zzz weekend

i've spend my last weekend mostly ZZZZ...ya i know for some people its a waste...but i really need it since for the last 5 weekdays i've been in terrrible hectic at work. Plus, the weather currently is extremely humid & HOT!!...until i only need 4 hours to get all my bajusss dried. that's how HOT it has been last weekend.

But then, i've not waste all the hours just ZZZ though, i get to finished up 2 "keep on pending" books now i only left 1 more book to go which im sure it will take another 2 weeks to finished (its not that thick though, just that im not a quick reader like most people) ;p

i was a little bit piss off when someone told me why im not claiming my thing which i did in church...honestly, i was shock to hear them to talk like that...as usual, im not going to argue this things with them...why things like this they also want to query...its not their money and most importantly it doesn't burden me at all. I was wondering is that each penny that they "give" they want it to be "claim" to be "acknowledge". when they talk about they want to "give" for this conference etc...its like they "proud" to show that they give...but in a way, i do feel that they very particular how the "give" is being used...so back to "TAK IKHLAS"...that's why i hardly willing to share / talk to them anything what i'm currently doing, as they will give their "own" wordly suggestion / ideas which is i don't understand why they've been so calculative of what being done...as if they are the biggest giver all this while. What i know, even the tiny amount given by a kid, but with willingness the kids give is worth much bigger that those braggers & calculative ppl. Bugging me to think why they have such thought. So sad to hear that. They like to give & contribute but at the end they like to be calculative abt what they give. Malas to think about that

yesterday, my churchmates having a houseblessing at their home. It's damn big & spacious (3 story house + 6 rooms + 2 living rooms) and it only cost RM1k per month!! worth it isnt it? i really hope i can get a good rate for my new room soon....