom to make the right & the best decision which benefit all. So i'm just take my friend's wise advice to just wait & see.
Yesterday AI7 (the guy's performance), its quite gloomy for me...what i mean is their choice of song. Still, David M. awesome performance really makes me wanna CUBIT his cheek & nose. But Danny, sorry it is just annoying watching his movement...errrrgh...so girly...if he's a lady, sure gorgeous! Basically i don't like his attitude, he only expect the good comments (haih kids...)
Just now, we've just received our yearly performance index...i'm only get normal 3 out of 5. Well, that's good news and fair enough. hmmm...now i'm just wait & see how the "REORG" goes within this month.
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I've thought the issue have been settle but unfortunately it is not! After much thinking it seems like i'm most probably being choose to (eventhough i've told my decision) but then, it is still not my right or final decision about it. Just don't like the feeling of uncertainty.
Yesterday night after watching AI7, i've called my friend and told her everything about it. We talked almost for an hour. She advice me not to worry much about it as there's nothing i can do untill i've received the letter. If the letter do states as what we suspect, then i can make my move & meet up with the mgmt about it and explained my difficulty and limitation (if i do taking it). I really hope they make the right choice not just making random choice out of nothing. Hmm...it makes me worry a lot (as it may effects my future & performance). If i do take it, it shall be 360 degree, opposite of what i've learn & what i've work for all these years. The process of learning new things without much experience and guidance can be a painstaking learning process for me. I'm hoping & praying Lord with give me & to them the wisdom to make the right & the best decision which benefit all. So i'm just take my friend's wise advice to just wait & see.
Yesterday AI7 (the guy's performance), its quite gloomy for me...what i mean is their choice of song. Still, David M. awesome performance really makes me wanna CUBIT his cheek & nose. But Danny, sorry it is just annoying watching his movement...errrrgh...so girly...if he's a lady, sure gorgeous! Basically i don't like his attitude, he only expect the good comments (haih kids...)
Just now, we've just received our yearly performance index...i'm only get normal 3 out of 5. Well, that's good news and fair enough. hmmm...now i'm just wait & see how the "REORG" goes within this month.
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Tuesday, March 4, 2008
ai yo yo
hmmm....i've wrote in my previous post regarding a manager is offering a post under A&P unit right? Guess what? I've made my decision that i'm not taking the post due to i'm not from multimedia / creative arts background (it is a bonus if we do have) plus the task are more on fast lane, i don't think i'm good enough to take up the challenge. But there are some other reasons which firms up my decision on this. The manager accept my decision (and yet still give me 1 more month to think about it)...hmmm... i've made up my mind and politely decline .
Last weekend, i slept over at Rose & Meno's house. That saturday, Rose was busy working @ election headquarters to make sure everything is in order for the upcoming election this Saturday (8th March 2008). Yeap, now the offline & online news are all abt elections...haih...but i still interested with my hometown elections candidates challenging each other. hehe
Last sunday i was helping with Sunday Schools. Only 8 kids attended the class (The good news is all of them are the "kuai-kuai" kids) so it is easier for me & my children ministry mentor "Gretha" to teach them. It was fun learning process. As i'm still learner in the ministry, i've keep on asking from Gretha's guidance & feedback. Last week, her comment was my overall performance has improved as compare to last year (love to hear that). My life application teaching was good just that i'm need to learn to have eye contact with the children and used simpler words for the children to understand (as the children age range about 3 to 12 years old). Basically i've learn a lot from Gretha and other experienced sunday school teachers. Really grateful for their guidance in this ministry.
Yesterday, it was rainy night. i was so syiok watching "stay alive" - a thriller movie but suddenly astro service not available due to heavy downpour..sobsob..so so dissapointed. After missing about 1/2 hour of the movie, later then we able to continue to watch the movie. (haih). Yesterday, my housemate bought me a surprise "gift". A note book with a guy wearing a bright orange t-shirt on the cover. When i turn to the front cover, it is a note book with that "wmia" face!!! what da....please i'm not a fan of that guy!! We all laugh out loud abt it. Now, i've no idea what i'm going to use the book for. But for sure, before i used it i will cover the face with a sticker la (Luckily the face on the book is the size of my thumb, if not i've got to get big size sticker to cover it)...haih, this naughty roomate of mine. Now, i'm gonna find a "gift" too,something which she would "love" the most...hehe.
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Last weekend, i slept over at Rose & Meno's house. That saturday, Rose was busy working @ election headquarters to make sure everything is in order for the upcoming election this Saturday (8th March 2008). Yeap, now the offline & online news are all abt elections...haih...but i still interested with my hometown elections candidates challenging each other. hehe
Last sunday i was helping with Sunday Schools. Only 8 kids attended the class (The good news is all of them are the "kuai-kuai" kids) so it is easier for me & my children ministry mentor "Gretha" to teach them. It was fun learning process. As i'm still learner in the ministry, i've keep on asking from Gretha's guidance & feedback. Last week, her comment was my overall performance has improved as compare to last year (love to hear that). My life application teaching was good just that i'm need to learn to have eye contact with the children and used simpler words for the children to understand (as the children age range about 3 to 12 years old). Basically i've learn a lot from Gretha and other experienced sunday school teachers. Really grateful for their guidance in this ministry.Yesterday, it was rainy night. i was so syiok watching "stay alive" - a thriller movie but suddenly astro service not available due to heavy downpour..sobsob..so so dissapointed. After missing about 1/2 hour of the movie, later then we able to continue to watch the movie. (haih). Yesterday, my housemate bought me a surprise "gift". A note book with a guy wearing a bright orange t-shirt on the cover. When i turn to the front cover, it is a note book with that "wmia" face!!! what da....please i'm not a fan of that guy!! We all laugh out loud abt it. Now, i've no idea what i'm going to use the book for. But for sure, before i used it i will cover the face with a sticker la (Luckily the face on the book is the size of my thumb, if not i've got to get big size sticker to cover it)...haih, this naughty roomate of mine. Now, i'm gonna find a "gift" too,something which she would "love" the most...hehe.
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Monday, March 3, 2008
1 sunny saturday in February
One beautiful saturday morning...( nice view from my "rented" apartment balcony huh?...)
Now i wanna show you what i've done on the last 2 weeks ago...a fish story
Yeap...that saturday (weird one), i've cook ordinary sayur bayam with udang kering & 1st trial of sweet sour ikan talapia...hehe...
what?! you don't believe me? it's true...i can cook what but simple dishes nia la....Actually that saturday, i was given task by my housemate to deep fried the talapia fish. but then, i realised i've sort of over cook the fish (too crispy) & it looks really dry....then, because wanna cover the fish appearance, i (diam-diam) change menu, by cooking the "sauce" to give the fish some colour & better appearance...hehe....so jadilah sweet sour talapia fish.
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