Monday, July 27, 2009

Sorry...im also having hard time too

Today...i wasn't in really good mood (i mean for anything)...maybe due to tiredness or monday blues (but God gives me strength to go through all)

it's 6.45pm now and everyone @ my floor has gone home...after finished with what i've need to do for today...i just need to shout here on what i've been feeling today.

This morning, i got a call from a colleague asking about certain job which have been keep on pending (which is basically due to both parties *the agency & the owners [which have been changing 3 times] late of respons* can't they think that i also doesn't want it to be delay...i've been being the middle man of this job, keep on frustration on the late replies from both parties...and yet today being push / getting "advices" on how to do things...who doesn't want to get things done quick...if everyone giving cooperation, revert according to the timeline...these things won't happen. I'm not just plainly doing this particular job, still i got other products which need to be update / need to make amendments here & there, deal with other suppliers / vendors...im not simply dealing with 1 product !

Now, i can't imagine once my non exec who sometime acts like a bossy bos will be on maternity leave in 2 months time, and i'm the 1 who have to do all her things...i need back up. Hopefully before she go, my bos can find some1 to take her job...i really can't do all those things with my jobs still pending like yelling currently! Help me Lord....

Friday, July 17, 2009

i'm back

wow...it has been wat? 3 weeks ago i didn't write / update anything abt me...

well...for the past 2 weeks ago it has been a hectic days for me...name it, rushing dateline, report to submit, being kejar by "along" (ehem ehem not the real 1 ya), overtime (with no overtime income...huhu), a few nite mares abt work...headache & etc you name it...basically because of the new job scope which im having rite now since the restructuring...although i like it because i get to do different task (not the same norm procedures which just so erghkhh)...thank God my bos is still ok, will give me guideline should i need one & most importantly willing to hear my "keluhan" when i need one. previously before certain job as easy, but we may not know what are the things that person have to gone through....well...not to discuss further...its just normal office discussion la. "ada ku kesah...chak..chak chak chak"
the restructuring, at least i have my colleague whereby we understand each other task to do...so should one of us not around, at least one of us can help to follow up. But now, cannot anymore as me & my new colleague totally doing 2 different job, hers is more on portal while mine is more on overall management of the team (finance, communication)<- tu sebabnya dikejar "along" & also im kejaring ppl as well. One of my colleague asked me, what im doing & my colleague is doing...then she say this "wah, if like that, hers is more "eng" than you la...cos she's only jaga portal what..." then i reply, "not really, as she have to update & monitor the portal, plus currently she's on portal upgrading thingy, & each update of product it takes up 1 day." then she say again " yalah, but then brapa byk la update of product launch per month..." then i'm speechless...in a way, i hv little agreement on that but then, that's her job scope...some ppl may see certain done by certain ppl is easy...but we may not know what that person hv to gone through to finish it up.
Today, i accompany my team mate for a Voice Over recording @ one local radio station. Well, not my 1st time go for a recording, but i usually went to production house, but never @ radio station. But still production house equipment still look more "canggih" than radio station but the pro is there. At least we get our recording done & have the copy on that same time, not like other production house need to wait next working day for the copy. well, not all ppl can become a voice over talent, the person must have good pronunciation & know how to project certain tone according to the mood required for each script (mcm pelakon la juga) How God blesses them with good voice & talent...you know, for each script (depends on the length) a talent can get at least RM400 (only baca few lines only)...see how that easy money come with that talent?

p/s: oh ya, hv you try gardenua bread (butterscotch)...superb sedap giler! you don't need any dressing for the bread at all! just eat as it is....nyamai amai aku madah ka dik...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

i going to d concert tonight!!!

yes~!!! finally the day i've been looking forward for the past weeks....Pesta Malam Indon 3...featuring gigi, so7, dewa19,andra & the backbone & padi!!!!!
gosh...cant wait to lepak around at stadium...lepak with the vips (jadi usherettes later)..& hv the chance to see & enjoy the concert!!!

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

i'm looking around

yeap...i've been intensively looking around....

strying my best looking for an apartment / room / whatever it is...last week, my friends talking about getting a new place, as at the same time i also wished to looking for one. At 1st i really quite excited about it. But when it comes to who im living, to be honest im quite "carefull" cos my 2 friends here has been moving quite a lot for the past 1 year i get to know about them e.g: last year alone, they've been moving for 4 times!! So im quite sceptic about this part as im afraid they may not going to rent for long term.. haih

it seems like they are more interested looking for a flat (as it's rental cost around 750) but then...im do not wished to leave in a flat though...1 thing is small another is usually the security and the cleaniness of its surrounding is not that pleasant....

this morning, while talking to my "bus" mates...she informing that thr's 1 house at my current place which is looking for another housemates...also sarawakian (kenyah) she owned the house...but for sure my budget of RM300 doesn't meet her request (i hopefully it is not...) but then it is low rised condo...lagila confirm the small room rental is about RM450 la. haih...

well then, back to the 2nd paragraph, my friends suggest me to have a "real" talked with the 2 of them, should they really2 want to stay for long term...and it is budget of RM300/ mth is ok with themmm....huhuu...how?!?


p/s: i cant wait to see the outcome of the flyer / poster of PBM conference coming up this Friday...hopefully the output is OK. and another thing is i cant to to watch the PMI concert wuhuuu~~~ this saturday

Monday, June 8, 2009

zzz weekend

i've spend my last weekend mostly ZZZZ...ya i know for some people its a waste...but i really need it since for the last 5 weekdays i've been in terrrible hectic at work. Plus, the weather currently is extremely humid & HOT!!...until i only need 4 hours to get all my bajusss dried. that's how HOT it has been last weekend.

But then, i've not waste all the hours just ZZZ though, i get to finished up 2 "keep on pending" books now i only left 1 more book to go which im sure it will take another 2 weeks to finished (its not that thick though, just that im not a quick reader like most people) ;p

i was a little bit piss off when someone told me why im not claiming my thing which i did in church...honestly, i was shock to hear them to talk like that...as usual, im not going to argue this things with them...why things like this they also want to query...its not their money and most importantly it doesn't burden me at all. I was wondering is that each penny that they "give" they want it to be "claim" to be "acknowledge". when they talk about they want to "give" for this conference etc...its like they "proud" to show that they give...but in a way, i do feel that they very particular how the "give" is being used...so back to "TAK IKHLAS"...that's why i hardly willing to share / talk to them anything what i'm currently doing, as they will give their "own" wordly suggestion / ideas which is i don't understand why they've been so calculative of what being done...as if they are the biggest giver all this while. What i know, even the tiny amount given by a kid, but with willingness the kids give is worth much bigger that those braggers & calculative ppl. Bugging me to think why they have such thought. So sad to hear that. They like to give & contribute but at the end they like to be calculative abt what they give. Malas to think about that

yesterday, my churchmates having a houseblessing at their home. It's damn big & spacious (3 story house + 6 rooms + 2 living rooms) and it only cost RM1k per month!! worth it isnt it? i really hope i can get a good rate for my new room soon....

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Selamat Hari Gawai...

yeap...nadai pulai gawai taun tuk laban ka udah pulai taun lepas...jadi taun tuk aku semina pulai maya rami cina aja... *cehwah boleh tahan ka bahasa iban ku*

asai sedih gak laban nda ngambi cuti sampai gawai...dah ku pulai ari menua, bos nanya aku..so bakani cuti dik, enjoy ka? aku terus terang madah ka..."nda...laban nda cukup" ukai aku ka complaint laban ya nda meri lagipun bala kami ulih cuti bila2 masa nitih ka balance cuti ka bisi...bos tuk sigi ok, lalu ya nyaut "nama nda sambung cuti sampai hujung minggu deh"....ya sigi nda kisah nti aku ngambi cuti panjai pulai menua especially year end...puji Tuhan, bala bos ka aku report to semua nya understanding & manah. aku tuk pun satu gak..ingat ka nda cukup cuti laban ka ngingat ka konferensi ti ka datai & tambahka cuti ujung taun ilak engka nda cukup...tang dah aku check cuti aku minggu tuk tadi...paru-parunya aku agi bc tinggal 8 hari gik cuti (ish2...) nda ngachau...manah gak in case aku boring & tensen ulih ku ngambi cuti...plus taun depan bc projek besai ngau family...huhu~~surprise!!!

sari tuk mantal hari gawai..aku siko aja ba rumah, laban bala housemates semua pulai menua...Thank God ngau bteman ka laptop & "unsecure" wireless ba rumah...ulih ga aku online nda terlalu melayan perasaan yg sunyi ba rumah ditu.... ;p

Thursday, May 28, 2009

sien is the word for me 10 minutes before 530

i really don't have the mood to work at these few minutes to go...so go on write another post.

im thinking what to do this weekend...1 thing for sure, since i have the laptop with me so im going to online all night long this weekend...chitchat with my friends. Just received an email from company mentioning abt travelling offer which is inclusive of accomodation which seems quite nice! but then, thinking better save the $ for local travel la. plus should i need the money for my new crib, at least i have my backup thr.

i got few plans in mind for this year, except the driving license which is still pending, here's my list:
1. penang or pulau perhentian trip (probably in July / Aug)
2. small cipkai laptop (kononnya) by end of the year
3. wendy's - hmmm...until now i belum pernah pergi sana...
dats all at the moment....which i can plan of

while my confirm plans & activities:
1. PMI3 concert @ bukit jalil
2. sept : BM Diosis conference
3. nov : perak OA trip
4. Dec : HSH

i like travelling & doing activities...but need to get a few friends to accompany juga la...not that really lone ranger.

blog spotting & planning

i've been visiting one of my faculty lecturer's blog (well, not going to acknowledge myself in his blog though) as i don't think he knows who i am...as i only attends 1 class of his (scary class indeed) > back then...

then go & clicking some other people's blog...one of them write abt their last day in uni, last exam paper etc...i can't recall what i do for the last day in uni, the only memory that i have was that me & other housemates make a makan2 gathering with our neighbourhood (for being caring / take care us) while we we're staying at that particular lorong 3 ;p well, nothing much to think abt uni times...lost contact more than 1/2 of uni friends...but thank God, should we bump up with each other, we still acknowledge each other la.

for the past few days back in kch, i've been spent some hours online with FB...what delights me the most is able to keep track of my ex form 6 friends...who basically still recognizable. some still remained their cuteness (thr's 1 photo of my friend, a HE but the photo that he took makes his face so girly...till that particular picture becomes hot pic to be comment..) meet one of my favourite form 6 teacher too...still have her lovely looks. Wonder if she still remember me though (but she do add me in her list) sadly, couldn't log on FB at all at office & i don't have pc / laptop to online at home too. nvm la, its better not to get hook up with it.

Now, i'm in my mission looking for a new crib. Not that i don't accept / appreciate some invitations...just that, at this stage i prefer looking for my own crib (with private space)...try looking around the same areas. Hope that this time around, dear Lord will guide me as what HE has done before ;p

at least now, my worries (dad's birthday / bro slr camera ) settle...now, it's my own personal wants which im trying to fulfill...(a car license?) have the $$ so now looking at the best for a lesson. (ya, i know at this age, seems like im over the normal learning stage for that) nvm, i prefer to use my own earned money to get what i want.