Saturday, February 28, 2009

Mumy's birthday!!

My mum's birthday today!! sadly both of her children is far away from hometown. So tonight my dad has plan to have seafood dinner with some of family's close friends to celebrate her birthday. Well, i'm still not sure what to buy for her yet, except angpao money for her...still thinking....

Thanks God, it's weekend again...just love it *believe every1 feels the same*

yesterday, i finally understands what has happen(which also proves what i've suspect was true)....which has makes me feel even angry (notice they tried to hide it from me)...sad to see they getting lost...i just wished that i know what to say to them...

2 days ago, i've found a note i wrote on piece of paper, here's the content (well it's in Iban language though)

Pengasih
Pengasih mensia nda ulih dibanding enggau Pengasih Apai
Laban Pengasih Apai di Serga, Iya udah bai ka aku maya aku dituntun penguji
Amat luar biasa Pengasih Iya muka ati ku pulai baru ngagai Iya,
ari aku terus tenggelam / labuh laban penguji.
Laban Pengasih Iya, aku agi ngelala / agi diempu Iya.

Laban Pengasih Iya, aku nda agi terus labuh, tang Iya deka semampai enggau aku, ngiring aku dalam pejalai ku dalam dunia ijau.
Ari jako ajar ti diajar / dibai bala menyadi, madah ka maya umur agi biak tuk meh,
kitai ngiga peneka Tuhan ari ka pengelantang ba dunia sementara tuk.
Ba Matius madah ka "Ngiga dulu perintah Allah Taala"

Baka nyak mega enggau pasangan idup kitai pan patut orang ka arap lalu semampai ngiga Tuhan. Aku enggai nyadi batu sandungan pasangan idup ku, lalu pia mega aku enggai pasangan idup ku nyadi batu sandungan ku. Diatu aku agi ngiga ka peneka Tuhan ka aku enggau keluarga ku. Aku serah ka pengidup kami sebilik ngagai jari Tuhan.

Laban aku nemu dia alai kami bulih pemenang & keselamatan. Amen.

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