culprit

U can easily know who's ur foe aka d culprit or wat so ever..

I hate this group of peeps....n im no longer like to hang out with them....annoyng, culprit.....only looks up to certain ppl.

I bought christmas gift for both...eventhough im already limited cash in hand....not a glance of gratitude...n yet d gift is still on d table untouch...unkeep...feels like want to throw it into rubbish eventhough it takes times for me to choose! Hate this type of so call fren...never appreciate ppl....

Some 'secret' they only keep to themselves...hello?!! Why x tell.d truth...is x a bad story to tell....as how u hate other ppl x tell their story, dats how i felt too! I don understand why there is certain thing only talking among them but not inform me abt it!....

Culprit......this is d last i share, i give.....dont want to be with this type of ppl!.....d culprit indeed...plus this lady who so call the good girl amng d peeps...is d most anoyying...when we all get together, only concentrate talking to her 'ibu'....if dats d case....better d 2 of u get together, rather than hanging out....annoying u....sorry, im just to piss off with ppl....dis is d last!

there you go

finally, i got the chance to eat @ my fav korean restaurant yesterday. While we celebrating our fren's farewell...later on went to book store & bought another 4 more new books to read!! great...

pussy n tintin

away from the noice, sounds & indecisive

away is better.

enjoy the trip yesterday - nice cosy german restaurant + nice movie outings (2 in a row). Lurve tintin animation (it looks so real) & lurve the script play by stephen.

holiday can't be better with a nice meal & nice show to watch. perfect!

good match

yesterday, i together with all ppl around Malaysia is watching the FB match with our long exist neighboring country. What a match indeed. the game played about 2 hours. 90mins normal round with tight score, followed by 30mins extra time (both team didn't manage to get extra score) until the most anticipated penalty kicks.

during that 2 hours, i was flipping, laying, kicking, screaming etc....what a stress game indeed.

am glad that the team managed to get the last penalty kick (even though it looks like the goalkeeper managed to control the ball)..., the ball still rolling...pheww~~~what a relieve...
hopefully after this games, it boost up the FB team's confidents & improved further in future games. Olympics? world Cup? nothing is impossible.

angin @ office

office people here today "very angin"....

-ve air in the office

i just HATE it...hate the way some ppl dealing with things so "dictator" ways...
im so NOT in the MOOD this week...

too quiet @ work

ever since the letter issue, now our office is very quiet....
- just because there some disagreement issue between the bosses
- now i think the employees will be more "silent" + "follow the boss" if you wished to cont "surviving" here

I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL

actually most of us don't like it. some quarter being dictator + too bossy towards us (marah saja2)...well that's what our bosses experience...even though we don't directly report to her...

haih...

i've been back home @ 7pm 3 days in a row

so glad to see the sun after work...even though now it is rainy season.
not really feeling well recently, can't bear to stay in office more than 6pm...just too tired to work...really need my break for this week...to refresh myself.

quite jealous with most people i know able to go back on time (even some can reach home @ 6pm!! everyday?) , while they during working hours (with longer lunch time - to go shopping, have a full blast lunch, time to have a snap zzz) while us here mostly, lunch time we really cherish it to have our 1/2 hour time to finish up our lunch while the 1/2 hour follow up the jobs which is pending to be replied / to work on. (note : with no extra income to pay up the additional time / energy)

Being in marketing field, it is quite tough... everyday we have deadlines. So whether you like it or not, you'll have to deliver it before deadlines...and that is why, we here mostly work more than 8 hours (to finished up the deadlines & to work out next plan). I think that's norm for corporate. our emails don't stop @5:30pm but it goes on until late at night...(one good thing i don't install BB @ home, so i don't work myself over night)

yesterday, i finally get myself start off with gems of life drama borrowed from clan...i've been borrowed it almost a year & im yet to finished up 10% of the series...need to finished it before end of the year (if possible) & return it to the owner (hopefully).

meet an old fren but not that close

Surprise2...
today, i was so lazy taking LRT to work...so decided to go with taxi this morning. Thank God, i get clean & new taxi this morning. Had some chat with the driver about some of taxi drivers create their own rules & association which supposedly only 1 association is allowed which is located at Kpg Baru. blah blah blah...

Suddenly...
when we stop at traffic light, i look to the right of the taxi, and i saw familiar car plate...and saw the old long time no see friend! ever since the incident, the old friend never approach the "community" anymore...well, that old friend never really know how to get along with people too...so that's the surprise of the day...

won't tell this to a "friend" of mine, or else that friend will get "excited" about it...hmmm...maybe that's the good thing about the incident, if that old friend never step away from the "community", i believe the "friend" still living in fantasy world of having that old friend as the 1..& thanks to the incident, the friend is back to reality & has open eyes to look at the joker in front (silently dating with each other)...

yes!!

i was weight @ 50kg in mid Oct...the heaviest weight i ever have...
so since then, i've reduce my food intake :no more heavy breakfast (just cereal + hot coffee) + have my normal lunch (less rice + fish as my main dish) + NO dinner (if im hungry just plain fruit ie. apple).

i went to penang on 21st Oct (food hunt but we walk a lot)...back from the trip, i managed to lose 1 kg! dat is so great...

now, 2nd week of Nov, i've lost another 1 kg...so now my weight is 48kg (still dangerously, just hope it won't go back another 1kg)...my wish is to get 44-45kg...so i still got lots of work to do...

some ppl who is not in my list of good to have ppl

that "she" -> the annoying colleague- yesterday...

"she" walk past my cubicle with her snobby walk & say..." you suck" -> in a so called kidding way (kononya)...i'm don't like people call me in not blessing way...just out of the blue, i just reply back "you too"...i bet she stunned for a while. if she walk by & say hello / good morning, i don't mind but if she walk by to say improper words just really makes her more annoying indeed.

1 more month to go

1 more month to go & it is year end...

so happy that this 2 weeks a lot of public holiday...eventhough it is a short leave but at least i can relax...

my shopping spree for this month :
1. hampers & gift for children sports day
2. my washing buddy
3. new box for my books (and i still got 6 more books yet to be read)

right after lunch, that PEACOCK colleague come to my place again for a help and claim that boss ask me to approved the thing...i say i won't do it cos i have no idea about the approve matters, i never received the email or what so ever, when i ask her, she also don't have the email either (duhhh?!) bengong punya budak...so i say again, i'm not going to signed anything just to finished your job as im don't have the authority to do so...and she just walk past me with her rolling eyes...(annoying colleague indeed)!!!

again ..i want to complaint

...ungrateful colleague at all

remember my post on Friday, dat colleague again, when ask for help, like talking as if im her staff...
when she've been helped...no thank you at all...

honestly don't like her at all...actually many doesn't..

im not invisible

what do you feel when you pass by your consider close friends (not just once but a few times) but being ignore of your presence?

i believe im not that invisible that you do not notice me at all...and what's more annoying when that close friend only stick / take note on certain individual. Anyway you're not that busy to say hi too isn't ? I don't mind if you prefer to chit the chat / stick to only a certain individual, but ignore people around you ? hey girl, i don't mind not to chit the chat either. Just don't like the attitude of selfish / no acknowledgement in friendship...as in you only like to talk to some people (85% you only talk to that particular person in a group, & you just ignore the story of others) or if there's any special occasion, you prepare & heading it so specially for that person while none of us experience the same preparation / treatment? helo?! what is the purpose of the fellowship?

i recall there was another incident, where by the 3 frens go for a shopping spree for a program (well, coming back looking "very tired & busy like" ) ask us in a directive way for us to help them to wrap the thing...& hv fellowship on their own & their facial expression as if we're not helping them at all...hello? do you need the whole team to accompany you for the shopping spree.

im not sure whether it is a liaising agenda...i would prefer a group of friends sharing the same story & the same song with everyone...if you want to share something between the 2 of you, don't share it in front of us & make other people invisible...

with this case, i unlikely to share any story even it matters & don't share anything, because it seems like everyone know somebody "secret" while me being the guessing part...now im feeling left out from the fellowship...why others know about their story & no one likes to share it with me...it is not a sad or not good to be told matters. when i ask, they giving answer like "what do you think" (with the expression they know something but don't want to tell)

don't be surprise if one day they received news that im getting engage / married / get a new job / going back to hometown for good tomorrow...no used to declaring as closed friends but keeping things from each other

i don't share with you either from now...i closed my case from now on.

aku panas

nincompoop la...if don't want to go bagi tau la awal2..
wait for her to "pray" la...after 1 hour the event start, she told that she don't want to go....

stupid...nvr thought about others...i want to go la siot...just because she don't have the ticket so she cause other people tak jadi pergi...apelahhhhhh

new retirement age

just last week, NA announced that the new retirement age will be 60...

i'm not pretty keen of the move because...

Looking at existing productivity by those after 50 @ my company is really pathetic (if we continue to have them around, just because the retirement is not 60) what a waste of sources to pay the unproductive staff (well not all are wasted at work) but mostly they are more keen towards stay at home...or else they just loitering at office reading novel (yes, i meant it at my previous office), doing part time sales (to earn extra money) even though their pay is already more than 1/2 of new grades...

just kasian with the fresh grads...now chances for them to get them jobs is getting lesser in future...HAIZ...no comment

i'm not in good mood today...im so angry

not sure whether it is hormone issue or wat so ever...i'm felt very angry today...

seems like a lot of things @ office does not comes comes easily....people just slowing things down / make things difficult. Tired of looking at my WIP list getting longer2. HATE IT

our "finance manager" which is so "geng" doing job compilation each time, & each time when ppl ask about their expenditure, that manager ask the people to get it from ME!!! STUPID BODOH ....i am so angry with him. if he keeps doing this, i shall copy the emails to my GM...who cares because that is not part of my job getting input for him, while he doing nothing at all.

i so pissed off...better don't fool around with me today.

aloha me

office politics
not my favorite part of work
you'll be join either or any side
(whether you like it or not)
try to show your productivity
rather show your popularity

I've keep myself quite
not to involve in any conflict
if they think they worth it
just let them think it that way themselves
just do my job & get it done in proper & RIGHT way

1 more day to go

1 more day to go...this friday, im on leave!!! yeay~~~ what shall i do for the weekend?

- most probably need to attend 1/2 day WFFC thingy...i do wish i don't need to attend though..but it is fun to see actually cos you won't see any of d acts live in Msia.
- i want to clear off my laundry (do i really need to buy washing machine?) i wanted to but i have other commitment need to be take care of...urghh i don't know
- i really need to have something to do this weekend...oklah...finally i know -> beautify my room la then...

things need to buy :
1. baju kurung? -> some office raya open day need to wear it...haih...im still looking
2. big box -> to put items inside for my room
3. kain -> to cover my room's closet which has no door
4. battery -> my living room clock is out of service
5. small baldi -> for the leaking pipe @ kitchen

just don't understand why the landlord don't bother to repair the leaking pipe...it is getting worsen...hate irresponsible...she don't ever think that if 1 of the pipe is leaking, it will cause other pipe to experience the same.

hair do

oh ya...i did my hair (for almost 3 months did not went to salon)...my grey hair was about 3cm long...gosh...felt old indeed.

plan to go derrick again...but thinking, MJ sure will be crowded...so i tried The Mall...
well my comment:
compare MJ & The mall
MJ : The hairstylist are more style la...their hair & clothing...up sikit...the work looks more professional...but they will introduce the best service with high price...so if you have a lot of $, can go for their advice...but you'll get satisfaction out of it.
The Mall : to be honest, the standard not according to MJ. the hairstylist hair...aiyo..a little bit like normal stylist hair...nothing that customer will whoa about. their work professional? OMG...can fight with each other in front of customer?! yeah...for real...not good la..but on the hair...still ok la...but not as good as MJ though.

so i dye my hair BLACK...no chance for other colors as i seldom go for salon for touch up...at least black is the only & best color to hide the grey. with treatment...& i've revive my hair...phew