meet an old fren but not that close

Surprise2...
today, i was so lazy taking LRT to work...so decided to go with taxi this morning. Thank God, i get clean & new taxi this morning. Had some chat with the driver about some of taxi drivers create their own rules & association which supposedly only 1 association is allowed which is located at Kpg Baru. blah blah blah...

Suddenly...
when we stop at traffic light, i look to the right of the taxi, and i saw familiar car plate...and saw the old long time no see friend! ever since the incident, the old friend never approach the "community" anymore...well, that old friend never really know how to get along with people too...so that's the surprise of the day...

won't tell this to a "friend" of mine, or else that friend will get "excited" about it...hmmm...maybe that's the good thing about the incident, if that old friend never step away from the "community", i believe the "friend" still living in fantasy world of having that old friend as the 1..& thanks to the incident, the friend is back to reality & has open eyes to look at the joker in front (silently dating with each other)...

yes!!

i was weight @ 50kg in mid Oct...the heaviest weight i ever have...
so since then, i've reduce my food intake :no more heavy breakfast (just cereal + hot coffee) + have my normal lunch (less rice + fish as my main dish) + NO dinner (if im hungry just plain fruit ie. apple).

i went to penang on 21st Oct (food hunt but we walk a lot)...back from the trip, i managed to lose 1 kg! dat is so great...

now, 2nd week of Nov, i've lost another 1 kg...so now my weight is 48kg (still dangerously, just hope it won't go back another 1kg)...my wish is to get 44-45kg...so i still got lots of work to do...

some ppl who is not in my list of good to have ppl

that "she" -> the annoying colleague- yesterday...

"she" walk past my cubicle with her snobby walk & say..." you suck" -> in a so called kidding way (kononya)...i'm don't like people call me in not blessing way...just out of the blue, i just reply back "you too"...i bet she stunned for a while. if she walk by & say hello / good morning, i don't mind but if she walk by to say improper words just really makes her more annoying indeed.

1 more month to go

1 more month to go & it is year end...

so happy that this 2 weeks a lot of public holiday...eventhough it is a short leave but at least i can relax...

my shopping spree for this month :
1. hampers & gift for children sports day
2. my washing buddy
3. new box for my books (and i still got 6 more books yet to be read)

right after lunch, that PEACOCK colleague come to my place again for a help and claim that boss ask me to approved the thing...i say i won't do it cos i have no idea about the approve matters, i never received the email or what so ever, when i ask her, she also don't have the email either (duhhh?!) bengong punya budak...so i say again, i'm not going to signed anything just to finished your job as im don't have the authority to do so...and she just walk past me with her rolling eyes...(annoying colleague indeed)!!!

again ..i want to complaint

...ungrateful colleague at all

remember my post on Friday, dat colleague again, when ask for help, like talking as if im her staff...
when she've been helped...no thank you at all...

honestly don't like her at all...actually many doesn't..

im not invisible

what do you feel when you pass by your consider close friends (not just once but a few times) but being ignore of your presence?

i believe im not that invisible that you do not notice me at all...and what's more annoying when that close friend only stick / take note on certain individual. Anyway you're not that busy to say hi too isn't ? I don't mind if you prefer to chit the chat / stick to only a certain individual, but ignore people around you ? hey girl, i don't mind not to chit the chat either. Just don't like the attitude of selfish / no acknowledgement in friendship...as in you only like to talk to some people (85% you only talk to that particular person in a group, & you just ignore the story of others) or if there's any special occasion, you prepare & heading it so specially for that person while none of us experience the same preparation / treatment? helo?! what is the purpose of the fellowship?

i recall there was another incident, where by the 3 frens go for a shopping spree for a program (well, coming back looking "very tired & busy like" ) ask us in a directive way for us to help them to wrap the thing...& hv fellowship on their own & their facial expression as if we're not helping them at all...hello? do you need the whole team to accompany you for the shopping spree.

im not sure whether it is a liaising agenda...i would prefer a group of friends sharing the same story & the same song with everyone...if you want to share something between the 2 of you, don't share it in front of us & make other people invisible...

with this case, i unlikely to share any story even it matters & don't share anything, because it seems like everyone know somebody "secret" while me being the guessing part...now im feeling left out from the fellowship...why others know about their story & no one likes to share it with me...it is not a sad or not good to be told matters. when i ask, they giving answer like "what do you think" (with the expression they know something but don't want to tell)

don't be surprise if one day they received news that im getting engage / married / get a new job / going back to hometown for good tomorrow...no used to declaring as closed friends but keeping things from each other

i don't share with you either from now...i closed my case from now on.

aku panas

nincompoop la...if don't want to go bagi tau la awal2..
wait for her to "pray" la...after 1 hour the event start, she told that she don't want to go....

stupid...nvr thought about others...i want to go la siot...just because she don't have the ticket so she cause other people tak jadi pergi...apelahhhhhh

new retirement age

just last week, NA announced that the new retirement age will be 60...

i'm not pretty keen of the move because...

Looking at existing productivity by those after 50 @ my company is really pathetic (if we continue to have them around, just because the retirement is not 60) what a waste of sources to pay the unproductive staff (well not all are wasted at work) but mostly they are more keen towards stay at home...or else they just loitering at office reading novel (yes, i meant it at my previous office), doing part time sales (to earn extra money) even though their pay is already more than 1/2 of new grades...

just kasian with the fresh grads...now chances for them to get them jobs is getting lesser in future...HAIZ...no comment