Tuesday, December 29, 2009
year 2009...it almost there
tonight im not plan to go anywhere....not that the person who's having their activity care should i be around for their activity...as they only expected certain people to be at their event...kapa ku ngegeh to join?!?
today really felt not satisfied at all....
thinking about people's comment on what's happening recently...hmmm...i was not impressed at all...the way they act...talk...why la, take times cermin diri dulu...haih...
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
im back...and it has been 5 days..
Just love it a lot...meet my parents...delicious local delicacies..
it has been a few gatherings...but mostly a bid farewell gathering well by some will further studies away from hometown...some work transfer...
among all...what i felt the most is Rev. Dennis farewell dinner (organized by house groups) at peng you cafe, batu kawa...it's a sad gathering, after more than a decade service at St Basil, now he will go to serves at St Augustine Betong. Sad for us (most of the house groups) as Rev Dennis has been there for most of the house group member's life ups & downs (sickness, prayers, thanksgiving & his sharings of God's word)...in a way to look at positive side, for me personally, maybe this is a good turnover in his ministry (have a fresh start) to be with 1 of the oldest mission field in Sarawak (Betong)...lots of things need to do at churches at ulu areas...from an accident made by some youth there shows how some of the young generations still far knows about God's will & word...haih...2ndly, recent years the current working committee seems to ACT better or directly say "disrespect" the pastors anymore...sad to hear, now adays some of the church being ruled by the committee & less respect to the minister /pastor anymore...& treat them like a social worker at church...wake up people!!! don't let the satan rules your mind, just because you being respected by the community (your WEALTH, FAMILY NAME, JOB....) don't forget you just the same (you & me as tiny as little ant) in the eyes of God. 1 Samuel 16:7 "Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart"
when i 1st heard about the incident at betong months ago, i inform my church member to pray over the matter....and a week later, i received email from my dad that Rev Dennis will be transfered to the betong mission...i was shock...but in a way, i have this mind that we will never know what is God's will / plans for our future...but whatever, we must continue to walk with Him & keep standing firm in the faith (1 Peter 5:9)
so long Rev Dennis...we looking forward & continue pray that the glory of God will GROW at betong
Monday, November 23, 2009
oppss...they did it again
today monday, im yet to get the required document...im terribly in not so GOOD mood right now...i've been passed the items to them since last monday, and according to them it can be done in 3 days and yet after 1 week i yet to received it. The bad news is that today is the last day to pass up the items...!!! arghhh tension betul.
last weekend, "the person" have been very bz dealing the "wordly event" yeap...and have invited a few friends "the person's pal" for that event until wee hour and the next day is SUNDAY?!!??...what kind of a leaderthat person is showing? well...those who joining that person basically those which on lately im not really impressed with the way they behave...snobbish...
well that's "good" for them...all the best for your up coming event!!
Saturday, November 21, 2009
hmmm...ignorance & arrogant
by next week, the "event" is soon to come, i was "inform" or in better way to put it "has been instructed" by that person to help on the banner printing...im ok with it...just that make sure the thing is ready & given to me in 1 week as the production & courier takes time which i already told that person abt it. And that person, just gave to me the confirmation last tuesday and expect the thing to be deliver by this friday. "elo!!! ingat that printing company is mine ka? have told you it takes 1 week to have it done...baru sekarang you gave the things to me" and as suspected...the things would not be ready by this friday as inform by the printer and it can only be delivered by next Tuesday (1 week la juga)...see!!!! your event start next tuesday (what do you expect) is not my fault...when i sms that person to tell abt the matter, that person don't bother to reply back...when i call the 1st time, didn't pick up...when i call for the 2nd time, urrghhhh...that "don't bother to talk to you" that kind of tone really makes me thing what on earth im helping this so IGNORANT & ARROGANT person...geram betul...
i've already make my effort calling the printer company many times what are the ways i can settle the things in shortest time...already inform that person it would be helpful if that person give me the address of the event so it can be delivered directly...but until today no news...so i rather back off...either he gave the address or not...i don't care anymore...keep the banner for myself then...(#$^**%$*#%%^)
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
huhu...was quite upset yesterday & today, too tired running around
not in the mood to read the agency's email...basically will asking the same thing. i don't care / mind if that person report to my superior, as my superiors are aware of the system problem currently. My superior also make report / complaint the matter to the system ppl...why i yg kena kejar? feels like i kena kejar along. ;(
haih...i'm not the type who wants to delay jobs. Should there's quick ways to makes things done quickly, i won't mind to do it straight away, but if things is out of my control how im i going to do...haih...takpe COBAAN....
today, im tired of running around to get my document signed, but the content keep on changing here and there, small changes....menyusahkan orang saja...and the person who i need to get the signature is owes not around (for meeting la, lunch date la...bla3) such waste of time!!!!!
this week, i need to learn to be SABAR / PATIENCE....about anything.
Monday, November 9, 2009
i'm unofficially a copywriter & officially earn extra RM250 today!!!
at the time, the bos gave me the money i was like...nah, im just helping as a team no need to pay anything. But then, since the bos says, since that's what agency have gave (being the approver on the chinese copy) so consider that's my reward. hmmm...then i think, yeah why not, i least i can use the money to reward my other friends who have been helping me & at the same time rescue me from my draining pocket at this moment.
Thank you Lord for this surprise blessing... ;p
Saturday, November 7, 2009
my very private holiday
I BOOK A ROOM IN A HOTEL & ONLINE FOR THE WHOLE DAY
Y?
cos i just need my own personal time & space...it was fun though, ada ala2 mcm org p business trip...so basically my cuti yesterday x spent more than RM100 (the most important fact). Lunch : Tepanyaki (RM8.90), Dinner : KFC Jom Jimat (RM6.20), Room : RM82 (with wifi)...nah...low cost 1 day holiday...
i get to chat with my old friends online, some i get to know already tunang, continue master & etc...wahhh...n i still being my old me..it's nice to chat with them, after not being able to meet them for quite sometime, can't wait year end holiday soon back to my hometown.
ok, what's my plan today? check out & breakfast @ WM...nice & cheap place to spent...
note: haih, eventhough i was on holiday mood, but pagi2 dah diganggu by this annoying lady with annoying accuse sound & asking me abt work, (no, that lady not my bos, my bos won't ganggu punya)...haih...takpa la...after that, she tak kacau me liao.
Saturday, October 17, 2009
wedding bell ringing...
today, i'm going to my colleague's wedding...this is my 1st time attending a malay wedding...well, i know its normal for other ppl...but its my 1st time.
last thursday, i have a chit chat with my old fren...talking about our work & some updates about our recent activities. Later then, we talk abt who's who getting married...how many children n etc...then, baru realise that most of our close friends are unmarried & mostly still unattached with anyone...gosh!....how tak laku we are...hehe...gtg now, we're going for a wedding!!!
Friday, October 2, 2009
nah...not this one...a'agh..not that one too
tonite, there's cg AGAIN...supposed to be it is an exciting group discussion...but weeks passed by, it seems like 1 man show doing preaching in the discussion (the leader has this "im always rite" attitude)...rather it is much different with the cg which i attended at my friend's house. each of us share our own experience based on the passage that have been pick up that week for sharing. it was fun & fruitful learning for me. That makes me feel so "not in the mood" to joined the "preaching" cg...i know that's bad for me...
i have to look for a new crib soon...at least i can do what ever i wanted to do...without need to care about ppl's mind, heart & soul...what other people think. well, i'm not doing anything offensive / illegal. Just that, i prefer doing things / joining something eg: church activities without this feeling people think -vely of what we did. (since they like to comment / complaint) well...now im complaning why they like to complaint pulak...tsktsktsk
well, i can't wait next friday eve, as my friends is coming here for short weekend holiday!! yuhuuu~~ me n lichyn have been doing some planning in mind where we going to dump them for shopping & eating. It's gonna be fun! well shopping it self is not my big fun...cos i myself x really like to shop unless i really need 1. Hate the waiting & goin up & down...vy tiring. Let see if there any nice place to lepak / shop, i'll compose it!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
looking for food
today, 1st day of work after long holidays...out of 40+ colleagues, today, only 5 of us here....
talking about food, it reminds me of a 1/2 japanese 1/2 western food (dat's wat i think) which me & my friend lichyn when to last week...it calls Pasta Zanmai....actually, that day after work, we've been walking around OU for almost 1/2 hours looking for a good restaurant for a nice dinner...till we found this small size retail shop, displaying/selling japanese food...since both of us looking for special / unsual food (not looking for any fast food eg. kfc, mcd, nasi lemak etc) so we decided to choose Pasta Zanmai although the price is quite expensive compare to the normal restaurant (why not try, skali skala kan)...i choose pasta + soft shell crab (RM26+), while my friend choose eel (both of it superbly sedap...cukup rasa...so it is worth it...as i usually will have some left over on my plate but that night...superbly hampir2 licin...would love to suggest Pasta Zanmai to my friends who have no idea what to eat but don't mind to spend a lil mit more for a good food...try Pasta Zanmai...but considering the size of the serving...its worth it...believe me
well, i'm not being payed by the restaurant for this food review, but since it is good why not we share / do some promo rite? Thank you Lord for the lovely food & giving them the wisdom to design such lovely food...
Friday, September 18, 2009
DIY Earings

very unique earings...
how to?
- do you have any unwanted / outdated earings?
- can just buy d fabric (ala2 baju kebaya yg banyak2 lobang itu) baju draw ko sida yo...can just cut it from there....
- then, pandai2 la u sambung you old earings with the fabric...
;p cute rite...
looking for perfection
Maybe we're too looking for perfection in doing things...but we forgot that we're not a perfectionist, the only perfectionist in this world / universe, is the Lord Himself. thinking & worried too much until we forgot there's some1 is there for us...
Friday, September 11, 2009
SUKAR?
Bacaan : Amsal 17:15-20
Suatu hari, Anto didatangi sahabat karibnya. Mau pinjam $$. Sebenarnya Anto keberatan, tetapi sukar menolak. Akhirnya ia memberi pinjaman. Ketika utang itu tak kunjung dibayar, Anto tidak berani menagih. Lagi-lagi karena sukar!
Sukar adalah paduan rasa enggan, segan, malu bercampur hormat, yang membuat kita tidak berani berterus-terang. Kita jadi tidak jujur pada sesama dan diri sendiri. Berkata "ya" padahal "tidak", atau sebaliknya. Di mulut memuji, di hati memaki. Gara-gara sukar, yang salah dibiarkan; yang benar tidak dibela; yang tidak betul dipertahankan. Kita sulit mengambil tindakan tegas.
Rasa sukar bukanlah sikap kristiani. Alkitab mengajar kita berkata jujur dan tulus. Apa adanya. Menghormati orang bukan berarti harus selalu setuju dan mendukung tindakannya, termasuk tindakan yang fasik (ayat 15). Sikap demikian justru termasuk "serong hati" atau "memutar-mutar lidah" (ayat 20). Tuhan memandangnya sebagai kekejian! Jika kita sungguh hormat dan cinta pada seseorang, pasti kita berani menegurnya dalam kasih. Tidak berpura-pura baik, seperti lawan yang mencium berlimpah-limpah (Amsal 27:6). Seorang sahabat menaruh kasih tiap waktu (ayat 17), dan kasih tidak suka kepalsuan, tetapi cinta kebenaran (1 Korintus 13:6).
Budaya sukar jangan dipelihara. Ia membuat kita menjadi terlihat halus, tetapi tidak tulus. Terlihat ramah padahal pemarah. Mulai sekarang, mari bersikap apa adanya. Bukankah kita bisa bicara jujur tanpa menjadi kasar? Atau, menyatakan ketidaksetujuan tanpa mengurangi rasa hormat dan kasih? -JTI
RASA SUKAR BUKAN TANDA KERAMAHAN
MELAINKAN TOPENG KEMUNAFIKAN
Thursday, September 3, 2009
ko aku
it has been very interesting week for me....last week i was so excited of going to gempuru besai iban @ kemaman (29-31 august)...personally i do learn something new during that 3 days, especially in our prayer gathering & sharing between each of us. Most of us have the "bebanan" the urge to pray for our community - the ibans...as we can see there still lots of field which yet to be yield...some of us still misunderstand of the meaning of praise & worship...not about bringing the people to dance to your music but to bring them into the worship & feel the presence of God. Anyhow, i'm glad & love the presentation done by Kok Lanas, Kelantan - "meruan ku ngenang".
The sharing....
Paling ngerindu aku sepanjai gempuru tuk, ya nyak sharing ari bala kaban kami PBM. Masalah family sida ya ka mayuh bedau nerima / ngelala Tuhan...bakani halangan / cobaan di asai sida ya ari family ka halang / ngelesei ka pelayanan sida....asai berat ati aku ka ninga ya...Puji Tuhan laban apai indai & menyadi aku ngelala Tuhan, tang aku kasih tekenang ka uncle auntie (menyadi apai indai aku) ka mayuh agi jauh ngelimpang ari jalai Tuhan...amai susah enti bala ka disayau kitai bedau ngelala Tuhan.
Ari sharing, diak bala kami lebih rapat ngau pangan diri...lalu nemu gik masalah pengidup sida ya. Arap Tuhan muka ka jalai sida ya dalam menginjil bala menyadi sida ya...Amen
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
kena BOOM
Thank God she's not my immediate superior.. ish ish ish
Thursday, August 13, 2009
can't wait
The H1N1 thingy is getting worst week by week...today, the press reported 6 more death cases (now i think it should reached 50 ppl mati) so every1 must be very extra careful....talk abt being careful, starting tomorrow & till sunday, i got 3 events which i need to attend (in public areas)....wished i can skip it but since there's none of my team going so i have to be there to tunjuk muka sekejap. plus, i got "special" one day off on monday...so it should be ok. just attend each of the events for the longest 2 hours then i will be back home.
just don't hv the mood to work...i need motivation of a "holiday"!! hmmm...what i'm going to do this monday (off day)?
1. clean up my room / baju / lagi rajin ...help to tidy up the house, which i've neglected for the past few weeks.
2. online (back with my FB) wanna know my friend's update
3. hmm...watelse..what about my lunch? simple--bread keke
4. maybe kalau rajin, an entry of what i've done that day
For sure i'm not planning of going out anywhere that day...a good rest & relax at home.
Friday, August 7, 2009
not bad~~
last tuesday, my bos pass to me & colleagues a copy of her cd with her signature as well (cool!!)...after listening to her songs, now i understand what some of the comments given to her that her songs is someting special / unique in the current market. I specially love the song " Trouble is a friend" very catchy songs...just love it. feels like im in the 70s kekeke
lots of event coming up & its all start at night...haih, worried abt the transport.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
i'm terribly not in the mood to work at this hour this moment
it's
raining
outside
(sejuk
amat
in
office)
i should
be thankful
cos it rains
got
work
to do
(but
no mood
to do)
i should
be thankful
cos i got a job
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Konferensi Iban Semenanjung @ Terengganu (29-31August 2009)
Yesterday, hv my haircut...(haih) not that satisfied...still prefer my hometown stylist.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Sorry...im also having hard time too
it's 6.45pm now and everyone @ my floor has gone home...after finished with what i've need to do for today...i just need to shout here on what i've been feeling today.
This morning, i got a call from a colleague asking about certain job which have been keep on pending (which is basically due to both parties *the agency & the owners [which have been changing 3 times] late of respons* can't they think that i also doesn't want it to be delay...i've been being the middle man of this job, keep on frustration on the late replies from both parties...and yet today being push / getting "advices" on how to do things...who doesn't want to get things done quick...if everyone giving cooperation, revert according to the timeline...these things won't happen. I'm not just plainly doing this particular job, still i got other products which need to be update / need to make amendments here & there, deal with other suppliers / vendors...im not simply dealing with 1 product !
Now, i can't imagine once my non exec who sometime acts like a bossy bos will be on maternity leave in 2 months time, and i'm the 1 who have to do all her things...i need back up. Hopefully before she go, my bos can find some1 to take her job...i really can't do all those things with my jobs still pending like yelling currently! Help me Lord....
Friday, July 17, 2009
i'm back
well...for the past 2 weeks ago it has been a hectic days for me...name it, rushing dateline, report to submit, being kejar by "along" (ehem ehem not the real 1 ya), overtime (with no overtime income...huhu), a few nite mares abt work...headache & etc you name it...basically because of the new job scope which im having rite now since the restructuring...although i like it because i get to do different task (not the same norm procedures which just so erghkhh)...thank God my bos is still ok, will give me guideline should i need one & most importantly willing to hear my "keluhan" when i need one. previously before certain job as easy, but we may not know what are the things that person have to gone through....well...not to discuss further...its just normal office discussion la. "ada ku kesah...chak..chak chak chak"
the restructuring, at least i have my colleague whereby we understand each other task to do...so should one of us not around, at least one of us can help to follow up. But now, cannot anymore as me & my new colleague totally doing 2 different job, hers is more on portal while mine is more on overall management of the team (finance, communication)<- tu sebabnya dikejar "along" & also im kejaring ppl as well. One of my colleague asked me, what im doing & my colleague is doing...then she say this "wah, if like that, hers is more "eng" than you la...cos she's only jaga portal what..." then i reply, "not really, as she have to update & monitor the portal, plus currently she's on portal upgrading thingy, & each update of product it takes up 1 day." then she say again " yalah, but then brapa byk la update of product launch per month..." then i'm speechless...in a way, i hv little agreement on that but then, that's her job scope...some ppl may see certain done by certain ppl is easy...but we may not know what that person hv to gone through to finish it up.
Today, i accompany my team mate for a Voice Over recording @ one local radio station. Well, not my 1st time go for a recording, but i usually went to production house, but never @ radio station. But still production house equipment still look more "canggih" than radio station but the pro is there. At least we get our recording done & have the copy on that same time, not like other production house need to wait next working day for the copy. well, not all ppl can become a voice over talent, the person must have good pronunciation & know how to project certain tone according to the mood required for each script (mcm pelakon la juga) How God blesses them with good voice & talent...you know, for each script (depends on the length) a talent can get at least RM400 (only baca few lines only)...see how that easy money come with that talent?
p/s: oh ya, hv you try gardenua bread (butterscotch)...superb sedap giler! you don't need any dressing for the bread at all! just eat as it is....nyamai amai aku madah ka dik...
Saturday, June 20, 2009
i going to d concert tonight!!!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
i'm looking around
strying my best looking for an apartment / room / whatever it is...last week, my friends talking about getting a new place, as at the same time i also wished to looking for one. At 1st i really quite excited about it. But when it comes to who im living, to be honest im quite "carefull" cos my 2 friends here has been moving quite a lot for the past 1 year i get to know about them e.g: last year alone, they've been moving for 4 times!! So im quite sceptic about this part as im afraid they may not going to rent for long term.. haih
it seems like they are more interested looking for a flat (as it's rental cost around 750) but then...im do not wished to leave in a flat though...1 thing is small another is usually the security and the cleaniness of its surrounding is not that pleasant....
this morning, while talking to my "bus" mates...she informing that thr's 1 house at my current place which is looking for another housemates...also sarawakian (kenyah) she owned the house...but for sure my budget of RM300 doesn't meet her request (i hopefully it is not...) but then it is low rised condo...lagila confirm the small room rental is about RM450 la. haih...
well then, back to the 2nd paragraph, my friends suggest me to have a "real" talked with the 2 of them, should they really2 want to stay for long term...and it is budget of RM300/ mth is ok with themmm....huhuu...how?!?
p/s: i cant wait to see the outcome of the flyer / poster of PBM conference coming up this Friday...hopefully the output is OK. and another thing is i cant to to watch the PMI concert wuhuuu~~~ this saturday
Monday, June 8, 2009
zzz weekend
But then, i've not waste all the hours just ZZZ though, i get to finished up 2 "keep on pending" books now i only left 1 more book to go which im sure it will take another 2 weeks to finished (its not that thick though, just that im not a quick reader like most people) ;p
i was a little bit piss off when someone told me why im not claiming my thing which i did in church...honestly, i was shock to hear them to talk like that...as usual, im not going to argue this things with them...why things like this they also want to query...its not their money and most importantly it doesn't burden me at all. I was wondering is that each penny that they "give" they want it to be "claim" to be "acknowledge". when they talk about they want to "give" for this conference etc...its like they "proud" to show that they give...but in a way, i do feel that they very particular how the "give" is being used...so back to "TAK IKHLAS"...that's why i hardly willing to share / talk to them anything what i'm currently doing, as they will give their "own" wordly suggestion / ideas which is i don't understand why they've been so calculative of what being done...as if they are the biggest giver all this while. What i know, even the tiny amount given by a kid, but with willingness the kids give is worth much bigger that those braggers & calculative ppl. Bugging me to think why they have such thought. So sad to hear that. They like to give & contribute but at the end they like to be calculative abt what they give. Malas to think about that
yesterday, my churchmates having a houseblessing at their home. It's damn big & spacious (3 story house + 6 rooms + 2 living rooms) and it only cost RM1k per month!! worth it isnt it? i really hope i can get a good rate for my new room soon....
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Selamat Hari Gawai...
asai sedih gak laban nda ngambi cuti sampai gawai...dah ku pulai ari menua, bos nanya aku..so bakani cuti dik, enjoy ka? aku terus terang madah ka..."nda...laban nda cukup" ukai aku ka complaint laban ya nda meri lagipun bala kami ulih cuti bila2 masa nitih ka balance cuti ka bisi...bos tuk sigi ok, lalu ya nyaut "nama nda sambung cuti sampai hujung minggu deh"....ya sigi nda kisah nti aku ngambi cuti panjai pulai menua especially year end...puji Tuhan, bala bos ka aku report to semua nya understanding & manah. aku tuk pun satu gak..ingat ka nda cukup cuti laban ka ngingat ka konferensi ti ka datai & tambahka cuti ujung taun ilak engka nda cukup...tang dah aku check cuti aku minggu tuk tadi...paru-parunya aku agi bc tinggal 8 hari gik cuti (ish2...) nda ngachau...manah gak in case aku boring & tensen ulih ku ngambi cuti...plus taun depan bc projek besai ngau family...huhu~~surprise!!!
sari tuk mantal hari gawai..aku siko aja ba rumah, laban bala housemates semua pulai menua...Thank God ngau bteman ka laptop & "unsecure" wireless ba rumah...ulih ga aku online nda terlalu melayan perasaan yg sunyi ba rumah ditu.... ;p
Thursday, May 28, 2009
sien is the word for me 10 minutes before 530
im thinking what to do this weekend...1 thing for sure, since i have the laptop with me so im going to online all night long this weekend...chitchat with my friends. Just received an email from company mentioning abt travelling offer which is inclusive of accomodation which seems quite nice! but then, thinking better save the $ for local travel la. plus should i need the money for my new crib, at least i have my backup thr.
i got few plans in mind for this year, except the driving license which is still pending, here's my list:
1. penang or pulau perhentian trip (probably in July / Aug)
2. small cipkai laptop (kononnya) by end of the year
3. wendy's - hmmm...until now i belum pernah pergi sana...
dats all at the moment....which i can plan of
while my confirm plans & activities:
1. PMI3 concert @ bukit jalil
2. sept : BM Diosis conference
3. nov : perak OA trip
4. Dec : HSH
i like travelling & doing activities...but need to get a few friends to accompany juga la...not that really lone ranger.
blog spotting & planning
then go & clicking some other people's blog...one of them write abt their last day in uni, last exam paper etc...i can't recall what i do for the last day in uni, the only memory that i have was that me & other housemates make a makan2 gathering with our neighbourhood (for being caring / take care us) while we we're staying at that particular lorong 3 ;p well, nothing much to think abt uni times...lost contact more than 1/2 of uni friends...but thank God, should we bump up with each other, we still acknowledge each other la.
for the past few days back in kch, i've been spent some hours online with FB...what delights me the most is able to keep track of my ex form 6 friends...who basically still recognizable. some still remained their cuteness (thr's 1 photo of my friend, a HE but the photo that he took makes his face so girly...till that particular picture becomes hot pic to be comment..) meet one of my favourite form 6 teacher too...still have her lovely looks. Wonder if she still remember me though (but she do add me in her list) sadly, couldn't log on FB at all at office & i don't have pc / laptop to online at home too. nvm la, its better not to get hook up with it.
Now, i'm in my mission looking for a new crib. Not that i don't accept / appreciate some invitations...just that, at this stage i prefer looking for my own crib (with private space)...try looking around the same areas. Hope that this time around, dear Lord will guide me as what HE has done before ;p
at least now, my worries (dad's birthday / bro slr camera ) settle...now, it's my own personal wants which im trying to fulfill...(a car license?) have the $$ so now looking at the best for a lesson. (ya, i know at this age, seems like im over the normal learning stage for that) nvm, i prefer to use my own earned money to get what i want.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
so fast
to be honest, im not enjoyed this homecoming holiday...because not even a day they spare my 4 days back at hometown with phone calls abt work...(haiyo, can't just leave me, im trying to spend quality time with my family man)
until yesterday, i still can remember my dream is all abt WORK!!...dreamt abt the delivery...dreamt abt invoices ... bla3 so disturbing dream.
last friday, me & my bro went back on night flight schedule...both my parents with the latest! hehe...excited to try on it. spacious indeed.
saturday - woke up early ... went to meet father on some matters and off we all went for breakfast ;p ... practice with my bro... exploring new gadgets... evening, back to kampung gathering + thanksgiving with family.
Sunday - 2 services (english + iban)... preparing ...evening, went to RRSF for my dad's birthday dinner (its his 50th dinner!!) lots of friends & family joined the dinner..so nice to have them around.
Monday - woke up late (too tired)... the whole family went to semantan (looking for crabs & jalan2)...my dad forgot he supposed to attend one of church member's prayer meeting so we alll straight from semantan to the place for prayer & later having dinner with them...
Tuesday - morning @ home breakfast...afternoon, went to buy stuffs / goodies requested by friends...evening, i was back again to the airport (back to my crib) sien..
my yesterday's flight supposed to fly by 8pm...but it has been delayed for 40 mins...so cause me to reached KL at 11pm...then reached home at 12 midnight cun cun.
see...how short & limited my activity for my 4 days trip back to hometown...n in between, being bother by phone calls...haiyo.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
im going home for christmas
last sunday, the church was having a mother's day & May babies bday gathering after church. well, it was not as merry as last year as 2 of the May babies are not around (rose - left feet swollen / edina - honeymooning) so the few of us celebrating. Get every birthday babies wearing green color for that particular event. later will upload some of the pics here...
yesterday, again the Lord have its unique way in anwering our prayer. My brother sms me last night, mentioning that there's 1 guy together with his parents will bring my brother to have a look at the room (RM175 including utility bills) 2 sharing basis + single storey house. seems like the price of RM175 is just nice with its partially furnished room...my brother seems ok with the house & decided to take the room. Hopefully he can get along well with other housemates (there will be 8 of them, with 4rooms)
cant wait to go for the team building soon!! this friday!!!
Monday, May 4, 2009
i decided to....
dad's birthday -> settle. have found the restaurant to celebrate his birthday, just need to get the list of invitees...& cakes & other things which i have to be back to hometown to settle dat.
my bro's kamera -> have finally bought the kamera Sony a200...Based on the sales person explaination, seems like Sony a200 has the best function at the moment within my budget.
extra buys -> my dad's kamera (Lumix XF38 : should i tak silap model)...sort of within budget as well...nice function (much better than my gadget la) :( huhu
been spending quite amazingly (sebarangan)for the last 2 months..terribly~~
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
i've been meaning to....
1. my dad's 50th birthday coming soon...will having a bday bash for him (but where?) limited money due for my bro's camera...if not sure confirm can make a nice bday bash.
2. driving license..still not sure i can it come true by this year (hmmm....)
3. n again my bro's slr camera ... still could not make up my mind
can't decide yet how...
oh ya...another thing, still can't decide what to wear for my housemate's wedding reception...tough part is im not really like to dress up...still looking what to wear...yesterday went to 1u saw some nice dinner boutique, bet the price also very nice 1. nvm, me & my friend still have 2 more weeks to "wandering around" for cloth. Honestly, im not the type of girl who likes to shop for cloth. Easily get fedup with the price, the awkward style~~
But if you mention about FOOD...im ON!!! ya...that's also the reason why im in different size comparing me for the past 5 years ago....nahh...
oh ya...yesterday, i've update my list of creative blog which i've visit...have a look at the list...sure you'll find the arts & some DIY stuff pretty amazing...i love to craft, i like to have a space of my own, & do my own stuff before really presents it...but that "space" is impossible now, wished im at my own room (HSH)...should you come to my room back in hometown, u'll see some of stuffs which i DIM*Did It Myself* miss those times
Friday, April 17, 2009
last minute date
1st, went to ground floor, that day they have exhibition of camera which include SLR camera (pergi bio...Sony a200 - RM1699 same price as what pc fair offers) until now i have no idea which model to buy, SONY A200 or Olympus e520?
But nanti2 la baru beli the camera, went to accompany my friend for her antivirus hunt!! Decided to buy Kaspersky 3 user Internet antivirus for RM98 (not sure its the best price or not) but nvm just buy saja la...plus, it is within my friend's budget anyway.
Next, by the time we finished buying, it is almost 730pm...so we decided to jln alor for Food Hunt!! our dinner for the night: asparagus masak belacan, tien kai *katak* masak kicap soya manis, ikan pari panggang + sour vege soup...superb la...like how they grill the ikan pari compare to Kepong. My 1st try with tien kai (nice lei..taste like normal meat) - the small bone reminds me of tupai aka squirrel...*also yummy too* forgive me being a meat eater.
Sunday, April 5, 2009
my bro's convo...& time spends with my parents
haih...s i can't get in the hall (2 tickets nia ma) so i have to wait outside lor...bought flower for my bro (hvng hard time to choose which 1, cos tak mau too girly look flower) haih ... after the convo, we have our lunch & later p jln ipoh (taipei taipan) to have studio photo...the shooting process was ok...but then out of 25 shoots we have to chose 10 shoots (the best la konon)...that we have to wait 2 more weeks before we able to see the "edited" 10 shoots. :p
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
i have issue with some1
My friend did advice me to talk with someone on that... but seems like at the moment i don't have the opportunity to talk...(hmm...wondering, how am i going to start the talk?)...like this ka : Opt 1 > you notice right i don't talk much with you...bla bla bla. or Opt 2 > i got something which i've long to talk abt but... (To be honest, i really don't know how to start the talk) yeap...to recall, it's been more that 1 month, i don't really talk to...just that, i've got frustrated with what happening until i'm speechless & not in the mood to discuss abt it. Cos sometime, it is something they are old enough to understand, what is ok & what is NOT OK!!...so, i prefer to talk with my friend...share because at least their feedback is +ve. Unlike this someone (or two), their feedback (sadly) just too -ve, dgn +vely what they think is correct. So no point i talk / share with such arrogants. That's the reason why i don't really joined their activity as each time, they will complaint of what other people have done...what people say (sometime, +ve things they can make it sound -ve)...so fed up with them. Ok 1 example, one of them say "that day i heard pastor talk about some people joined confirmation class just because they going to get married" -> (in a way, they feels like pastor is talked about them) but in reality, that's the reason why they joined the class anyway (so they make it sounds like people is talkking abt them)...but another reality which they don't know, pastor wants them to joined the confirmation class because of the different perspective / foundation which these people need to know...so sad to hear...
why i always feels sleepy?

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Monday, March 30, 2009
getting there now
so i woke up a bit late that saturday, have the chance to spring clean the house...do my laundry...watch saturday cartoon...around 3pm, off i went out to meet my friend at sogo. While i was about to enter the mall, i saw my hometown fren (say helo & short chitchat with them) then off we went to~~~salon (cos my hair is too long, hair ends x healthy too)...but then sadly, too many ppl...so off with my friend pergi makan dulu lah (makan KFC again). Then, off we went to for the hair cut again. After that, we went to church that evening, almost terlupa have bible study. It was a nice fun learning discussion. We were asked to compare the generation of Moses & the generation of Joshua. In Moses generation, they are too grumpy, not thankful & have no faith at all (even though lots of God's miracle have shown unto them) while the generation of Joshua, they have strong faith that God will guide them, have strong faith (even though the generation of Joshua - the new generation who never have the chance to see those miracles). This learning teach us how strong is our faith to God. Faith is not about proffing of miracles, faith is about believing without seeing.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
bad dream again
and this morning, i have a dream...i was doing the multimedia, when all suddenly the slide shows a cantonese drama..wahhh..so kam jiong to get the things to stop...at the end tak dapat...haih! failure again (seems like this time my dream about kam jiiong again)
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
before wednesday
Monday, March 23, 2009
movie day
Yesterday, after church, decided to lepak with my usual sunday lunch mates...we went to the same old Golden Key restaurant...aunty (tauke nio) introduce her new dish (kari indonesia style)...but then sama juga with other malay kari (more like rendang la) but very sedap!! ingatkan that manok from indon, rupanya its the recepi she get to learn from indon friend..(ai...konfius sekejap). .
Then a friend suggest for movie day (yup, why not!) my friend (n i actually) wished to watch Samuel Rizal's latest movie (but dlm hati, will the movie great to watch? - still unknown) so we went to look for VCD *ori punya* n finally, choose Ghajini (hindi movie, starring - aamir khan) - tak sangka i'll be watching crita hindi...keke. [[ Boleh tahan juga the storyline...nice! but compare slumdog millionaire, of course SM wins over la. Overall it is nice luckily my friends not the type who like to watch the *dancing & singing part* so it has been fast forward...But as usual, there' some un logic part of the movie, when the hero punch / kick the gengster..skali saja dah kong...but when the hero fighting with the kepala gengster...a few times still tak kalah2...ish ish ish. ]]
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Thank you Lord!
well, actually i already have plan for the extra money...1st need to get my bro a slr entry level camera (which i budget abt RM2k) - dlm hati *how i wished i could use the money to buy my own things eg: baju kerja, driving license?) hmmm...knowing that my bro - he's the type who care more about his friends rather than family...when he needs some $ then you can *see & hear* him around...previously, before he came here to further his study, he has a bad attitude talking to me & mom...hardly can see him talk nicely...until one time, i was calling him about his study, and he don't even bother to answer my question as if i'm asking ridiculous question, till i complaint to my dad (tru phone) and how my dad on that same day, call up my brother (give him some good lesson of not talking badly with people *who cares & ask nicely about his well being* )...i was feeling relieve though, thank God, he still *takut* with my dad...and since that accident, the way my bro talk to me *well, not so sure hows with my mom* but much better already...well, is this what adolsence problem now adays? well, i think my bro study spending is much boombastic than me...during my study, the only item which my dad's spends lot is my laptop *sayangnya, after 5 years already kong!* and for my bro case, a laptop & soon an slr kamera...untungnya dia...lucky him, both me & dad are working. (wrote so much, ternyata still wishing the $ shall be used for my own things kekeke) but i wished, he would care more for my parents though...at least call them up ler...
haih...not talk about that adolsence, better get ready to my friend's house...wonder how's this weekend will be like...
Monday, March 16, 2009
mentally tired
seriously, im very tired mentally for this recent weeks...people say this & that...due date @ this date...rush here rush there...
yesterday, i'm SO UPSET with myself...i'm not intentionly "sabotaj" any people's time / work...i was all ready that morning, have type the lyrics, was ready & waiting for everyone's ready...should have go out by myself (i'm blaming myself should have not wasting time waiting)...when i reached, it's 5 minutes left...quickly pick up the equipment (hearing a complaining voice says : "Lambatlah ini") start set up the equipment...the laptop being very slow...suddenly it shutdown by itself...now i have to wait again for the window to start up (darn!), now, setting the screen (darn! too small, adjust...NO! no time, put in the lyrics of other songs, darn!! where's the 1st song, it's not the 1st song...) i was trembling (Only God knows how my hand shakes & my heart beat terribly fast - almost in shock mode) seems like most of the eyes around me look like (slow yer~~~) (before that, some ppl told me " you can type while the song is playing rite? - you think i'm superlady ka?) how i wished at that moment, i could tell them the equipment doesn't work according to my mind simultaneously, it needs time to proceess!! ...then i have to type the 1st song (as i could not find it in the new software)...copy paste the 2nd & 3rd lyrics (darn! the font too small, how to adjust it? ... arrghhh can't remember anymore...) ahhh no time, they will be more angry with me later...just proceed what i have at that moment. Totally, im in no mood already...ppl's comment at that point of time doesn't really helpful at all...i was trembling / stress that short period of time. I'm blaming myself of not performing well...plus for the rest of the month, i will take up the task replacing my friend who's wife just gave birth last week. I'm ok with it...let it be my time to get used with the new software...up till now, i only use the soft not more than 5 times. So it takes time for me to "telan" all the skills.
Nahh...i don't want to think about it...eventhough, yesterday i was so mad at myself...feels want to scream out loud!!! Just have no mood to make jokes / talk to anybody yesterday. ..Mentally tired indeed.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
weekend!!~
after the bible study & everyone have gone home, i can't stand my eyes anymore...back to my room and ZZZZZZZzzzzzzz till the next morning. Thank God, the neighbour below didn't do any stupid anoying arguement yesterday....last Thursday, they having big arguement (crying & shouting like there's no tomorrow) till i could not stand anymore (it was not their 1st big arguement, even they not arguing, they oso very irritating making irritating noice!!!!) i shout out "BISING!!" and shut the window...but sadly, (malangnya) the shouting the crying of that people below still can be heard....tell me, what would you do...when your neighbour making those noises in the middle of the night? early morning? so fed up with the people...sound like the lady kena dera...but other times hehehaha...i'm bet 2 days later, they no more argue & continue with their happy time!!! n then argue again!!!! hate it....can't stand anymore...gangguan betul!
haih...stop talking about those "innoncense couple"...better think about happier things...oh ya, this morning, received email from gretha's husband posting their baby's picture...huhu...looks so chinese...looking at the picture, bet the baby is kuat menangis juga till her face red...her name quite long though (mcm biasa la tu)....tell you, if i have child (1 day, if God permits) i won't let myself or husband to name our child with long name...just want to make it simple (she/he name, middle name + family name) that's GOOD enough...kasian anak, nama panjang2 but at the end, maybe tak sampai 1/4 of the name we use to call them...menyusahkan juga for them to write down their name during exams (wasting time) keke....
this morning, i was wondering where i want to go...suppose today i have a weddin invitation from my x unimate @ putrajaya but then....tak jadi pergi....have to go to office to do my pending stuff...wondering whether to go to val's house, but yesterday dah janji with his bro in-law to come with other friends, terlupa that tonight my friend have practice...then it's my turn this week for the multimedia...wahhh...so fan aaa....dono what to do...
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Now you're here
Most of the church mates are all "mengadu" having slight pain on certain part on their body (due to "overly sports" during Monday's Family day - will update the pic & details of the event soon) while i did not joined any games yesterday as i'm not feeling well so to avoid getting sicker better not to joined the games, but helping around with the kids games...so cute watching the kids playing.
While late nite yesterday, received sms that gretha got baby girl!! wow, wondering whether the baby will be the notty one or the innoncent one...can't wait to see she grows....
Thursday, March 5, 2009
planning & looking forward
the flight tickets already settle - bought 2 return tikets from AA for RM296 (inclusive of seat booking [dad's request]+express+luggage [1]+airbus)...Now, im wondering about accomodation (hmmm...don't think if my parents stay @ my house (rented) -> tak cukup matress pulak...may not be comfortable for them either...so looking for hotel currently which is near to the convo venue which will be PWTC.
Now, im looking for studio photo (have no idea where ...) @ affordable price.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Semalam kan...
Yesterday's prayer meeting, there were more people joining up (just nice to see it). This week is going to be the last week for Bro Matius with KBM as he shall be back to his hometown for good (hope that he continue to serve the Lord wherever he is).
Hmm...this morning (well, actually since monday), having this lazy feeling to wake up early (can i consider 7:30am as early?) i felt like i'm forcing myself to bathroom / force myself to change / force myself to comb my hair / force myself walk down the hill to the bus stop (uarghhhh!!! why im so lazy - any related with hormone maybe?)
hmmm...Thank God, this weekend is goin to be long weekend (monday cuti umum ma) so looking forward this monday for the Family Day (going to help with the kid games) well, at least got something to do to spend the day rather than stay at home facing 4 walls.
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Mumy's birthday!!
Thanks God, it's weekend again...just love it *believe every1 feels the same*
yesterday, i finally understands what has happen(which also proves what i've suspect was true)....which has makes me feel even angry (notice they tried to hide it from me)...sad to see they getting lost...i just wished that i know what to say to them...
2 days ago, i've found a note i wrote on piece of paper, here's the content (well it's in Iban language though)
Pengasih
Pengasih mensia nda ulih dibanding enggau Pengasih Apai
Laban Pengasih Apai di Serga, Iya udah bai ka aku maya aku dituntun penguji
Amat luar biasa Pengasih Iya muka ati ku pulai baru ngagai Iya,
ari aku terus tenggelam / labuh laban penguji.
Laban Pengasih Iya, aku agi ngelala / agi diempu Iya.
Laban Pengasih Iya, aku nda agi terus labuh, tang Iya deka semampai enggau aku, ngiring aku dalam pejalai ku dalam dunia ijau.
Ari jako ajar ti diajar / dibai bala menyadi, madah ka maya umur agi biak tuk meh,
kitai ngiga peneka Tuhan ari ka pengelantang ba dunia sementara tuk.
Ba Matius madah ka "Ngiga dulu perintah Allah Taala"
Baka nyak mega enggau pasangan idup kitai pan patut orang ka arap lalu semampai ngiga Tuhan. Aku enggai nyadi batu sandungan pasangan idup ku, lalu pia mega aku enggai pasangan idup ku nyadi batu sandungan ku. Diatu aku agi ngiga ka peneka Tuhan ka aku enggau keluarga ku. Aku serah ka pengidup kami sebilik ngagai jari Tuhan.
Laban aku nemu dia alai kami bulih pemenang & keselamatan. Amen.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
saturday
so abt the re-org thingy, i think now (supposely) i'll remain with my current unit but will not doing the same thing anymore...(will it be boring then...?)
Today, going to meet my friend po ling as her team is having "research competition" i think so...which she told me they got bronze (Bravo!) at least my Uni got a place there~~~
so this week, there's nothing much lah...it's going to be quite weekend...layback & rest!!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Re-OrG ep-2
This morning, i got a call from a colleague telling me to have a discussion abt marketing (my new post) as i was rumored abt...so up i go...met my new "bosses" + "colleagues". Was in ok state already till~~~i was call out from the discussion for --->options: " you want to stay with the new job or current job?" n i was in total speechless. She wants me to make decisions rite away. My name is in the new job already, while on the other hand, my name also being put under current job (although the portfolio for the current job will be different as well). I was having hard time to make decision...why they like to force me to make decision in short period?!?...Pls HELP ME!!!
Re-OrG
for my current job, it is consider the longest period i work in 1 unit (1 year)...what i like the job is that i don't need to do any reporting...what i don' t like about the job is to rush / push people to get something done. For the coming new job, as what i heard from my colleague yesterday, it involves traveling (1 of my disadvantage) as i don't drive...it will be difficult for me to travel to states (if it is really required). I don't know how's my bos will be (will she / he allowed me to take long holidays back hometown after this? / will she/he able to guide with this new task / portfolio?) haih...this is why i don't like abt re-org, it makes me feel uncertainty / discomfort. well...actually everyone feels the same though....Hope the new job will dig my *ability* in carry out task la...i'm ok with changing of work environment, just that im lil worried abt who & what im dealing with after this.
Hope everything is ok.
Phillippians 4:13 " I can do everything through him who gives me strength."
the past days..
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
get some air~~~
so...wats up with me lately? nothing much...last weekend, has been long & tired weekend...due to there's no special activity being preplan for the long weekend. Last Saturday, i joined with my colleugues for Handball practice. *New rules & new game* to me...different from simple captain ball which i usually involve with. It was fun & tiring session..with my *heavy* shoes...having hard time to run around (the court is the same size as futsal)...until there some point my shoe ~~flying~~as didn't tightly tide my shoe...& most funniest, accidently shoot to the wrong goal..*keke* ...after the training, i went to sentral for my lunch *konon nak diet, but after sport pergi makan KFC* agagaga...meet my bro & his friends there...then strainght went back to my crib...
Sunday, as usual...went to church in the morning. Recieved sms from my cousin to meet up but the timing just not *ngam* as i was otw to church. That day, i was helping with Sunday School...there's abt 12 kids. Gabriel & Gilda as usual doing their own thing (still trying hard to pursuade this 2 siblings to join the group) they just felt *boring* joining the other kids. Any idea how? Notty brian as usual make remarkable fighting scene again..this time around with Eunice...till both of them cried. So both me & Jus consoled both of them, telling what's their mistakes & giving them good sum of advice of not treat each other badly. Thank God, brian knows his mistakes & willing to *shake hand & say sorry*...Jus express her concern over brian who keep on being aggresive (well, i'm also worried abt this kid too) being 1 of the oldest kid in the group, he keep uttered unpolite words which i believe he gets it from his schoolmates. Just continue pray for these kids...so that, soon they will know & understand what is wrong & right...that day, i didn't joined my PC friends for lunch...but went to sentral to meet up lichyn. We went Lowyat, our search main list was external USB DVD+/-RW (which mostly cost about RM250-300) , pregnant lady earphone *strechable for pregnant tummy* (we found one althought it doesn't mention for preggy use but the earstrap is strechable & *twistable* as well - cost abt RM140 per unit) & lastly SLR entry level camera [ the guy suggest us to buy Olympus e-520, due to it has built in stabillizer, dust reduction, face detection, autofocus with live view, lense range from 14-42mm *standard pack* & come with tripod & 4GB card] cost about RM1900 which is quite ok for me, came in handy size...although lots of its function is not understandable yet :p Lunch @ Mr Teppanyaki- mmg YAKI lah...not nice while @ night went out with pakyee dinner @ Sambal Sushi, Puchong, the food is just nice lah...quite merry environment as there's a lot of ppl around. (good business la tu)
The next day, monday (public holiday extention ;p) didn't go out anyway, i was so lazy to wake up early plus dono wat to do too as for house cleaning i already done it on saturday...so laying around, watching tv, doing lil stars *just for fun*...really long & boring day indeed. But nvm, not that each month we have this long weekend. so ok ler...haih (mengeluh lagi)