CheL's story telling

culprit

2012-01-07T15:03:00.002+05:00

U can easily know who's ur foe aka d culprit or wat so ever..

I hate this group of peeps....n im no longer like to hang out with them....annoyng, culprit.....only looks up to certain ppl.

I bought christmas gift for both...eventhough im already limited cash in hand....not a glance of gratitude...n yet d gift is still on d table untouch...unkeep...feels like want to throw it into rubbish eventhough it takes times for me to choose! Hate this type of so call fren...never appreciate ppl....

Some 'secret' they only keep to themselves...hello?!! Why x tell.d truth...is x a bad story to tell....as how u hate other ppl x tell their story, dats how i felt too! I don understand why there is certain thing only talking among them but not inform me abt it!....

Culprit......this is d last i share, i give.....dont want to be with this type of ppl!.....d culprit indeed...plus this lady who so call the good girl amng d peeps...is d most anoyying...when we all get together, only concentrate talking to her 'ibu'....if dats d case....better d 2 of u get together, rather than hanging out....annoying u....sorry, im just to piss off with ppl....dis is d last!

there you go

2011-12-01T08:34:00.001+05:00

finally, i got the chance to eat @ my fav korean restaurant yesterday. While we celebrating our fren's farewell...later on went to book store & bought another 4 more new books to read!! great...

pussy n tintin

2011-11-29T10:40:00.002+05:00

away from the noice, sounds & indecisive

away is better.

enjoy the trip yesterday - nice cosy german restaurant + nice movie outings (2 in a row). Lurve tintin animation (it looks so real) & lurve the script play by stephen.

holiday can't be better with a nice meal & nice show to watch. perfect!

good match

2011-11-22T13:35:00.002+05:00

yesterday, i together with all ppl around Malaysia is watching the FB match with our long exist neighboring country. What a match indeed. the game played about 2 hours. 90mins normal round with tight score, followed by 30mins extra time (both team didn't manage to get extra score) until the most anticipated penalty kicks.

during that 2 hours, i was flipping, laying, kicking, screaming etc....what a stress game indeed.

am glad that the team managed to get the last penalty kick (even though it looks like the goalkeeper managed to control the ball)..., the ball still rolling...pheww~~~what a relieve...
hopefully after this games, it boost up the FB team's confidents & improved further in future games. Olympics? world Cup? nothing is impossible.

angin @ office

2011-11-21T09:21:00.002+05:00

office people here today "very angin"....

-ve air in the office

2011-11-18T11:24:00.002+05:00

i just HATE it...hate the way some ppl dealing with things so "dictator" ways...
im so NOT in the MOOD this week...

too quiet @ work

2011-11-17T13:08:00.002+05:00

ever since the letter issue, now our office is very quiet....
- just because there some disagreement issue between the bosses
- now i think the employees will be more "silent" + "follow the boss" if you wished to cont "surviving" here

I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL

actually most of us don't like it. some quarter being dictator + too bossy towards us (marah saja2)...well that's what our bosses experience...even though we don't directly report to her...

haih...

i've been back home @ 7pm 3 days in a row

2011-11-15T08:48:00.002+05:00

so glad to see the sun after work...even though now it is rainy season.
not really feeling well recently, can't bear to stay in office more than 6pm...just too tired to work...really need my break for this week...to refresh myself.

quite jealous with most people i know able to go back on time (even some can reach home @ 6pm!! everyday?) , while they during working hours (with longer lunch time - to go shopping, have a full blast lunch, time to have a snap zzz) while us here mostly, lunch time we really cherish it to have our 1/2 hour time to finish up our lunch while the 1/2 hour follow up the jobs which is pending to be replied / to work on. (note : with no extra income to pay up the additional time / energy)

Being in marketing field, it is quite tough... everyday we have deadlines. So whether you like it or not, you'll have to deliver it before deadlines...and that is why, we here mostly work more than 8 hours (to finished up the deadlines & to work out next plan). I think that's norm for corporate. our emails don't stop @5:30pm but it goes on until late at night...(one good thing i don't install BB @ home, so i don't work myself over night)

yesterday, i finally get myself start off with gems of life drama borrowed from clan...i've been borrowed it almost a year & im yet to finished up 10% of the series...need to finished it before end of the year (if possible) & return it to the owner (hopefully).

meet an old fren but not that close

2011-11-14T05:47:00.002+05:00

Surprise2...
today, i was so lazy taking LRT to work...so decided to go with taxi this morning. Thank God, i get clean & new taxi this morning. Had some chat with the driver about some of taxi drivers create their own rules & association which supposedly only 1 association is allowed which is located at Kpg Baru. blah blah blah...

Suddenly...
when we stop at traffic light, i look to the right of the taxi, and i saw familiar car plate...and saw the old long time no see friend! ever since the incident, the old friend never approach the "community" anymore...well, that old friend never really know how to get along with people too...so that's the surprise of the day...

won't tell this to a "friend" of mine, or else that friend will get "excited" about it...hmmm...maybe that's the good thing about the incident, if that old friend never step away from the "community", i believe the "friend" still living in fantasy world of having that old friend as the 1..& thanks to the incident, the friend is back to reality & has open eyes to look at the joker in front (silently dating with each other)...

yes!!

2011-11-11T10:52:00.002+05:00

i was weight @ 50kg in mid Oct...the heaviest weight i ever have...
so since then, i've reduce my food intake :no more heavy breakfast (just cereal + hot coffee) + have my normal lunch (less rice + fish as my main dish) + NO dinner (if im hungry just plain fruit ie. apple).

i went to penang on 21st Oct (food hunt but we walk a lot)...back from the trip, i managed to lose 1 kg! dat is so great...

now, 2nd week of Nov, i've lost another 1 kg...so now my weight is 48kg (still dangerously, just hope it won't go back another 1kg)...my wish is to get 44-45kg...so i still got lots of work to do...

some ppl who is not in my list of good to have ppl

2011-11-09T06:52:00.002+05:00

that "she" -> the annoying colleague- yesterday...

"she" walk past my cubicle with her snobby walk & say..." you suck" -> in a so called kidding way (kononya)...i'm don't like people call me in not blessing way...just out of the blue, i just reply back "you too"...i bet she stunned for a while. if she walk by & say hello / good morning, i don't mind but if she walk by to say improper words just really makes her more annoying indeed.

1 more month to go

2011-11-01T06:35:00.002+05:00

1 more month to go & it is year end...

so happy that this 2 weeks a lot of public holiday...eventhough it is a short leave but at least i can relax...

my shopping spree for this month :
1. hampers & gift for children sports day
2. my washing buddy
3. new box for my books (and i still got 6 more books yet to be read)

right after lunch, that PEACOCK colleague come to my place again for a help and claim that boss ask me to approved the thing...i say i won't do it cos i have no idea about the approve matters, i never received the email or what so ever, when i ask her, she also don't have the email either (duhhh?!) bengong punya budak...so i say again, i'm not going to signed anything just to finished your job as im don't have the authority to do so...and she just walk past me with her rolling eyes...(annoying colleague indeed)!!!

again ..i want to complaint

2011-10-31T14:44:00.002+05:00

...ungrateful colleague at all

remember my post on Friday, dat colleague again, when ask for help, like talking as if im her staff...
when she've been helped...no thank you at all...

honestly don't like her at all...actually many doesn't..

im not invisible

2011-10-31T09:30:00.002+05:00

what do you feel when you pass by your consider close friends (not just once but a few times) but being ignore of your presence?

i believe im not that invisible that you do not notice me at all...and what's more annoying when that close friend only stick / take note on certain individual. Anyway you're not that busy to say hi too isn't ? I don't mind if you prefer to chit the chat / stick to only a certain individual, but ignore people around you ? hey girl, i don't mind not to chit the chat either. Just don't like the attitude of selfish / no acknowledgement in friendship...as in you only like to talk to some people (85% you only talk to that particular person in a group, & you just ignore the story of others) or if there's any special occasion, you prepare & heading it so specially for that person while none of us experience the same preparation / treatment? helo?! what is the purpose of the fellowship?

i recall there was another incident, where by the 3 frens go for a shopping spree for a program (well, coming back looking "very tired & busy like" ) ask us in a directive way for us to help them to wrap the thing...& hv fellowship on their own & their facial expression as if we're not helping them at all...hello? do you need the whole team to accompany you for the shopping spree.

im not sure whether it is a liaising agenda...i would prefer a group of friends sharing the same story & the same song with everyone...if you want to share something between the 2 of you, don't share it in front of us & make other people invisible...

with this case, i unlikely to share any story even it matters & don't share anything, because it seems like everyone know somebody "secret" while me being the guessing part...now im feeling left out from the fellowship...why others know about their story & no one likes to share it with me...it is not a sad or not good to be told matters. when i ask, they giving answer like "what do you think" (with the expression they know something but don't want to tell)

don't be surprise if one day they received news that im getting engage / married / get a new job / going back to hometown for good tomorrow...no used to declaring as closed friends but keeping things from each other

i don't share with you either from now...i closed my case from now on.

aku panas

2011-10-28T13:11:00.002+05:00

nincompoop la...if don't want to go bagi tau la awal2..
wait for her to "pray" la...after 1 hour the event start, she told that she don't want to go....

stupid...nvr thought about others...i want to go la siot...just because she don't have the ticket so she cause other people tak jadi pergi...apelahhhhhh

new retirement age

2011-10-12T09:44:00.003+05:00

just last week, NA announced that the new retirement age will be 60...

i'm not pretty keen of the move because...

Looking at existing productivity by those after 50 @ my company is really pathetic (if we continue to have them around, just because the retirement is not 60) what a waste of sources to pay the unproductive staff (well not all are wasted at work) but mostly they are more keen towards stay at home...or else they just loitering at office reading novel (yes, i meant it at my previous office), doing part time sales (to earn extra money) even though their pay is already more than 1/2 of new grades...

just kasian with the fresh grads...now chances for them to get them jobs is getting lesser in future...HAIZ...no comment

i'm not in good mood today...im so angry

2011-10-03T11:44:00.003+05:00

not sure whether it is hormone issue or wat so ever...i'm felt very angry today...

seems like a lot of things @ office does not comes comes easily....people just slowing things down / make things difficult. Tired of looking at my WIP list getting longer2. HATE IT

our "finance manager" which is so "geng" doing job compilation each time, & each time when ppl ask about their expenditure, that manager ask the people to get it from ME!!! STUPID BODOH ....i am so angry with him. if he keeps doing this, i shall copy the emails to my GM...who cares because that is not part of my job getting input for him, while he doing nothing at all.

i so pissed off...better don't fool around with me today.

aloha me

2011-09-20T06:34:00.002+05:00

office politics
not my favorite part of work
you'll be join either or any side
(whether you like it or not)
try to show your productivity
rather show your popularity

I've keep myself quite
not to involve in any conflict
if they think they worth it
just let them think it that way themselves
just do my job & get it done in proper & RIGHT way

1 more day to go

2011-09-14T06:02:00.002+05:00

1 more day to go...this friday, im on leave!!! yeay~~~ what shall i do for the weekend?

- most probably need to attend 1/2 day WFFC thingy...i do wish i don't need to attend though..but it is fun to see actually cos you won't see any of d acts live in Msia.
- i want to clear off my laundry (do i really need to buy washing machine?) i wanted to but i have other commitment need to be take care of...urghh i don't know
- i really need to have something to do this weekend...oklah...finally i know -> beautify my room la then...

things need to buy :
1. baju kurung? -> some office raya open day need to wear it...haih...im still looking
2. big box -> to put items inside for my room
3. kain -> to cover my room's closet which has no door
4. battery -> my living room clock is out of service
5. small baldi -> for the leaking pipe @ kitchen

just don't understand why the landlord don't bother to repair the leaking pipe...it is getting worsen...hate irresponsible...she don't ever think that if 1 of the pipe is leaking, it will cause other pipe to experience the same.

hair do

2011-09-05T06:22:00.002+05:00

oh ya...i did my hair (for almost 3 months did not went to salon)...my grey hair was about 3cm long...gosh...felt old indeed.

plan to go derrick again...but thinking, MJ sure will be crowded...so i tried The Mall...
well my comment:
compare MJ & The mall
MJ : The hairstylist are more style la...their hair & clothing...up sikit...the work looks more professional...but they will introduce the best service with high price...so if you have a lot of $, can go for their advice...but you'll get satisfaction out of it.
The Mall : to be honest, the standard not according to MJ. the hairstylist hair...aiyo..a little bit like normal stylist hair...nothing that customer will whoa about. their work professional? OMG...can fight with each other in front of customer?! yeah...for real...not good la..but on the hair...still ok la...but not as good as MJ though.

so i dye my hair BLACK...no chance for other colors as i seldom go for salon for touch up...at least black is the only & best color to hide the grey. with treatment...& i've revive my hair...phew

sept is here

2011-09-05T05:51:00.003+05:00

haha...just notice i did not post much recently...eg in august only 1 post. phew~~

nothing much to catch up...but last month, i have nice & beautiful 1 week holiday...after it has been a while i did not take any holiday after my June's trip. my next holiday will be in Oct (ladies' get away)...urghhh i just can't wait for the trip.

last aug, me & frens went to 3 days 2 nites @ Blue lagoon PD. Nice place for relaxation if you're not the typical fussy type...Well for me? im ok with it eventhough we have blackout on the 2nd nite (BBQ & fellowship in the dark) well...how frequent you have such incident right?

the next day, we went to melaka for a day trip...reach dataran pahlawan & went for a 3D Final destination movie. heart crunching movie indeed. later we went on sesat again...till we found out that the stall is not open...& we went to the next stall which take ages to deliver the food. then off to kl & reach home about 12 midnight ++

then the next day (1 sept), we supposed to join our church picnic but could not manage it as we were too tired after the long journey. but later in the evening, we went to sendayang (hopefully i name it right) the place is near UIA for our own BBQ...the river is ok...quite clean

well, got to work...im happy with my holiday...less to say, can't wait Oct to come.

August 2011 is here

2011-08-01T08:53:00.002+05:00

yeap... just 4 months from now comes the year end of 2011! phew~

just some quick update of my last week activity:
- monday : makan2 @ office in conjuction it was the last week before the muslim celebrate their puasa
- Tuesday - Wednesday : normal (i think 1 of the day, i went home very2 early because not feeling well) slept early but wake up late (dozed off for a long period i think)
- Thursday : out from office very early (cun-cun 5:30pm) went to watch msa vs sg football match. im quite pissed off with sg as they just don't play fair game (keep on falling like a sissy). But overall it was a great time for us. 1st time watch football match (for real)...dont want to compare football match btwn well known football club...i imagine it like sky & earth.
- Friday: again...free makan2!! i think i went back early (i think) so not in good mood as one of HM seems want to find flaws in me (aku pun tak ingin)
-Saturday : house cleaning!!! but did not manage to wash my cloth (kuang3)...in door for the whole day...not in the mood to gai2...preparing sunday school materials
-Sunday : went to church & duty as sunday school class (much more organized as we're in our own room...without any unnecessary disturbance even though they denied it.) went to PC & straight back home...don't want go gai2 (sogo too crowded) & for sure it will take more than 1 hour just hanging around without purpose of what to buy...so i back home early & doozed off till 7pm...& great thing is i got the chance to eat KOLOMEE (can't finished it all..)

i'll be there

2011-07-25T12:51:00.002+05:00

this coming Thursday, there will be a football match between my home country with singapore!!
im getting 3 grand stand tickets!...never been to a football match before...it's gonna be fun fun fun

da most unproductive monday so far

2011-07-25T11:19:00.002+05:00

today...monday...is the most unproductive monday for me...i hardly manage to finish 10 items...feel bad to myself (it is just so NOT me)

but i can't really concentrate my work today cos i really feel sleepy & dizzy (on panadol diet)...it seems like my brain not working / not waking yet. Thank God, today i hv no meetings so at least i can put my brain on "silent" mode....tomorrow will be off to Melaka for brand audit / inspection. at least can relax la.

yesterday meeting...BIG people giving irrational / emotional feedback to other people...i believe it is ok if you want to give advice, but BE INTELLIGENT in your words. GOSH...if normal human, the way they give advice really can create hitting scenes. well...it is understandable, looking at who they deal with in their daily life (kemonlah...learn to be diplomatic & respect other people, not because you're LEGEND / senior, you can bark what / however you want)

updating my resume

2011-07-12T07:19:00.001+05:00

starting today, i want to update my resume...
its time already, this year is my 5th year...
need to put in new color to my belt...

happening weekend?

2011-07-11T10:54:00.002+05:00

last week, most of KV residents stays at home (away from unnecessary problem)...and im one of them stays at home.

woke up quite early yesterday @ 8:30am for weekends...
- start to clean up the living room & my sweet crib (almost 3 hours job)
- dipping my cloth for "hand wash" !!! almost 95% of my cloth managed to be washed ---thumbs up to myself
- mini movie with my housemates
- then my friends come visiting to our house for stay over...yeah~~the more the merrier (watch movie again)
- help one of my friend do pedicure (wakakka...bling2)
- home cook!! slurppy

next saturday, its going to be ALL OUT day!
- my company is having an event start at noon...
- in the evening, will having church anniversary...SO NERVOUS!...But i know its going to be fun anniversary.

new gadget!!!

2011-06-25T14:39:00.002+05:00

yeap...after having hard time to find a time to do survey / gai-gai...

today! finally i got the chance to survet it & bought it!!!

i bought an HP...hehe...last i bought my hp was 5 years ago (using my scholarship gift) ;p
now i bought it with my "merit" gift ...

ok...i hvt really explore it & i nvr use a smart phone b4...so will explore it from now on.
i bought xperia-x10...heheh for RM1500 not sure whether the price is good enough or not...but eventualy 2 months for now, the price will getting lower anyhow...so no hal la...pejam sebelah mata saja.

Thank you Lord, for the gift!

shoutout

2011-06-03T08:28:00.002+05:00

have you notice that sometime the shoutout by your "friend" in FB / Twt sometimes can be irritating / annoying...well, the main purpose to gain people's attention...eg: "hmmm...i want to go genting, no body want to bring me"...."urhhhh...i got something something from my husband (whereby they are not married yet, not even enggaged)" pity indeed...when their friends responds, they just denied it & responds badly to their comment ..."APA KES?"

wants to get people attention but stupidly reply badly to people...that's why i makes so felt irritating with their shoutout ....respect your friend, respect yourself...these kind of shoutout, i never like to entertain...

not in the mood read my working email

2011-06-03T07:44:00.002+05:00

am so MALAS read my working email....hopefully nothing serious about it.

hate to look into it after previous week, having hard time to face the "urgency" which not related to my team at all...but being force to look in to it...just because the other team did not do their work & when the things doesn't work, FORCE us to settle it. haiz.

lost it & hopefully found it

2011-06-02T11:41:00.002+05:00

last 2 days ago, helped my dad to pay cc....& today, tot want to give back the card & the bank ini receipt...& notice the card is NOT with me...only the receipt. i believe i take out the card & keep it together with the receipt. trying HARD to think where the card is... my dad called the cc to blocked the card. I really hope it does not fall to irresponsible hands...Lord, guide me & give me insight where i've put it... hmmmm

ok...talk about my bro convocation

2011-05-14T06:31:00.002+05:00

this year, THANK GOD, my bro's convocation is held at PICC (no more at PWTC)...too crowded...

so here, what i like about PICC:
1. Toilet very clean (spacious) & easy to find
2. concourse area also big (easy breathing)...not like last time ( all family members & graduate struggle to find a place to stand & getting sweaty because of the heat)...but @ PICC it is just nice
3. space for "uninvited" family members to sit ...unlike last time, i having hard time to find a place to sit & rest (while waiting the ceremony to end)
4. i can ONLINE for FREE...having free wifi @ "restaurant"...so at least i can occupy my time surfing for my next holiday trip @ Penang...love it...with cozy seat, air condition just at the right tempreture & the wifi quite good too

just a downside for PICC:
1. the "restaurant" ....aiyoyo...the food serve doesn't seems like a restaurant standard...more like canteen (or less) why i said that?!? limited choice of hot drinks / cold drinks (either teh o or teh susu)...limited choice of food (no comment about it)...limited plates...aiyoyo...

but overall the "restaurant" surrounding very comfy & you can view some part of putrajaya buildings (just that, recently kl is having quite heavy haze...so can't really see the building afar & of course can't take good picture)...

PICC great to go for convocation & events...

on the other hand, thank God my bro have his own transport...if not, having some difficulty to travel far...

it is me...mine bday!

2011-05-14T06:22:00.002+05:00

today is my bday...thank you Lord for giving me another new day...healthy & feel good
and today is my brother's degree convocation (so cun rite?)

not sure where to go for dinner tonight...but for sure, hunting for fast delivery food!!
now...talk about yesterday, my close friends held a "surprise" party for me...i was at living room just came back from puchong...then suddently this whole bunch of friends came out & sing bday song...nah...im not that easy to cry cry...but during prayers, i felt bless because beside celebrate it with my friends, i have both my parents & brother to be there as well...2011 bday...a beatiful one...

if it is not because my bro's convocation, i think i've plan for a trip somewhere else...lone ranger trip again like last year...well it doesn't seems to be like it...overall i'm blessed.

thank you to my parents, my bro, my frens for being there & support me all this while...

p/s: they missed count my bday candle (less 1) hehe...im ok with it. haha

my view of new budget airline

2011-04-25T06:01:00.002+05:00

last weekend, i was on board with the latest budget airline in the country...

Pro side :
1. phew, it is located at klia, so the waiting room / check in counter is much more organized & comfortable than the L (Thank God, i've manage to check in, as i was really rushing to the airport, arrive exactly at 8pm whereby my flight will fly at 8:45pm...really Thank God.)
2. AGAIN another phew...from the outlook, the outlook of the plane is similar to the A...not like another aircraft which fly locally in west...(with its propeller side by side - scary view of small aircraft)

Cons side :
1. The steward & stewardess unifom is not really charming (unlike its mother M or its rival A)...orange + light brown...quite dull though...if the lady scarf is full bright orange & not stripy orange print would be much better...& for the guys, not the vest?!!?! i believe they would prefer wearing the full coat / blazzer like the M & A...it really looks like waiter uniform. Better change & have a new uniform...
2. the stewardess hair do...Oh my Oh my...i know i myself not good at hairdo...but in both my trip, the ladies have different style of hair do...different style of hair piece (so old school)...not standardization at all... aloorr...mana itu grooming manager ya? so kesian these people.

Summary :
For some people may ask, why i make a fuss over their outlook...here's my 1 & only justification:
It's airline industry...not normal small retail shop at pasar malam...you'll meet different country / nationality on board..must give good impression ma...

is she bis* or just numb

2011-04-04T09:45:00.003+05:00

saturday night, received sms from my xhousemate, mentioning there are a few items left @ the old house.
i mention i x need those things, im not using it anyways...should they want it they can keep it, destroy it or give it to others. there are some items which this girl ("relative"), which i bought for her since she just arrived kl, so right now, she got her own things & wants to give it back...well, im ok with it...but why can't she talk to me HERSELF & need to go through my xhousemate?

she even x come yesterday to pass the items...dono what kind of thinking she having...is that how their family are...(take what ever people give, then when they not using it, just pass it to other people, without even have the courtesy to meet & pass back the items)...im not plan to have those things back, cos i've bought those things for her since she moved in the old house.

im just don't understand her mind...weird. never talk & i can felt she struggling in her somehow.

that's why i moved out, cos i don't want her to be felt i control her (eventhough i never control in what so ever in her private life). just i don't like her way of not telling people things & doesn't have the courtesy of a "relative"...still recalling when i moved out the house, she can just "sleep" / "doozed" herself in the living room without even bother to help / ask....only then i approach her to talk then she "sort of" aware to talk...

weird people indeed.

how is it

2011-03-28T19:22:00.000+05:00

choo choo train

2011-03-24T19:29:00.002+05:00

yahoo...this weekend will try latest public transport offered by KTM...EXPRESS TRAIN...

Can't wait & am excited about it.

will update about this for sure.

light weight travel again

2011-03-22T06:16:00.002+05:00

this week i will be at Ipoh...

now need to prepare the TO DO list. Thank God, my fren also going back to her hometown too...so can follow her go there & back to KL.

this year, no more super black now...plan to go for brown oriented. but still surveying which suits me..just have no time on my own during weekends...last weekend i spend whole day @ home, resting myself (after 2 weeks of non stop late night discussion & outstation)

Thank you Lord...for the guidance & your BIG help

2011-03-18T07:38:00.002+05:00

i'm so glad & happy that the "nightmare" of preparing budget proposal for bosses to approved.
after 2 weeks of struggling to provide the report that the bosses wanted. so tedious!

recall, how we've been meet up with the bosses 2 times for the past 2 weeks, seeing their unhappy faces & argument on budget allocation & question which we're unprepared at that moment...it was so...so frustrating

but im glad & thankful ^.^

as along the way, i do learn a lot of new things in reporting & slide presentation (note : not how to present to the bosses, but how to put the slides according to bosses requirement) and 1 thing what delights me, to see the happy face on the bosses (finally they also feel "lega" / relieve that it is finally over) & the papers also have been shown to CEO too... ^.^ yes CEO!!...

but honestly i can't do this all by myself if not from bosses help & their encouragement. Thank you Lord for the opportunity.

"cute" tone

2011-03-06T16:03:00.003+05:00

this morning, i've been wake up & dooze off (numerous times)...so tired...

then my fren call, i was SHOCK to hear my own voice...so out of tune...i nearly lost my voice...if there's karaeoke session for sure i can't even sing the normal key...oh no, now i know how it feel talking with no sound came out from ur mouth...it doesn't hurt when you talk but you just lost your voice...

it must be due to hard coughing & stay in aircondition environment for so long...in office for more than 12 hours, in hotel ...oh no...

tonight im going to meet my fren & stay over night with her @ hotel..its gonna be very tiring & i may be late to work...nvm, my bos won't mind...not that i have meeting in the morning...

i really hope that the budget thingy will come to an end...with no more "bosses" not happy with the report structure (why can't they tell in advance what sort of report that they want 1st before boombard us during the meeting) so not supportive at all. because of these bosses of not helping me & my unit bosses get sick & headache recently...it just not worth to fight over cos the bosses will nvr understand the purpose & why it cost so much...branding for them is not $ generating...yeah right...then don't display any logo / brand name to your product see how you going to sell your product. so arrogant...

like what my bos say "watever"....im going to enjoy my night with nice supper with my friends in whatever condition im in.

weekend at kuantan

2011-03-05T16:43:00.002+05:00

this week im @ kuantan for an event & brand audit...reached Kuantan @ 11pm & check in hotel just in time for me to dozzed off...

this morning saturday, went to state office for brand audit...kind of pity with the state a lot of insufficient items for display & show case...that's why audit is important for us to share the info with management (provided the management take in action for it)

for the event, good crowd for fans activation...just that for the sales, not so good due to the comers are not the decision makers (its not buying souvenirs - one off)

overall, i hope i've give the right advice & assistance (where necessary)

my migration

2011-02-27T17:59:00.002+05:00

i've finally moved out..after nearly 1 year of searching, doubting whether should i move or not...most importantly currently i hv a "niece" staying with me (we share room)...

i don't really know her...cos i never meet her before, only met her once during my cuz convo. having communication difficulty cos she "really really really" quite...at first i thought she just quite person...1 question i ask, she just asnwer that, and no other question come from her. (no "interactive" 2 way communication)

Well, im not the talkative type, can't expect me to do the talking all the time. Plus my work rite now, really tiring me, i only back from office after 8:30pm. can't expect me to have smiley face & lots of "gossip" to chat about (like others)...so eventually i also having limited time / opportunity to get to know her.

well, i've made my effort to get to know her, but she hardly hv the effort to ... can't expect to spend the time...as im used to have "quite time" of me thinking what's next plan to do.

i've moved out last week *with last minute of inform..* but i hv inform housemate that i'll pay next month fee + no refund of my deposit as i've decided to move out last minute. Now, i hv move out, to my own room much spacious...my own space

sleepy monday

2011-02-14T06:58:00.001+05:00

am really sleepy rite now...not that i did not get enough sleep (i've slept on sunday evening arnd 3pm - 6pm) & at night 11:45pm...that's consider early yo...wake up @ 7am

my shopping list aka wish list

2011-02-10T05:51:00.007+05:00

here's my shopping list :
1. face moisturizer (done) = olay moisturiser cream
2. body lotion (done) = garnier body nutri repair milk lotion
3. my working beg -> big enough to carry my hp mini ;p
4. plug extension -> future crib
5. window fabric -> future crib
6. toiletries -> future crib
7. TV -> future crib : budget at RM400 not sure it is enough or not? 2nd hand?
8. washing machine -> future crib : budget at RM600 - RM700 (auto)
9. new hp -> future me ;p my current one getting out of batt within 1 day...mostly aiming at E72 (due to its slim feature)
10. my hp mini fan -> current one is not cooling at all

that's as of now

whoa...im listing it like i'm on "durian runtuh" mode...as if

uhhhh...quite excited with my future crib...

this valentine, i'll be having "candle light dinner" with the management on BUDGET ALLOCATION....(haih)....hope no cat fighting

good news is good

2011-02-08T10:50:00.003+05:00

recently, i received surprising news from 2 frens...not about the wedding news of old mates (that's norm at this stage) but about something else, which i've been long for it LOOOOONGGGG time ago and the time finally arrived.

i've decided that i'll go for it. since that's where i feel much comfortable & not "pek chek" with coverCHICAS.

i'm quite straight forward, when i don't like certain things, you don't ever think you can force / manipulate me to get involve....i will stay away & do my own things without any attention to get to know the coverCHICAS are planning / goshiting abt. As it doesn't give me any extra marks / benefit (spiritually & mentally) for me.

just pray that everything goes well. i even got my dad's opinion, and he is agree with me.

my mini hp ... after 3 days...

2011-01-31T11:48:00.006+05:00

ok...currently im back to my home town...home sweet home (so serene indeed)

so, since the blackish case of my mini, i went again googling about the pc problem...really hard to find the solution...until i found this site..it says to take out the bateri & hold on the "on" button for 60sec for the system to "recalculate" smthing which i have no idea abt it. so i try...and put out the bateri, & later put back the bateri & hold on the "on" button for 60 sec again...

and then...WALLLAA....i see colors on my screen!!! no more blackish like just now...but then...this is how it looks like *taken from my mobile

see the screen? it has the colors...but then it's not normal screen view that i usually get...it get pixelated...and the colors are totally wrong...aiyoyo...i try applications just to check whether it is workable or not. Thank goodness everything is ok...just the screen totally OUT~

try out the system restore program...and run it...but it still the same screen came out...but at least i see colors on my screen even though it is not the rightcolor & still not normal.

so, back in hometown, i was about the show to my dad how's my screen looks like...wallla~~~

it back to normal indeed (no kidding), no more pixelated color, the color is back to normal...how miracle indeed!!

so now, not sure why the mini get "confuse" a few days ago...but, im so glad & thankful it back to normal now...

and im using it right now ;p

my mini hp

2011-01-26T11:54:00.002+05:00

huhu...my mini hp have problem since yesterday evening

i on the mini & suddenly the screen went weird & black ouuuut!
i've on & off the mini & it still didn't work until today...

gosh...so fed up
hopefully it is not something serious, could not find the solution online...

i've try it with projector @ work...i can see my screen on it...but my own mini screen is totally black blank...
so sakitnyerrr hati...

how aa?
the warranty card is back in hometown...luckily im goin back this weekend...hope the warranty is inclusive what ever problem the mini the having...

haih...

home made play dough...nice

2011-01-24T07:58:00.004+05:00

2 weeks ago, i've promised the kids to bring play dough for them to play...

so last saturday, i went online & look for home made play dough recipe ( i know it can be done with flour...but not sure how to do it). if i bough the ready made dough it will very expensive (4 colors + weight abt 100 gsm it will cost about RM21.++) not worth it too since the number of kids in the class for sure i need at least 12 of it..

here's the recipe :
1. 2 cups of flour
2. 1 cup of water
3. 2 cup of salt
4. 2 teaspoon of cooking oil
5. food coloring of your choice

Step 1 : pour in the flour, salt, water, cooking oil in a bowl & stir it until it is all blend well
Step 2 : put the mixture in a pan & minimal heat + continue to stir the mixture (about 10mins) until it is almost fluffy (when you touch the mixture, it is less moisture) - don't get it too long, or else the mixture become harden
Step 3 : take out the mixture into a flat pan / chopping board (friendly reminder to put a plastic above it to avoid the mixture gets attached to the pan / board)...knead "uli" the mixture until it is soft & feels like a play dough..
Step 4 : to put in coloring > make a few ball from the mixture, press a small hole on it & drop little mini food coloring in it & continue to knead it until the color is well blend...wallla...you've done it!
Step 5 : to store it, you can keep it in air tight container / plastic...keep it in refrigerator when not in use...

you know what, it just cost me less than RM10 to buy the ingredients with the food coloring...and the amount is much more & safe for kids to play too ;p

i've done it on 1st attempt & success
and kids enjoy it

new job scope / new responsibilities

2011-01-24T06:35:00.002+05:00

last saturday, we having an agm...the turn up not so encouraging (lesser than last year) & mostly the arrivals are youngsters (was expecting more family to join)

the agm went well with some explanation on 2011 mission & vision, and the most uptight hour is during the "election"...the chairman requested that the secretary & treasurer to be remain as it is but with slight amendment. As the secretary have other commitment which require her weekends & hours to spent on it, so she have inform the chairman earlier...so the chairman decided that the replacement will be me (without new election) -> well, im not sure it is well accepted by all...but anyhow, accepted it with "the surprise element".

this year there will be additional 4 portfolio..so we need to choose 12 AJK for 2011...quite tough to choose 12 names...quite surprise to see some new names (in which they just arrived a few weeks) and their name being suggested..not that we against new comers. but at least, let them get to know the ministry (as different place will have different style) as don't want the old situation happen whereby they don't get the "respect" that they get back at their old place & get frustrated later on. as i said earlier to a group before "we tend to choose our own friend, without knowing whether their able & will take the responsibilities but only "we think" they are able...sought God's guidance in decision making is the best"

how was it lately?

2011-01-21T20:21:00.003+05:00

lately? it has been fun...fun at work...cos i get to do different things...not like previously concentrate doing the old report ( i get bored of doing it)...just that, having currently doing different type of job, i tend to get "lost" of what i need to do next...

i like this new division cos it involve fun & entertainment plus can learn management thinking / skill (eg. cut cost) i learn a lot from the meetings especially with the big bosses,of how they put in their ideas, & how "powerful" if should any of the staff having any difficultyof getting information, the BOSS will "get the way" to sort the things out.

oh ya, today for the 1st time in my life, i try yee sang on agency treat...not nice...not as per my imagination of the taste...maybe due to it is not fresh meat with babs (haih)...but bersyukur got FREE food to eat.

today job byk tergendala because of the late lunch...but it is good though...less time in office...

some ideas for surprise / unusual party dedication

2011-01-17T10:37:00.003+05:00

ok...im not an expert of doing party dedication, but here are some tips in hand(well, get it from reading online, not my very own ideas ya)

1. youtube dedication : get all your friends (and yourself) to make wish & upload it in youtube / FB where ever your friend usually log in to. Make unsual title for the video. if internet is a problem...well powerpoint presentation also will do
2. letter dedication : at least she can keep it for many2 years? but friends need to make it vy touchy touch story then..
3. album dedication : to have all friends pic in it...with dedication on the side of thier pic...the gatherings pic with the bday girl / boy...(this type of dedication works well for farewell)

ARGHHHH...so tak da idea langsung...later sambung

work - hecticnya

2011-01-15T09:02:00.002+05:00

this week is a week full of meetings...quite different compare to previous year, as i hardly have a meeting. but this time around, lots of meeting going on & need to organize. but pretty like it. although to be honest, meeting really makes my work become slower and slower...and plus im the type who is SO forgetful...eventhough i've make remarks in my note, it seems like i keep on forgeting...OLD symptom so call.

long chat & share story

2011-01-06T05:36:00.002+05:00

yesterday, was suppose to attend prayer meeting...but was so tight up with reports & slides for management that i can't get my self for the meeting at church...so in the end, tak jadi...

so after finish around 9pm, went to my fren's house stayover...have a long chitchat with her (vacations / holiday experience) admit that we feeling old & time is ticking so "quick"

must blog today

2011-01-04T16:07:00.002+05:00

1st day at work today!!! how was it...NICE...clear up inbox (basically clear off 2010 emails and put it under personal folder so that my inbox will only consist 2011 emails)

i must remind myself...after today for this week, i'm not going to eat nasi lemak any more...haih...dono why i x think about it when i bought it....better bought buns ka...sandwich ka...at least not that heavy. please la...

next target for this month : new hair (dye new color - no more dark brown la) sien already

now....that you're here

2011-01-02T13:30:00.004+05:00

yes!! it 2011 2nd day...not even have time to wish via FB/ SMS / Calls to friends at all...my phone having problem eg. invalid SIM, low batt... (haiz) so...HAPPY NEW YEAR to chelstorytelling!!

today, my bro will be back to worktown soon...and i will followed suit by tomorrow evening...(back to reality soon) sien rite? but im looking forward for the new year @ work. Really hope there's no more restructuring (if not, im not sure where i'll be "dumped" to...huhu)

yesterday, we having a thanksgiving dinner for missionary works 1st anniversary. so nice to look at the Fathers giving prezzie for their Wives...listening to their touching tribute to their wives...owhhh...so schewwit (nearly get my eyes a lil watery) ~,~"

oh ya...about on the new year eve, we have it at kampung...it was a nice gathering with all the anak buah without malu-malu sing K...iban songs (which i have no idea how to sing it & surprise to hear some talented voices among them keke)

oh ya, i got my P license on the eve too from my sifu aka my cousin too...but until today, im yet to try kancil at home...not having the guts yet...alamak..

and oh ya, in the morning, having a lil gathering with my church frens which i get to know them back in KL...1st we went to gary's house for a little prayer for his brother new house (quite big, semi detached house which cost 300k?! surprise me....so costly man) later that afternoon, we went to tabuan for lunch & since everyone is rushing for NY eve gathering so decided to visit meseum...well, for me there's nothing new since i've visited the place 2 years ago? nothing change but the maintenance is getting poorer.

the likely hood ness

2010-12-31T00:06:00.002+05:00

1. a believer & follower
2. good listerner & sincere
3. respects & cares
4. Good in PR (can easily hang around & chat with anyone)
5. Compose (doesn't panic easily, capable in finding solution -> calm)
6. outlook -> clean
7. loves surprises
8. proactive

yeah...simple research. almost but different interest (haih...memanjang) tsk tsk tsk

live life to the fullest with HIM

2010-12-30T23:56:00.002+05:00

It has been a bz weeks back to hometown this time around...lots of activities.
Today, i did my scalling...how was it? ok not much pain at all (i really meant it)...gosh...lots of "batu" need to really do cleaning in future now.

life has been pretty amazing good for lots of things happen can't be done without God's guidance & grace.
Just now, we have our carollers thanksgiving dinner, it was fun! looking at the old timers / married couple teasing & playing with each other...well, they should be. Unlike to UN married couple but over loving shows to other people (so unappropriate at all)

oh...i got my mini shopaholic book hehe...since i've finished the shapaholic & baby...althought quite expensive (double the price of normal books) but just love to read sophie's book.

and today, one of my friend is (i believe now) up in the air -> she's on her way to JAPAN!!!...for 2 weeks! so lucky she.

tomorrow, will having a small reunion with my KL church frens & in the evening, new year thanks giving with my family back in kampung. can't wait for it!

do i long for it?

2010-12-26T17:09:00.004+05:00

it has been awhile since i've away from some fren's activity (to be actuall near to 2 years)...mainly i don't feel comfortable with their attitude at some point (the way they talk -> boast, teased "hidden joke" etc). Rather i get mad with their behaviour while with them, i prefer away & do my own thing. i don't care what they think...i think by the way im out of their activities shows i don't like their activities. (drinking & lol like they own the world)

talk about one of my relatives who just moved in the house, well, i just let her see & feel what it is like...i'm not the type of person who tell my own experience until that person experience themselves. i know the risk is that the relative may not understand the right & wrong in spiritually (as she is still new to it) but that's part of the maturity...just hope the rest will know & understand...& more mature with their attitude. but anyhow, what's important their BOSS will mature in his 30s....fai ti fai ti grow up!!!

updating resolution

2010-12-17T22:01:00.002+05:00

ok...lets start what i've achieve for 2010
1. i start reads books ( a lot of them ) which i bought them (no borrow2 ya)..now for this year collection about 25 pcs - a pad on my back...will cont to read in 2011
2. lone ranger travel!!!! - yeap i did lone ranger travel to a new place (which was during my short trip to Langkawi) althought there's some bitter hiccup happens but it is an achievement / experience!! loike it
3. Oversea (finally i've chop on my passport)...well, supposedly to Yogya in Nov but sadly there's vocano happen...so the trip was cancel...but Thank God, there's another trip to PHUKET!! thailand with company...it was fun learning experience there ;p
4. well, im still trying to get my driving license which tentatively going to take the test on 27 Dec!! wish me the best!!! only been on the road twice, on the track (for side parking, 3 point turning & little hill) twice...gosh...not easy as i hardly have enough training....hope i can catch up soon.

erm..i know, not much...but at least the most memorable things happen ;p eg. Amit Concert VVIP seat man, see lots of artist face to face eg. KRU, power root ambasador, DJ from fly & hot, dinner with farah & faizal (with bunch of bosses), teh tarik session with Dato Zam!! the CEO of the company, flying fox during RP team building, BF, 3D movie preview of TRON (okla...but i ter"sleep" too a few sec) just to name a few...

so for 2011, here's my resolution :
1. saving at least RM400 / month -> this im still having problem to solve it as now i don really have a real saving eg cash in hand
2. Oversea travelling again!!! i want it...lets plan it
3. lone ranger travelling again....now let see where i want to go
4. constant bible reading in the morning & before sleep (need to catch up now)
5. Jog / any sports at least once a week / month (which not involving money investment pls)
6. Start children ministry class / training -> to gain more experience
7. Learn one skill class (still thinking what to take) -> master? still far away
8. To keep weight at 44-45, and this is when i need to do lots of item no 5. (don't look like an aunty)
9. drinks lots of water - 6 glass (eat less meat eg. chicken / fast food pls)
10. i want a companion!!! not urgent...but looking for it...im no no lesbian don't worry. ;p not part of sodom

it is confirmed

2010-12-17T06:13:00.002+05:00

confused & full of why????

why just can't be straight...Soo sayang betul.

hard to look at good looking & everything looks perfect in this society (advance) cos they prompt to be "not straight" haih.

don't want to look at it anymore...quite sad to think abt the society.

for real?

2010-12-16T13:01:00.001+05:00

just to get to know a fren of a fren. quite confused with d fren status of interest (male / female) erks...huhu...so sad kan...outlook seems so good aka almost dream guy & personality seems so great...but then (haha) ...no discrimination here...just the feeling of such a waster of the supply :) hope it is not...

o..oh

2010-12-15T12:02:00.002+05:00

oh no, my post here getting lesser & lesser each year!

nothing much to talk about...nothing interesting story to tell...but funny thing, i feel that this year is the best year & age i've ever experience! but just too norm to tell. maybe less think about unnecessary things / unimportant conflict *always try to see things in positive ways* & better work process *no more unnecessary long U turn job / not clear instruction / let alone clear the mess - at least there's some1 who take their responsibilities...

cont gambate

LJJ?

2010-12-09T07:17:00.002+05:00

yesterday, feeling terribly tired...Thank God there's a drink call kacip fatimah to keep me up (not having my lunch break) rushing up to meet deadlines. huhu...im tired

having a blast during 4 days 3 night media training (actually 1 day training) it is so much fun!
and it was my 1st trip oversea...hehe...sort of my wish came true for this year ;p

arrive early in the airport - just don't want the "event" happen again....but then still get our names to be call out during boarding time as i was accompany my friends for money exchange. Thank God, we have a tour leader waiting for us...if not, for sure the flight go off without us. ;p The flights takes just about the same time duration as from KL to KCH. but surprisingly the stewardess don't have enough time to distribute the prebook meal ? my frens who sits at the back rows don't have enough time to finish up their meals (for real!!)

we got to visit pearl factory, kacang factory, temples, restaurants, hills, sea kayaking, shows...just so much fun!! what i love the most, 5 star hotel it just so WOW!

besides get to watch some agua (nice leg though -> jeles i) get to see some loh jing jing too ;p

like this LJJ...very compose & baby face...and to make some controversy -> LJJ the one who broke part of my luggage!! no lah, just joking, it nice enough LJJ help me to pick down the luggage. have a nice little chit chat with LJJ at pearl factory. but then since im need to jaga water face, so not going to be so close...takut kena ejek ma...but from 1st impression, i do like LJJ -> the way he listen to people's conversation & get along with other people.

wahh...if only i can find a calon like that...i would love too. ;p haha...sound so desperate...no, im not eager for LJJ....Just the thought of having BF like LJJ, sounds interesting ;p...haih better stop dreaming here...overall, to summarize it all, i love the trip & the memories ;p

aku betul2 hungry

2010-10-25T13:39:00.002+05:00

huhuu...terribly hungry right now...i need FOOD.
still thinking what to eat for dinner? fast food? rice? Mee?

hmm...so sien dono what's best for dinner...if i go for fast food-> not really good for health..but terribly love the chips & i hvt try the blackpepper chicken burger (mcd)
i tink go for little taiwan not far from office...see what's nice...for sure go for rice...cos the mee which they have all in soup...not really good at eating mee soup except laksa sarawak.

wahhhh!!! so so hungry

latest from me

2010-10-12T11:07:00.002+05:00

wow...it has been abt 2 months? i hvt update anything here?

nothing much to update anyway...but just some:

1. i've changed to new department > doin report consolidation, performance tracking, brand health. *so far that's what i've been doin*
2. old housemate moved out & new one coming in > good news! i have no idea abt the movement at all...that's so great so i never need to KESAH abt the house anymore & easier for me to get out from the house when opportunity comes. since NO body KESAH to tell. just that i KESAH when im no around the house, they also without KESAH inform me they "borrow" my room for their frens (shouldn't i KESAH? since i pay for the room) if there's someone coming, i'll inform in advance. never did like what has happen.what do you feel....

when i already frustrated with something, i'll no longer have to feel to KESAH abt what's happening.

do you enjoy your work?

2010-08-17T11:01:00.002+05:00

i don't enjoy my work at all!

i feel like i'm the job collector of the team, should the job scope is not interesting / fun / complicated they will pass it to me...

i've try to run away / get away from the team...hv meet another team leader...but still i'm still stuck here...i wished to go else where & do new things

way back into love

2010-07-29T08:57:00.001+05:00

Lyrics | Hugh Grant lyrics - Way Back Into Love lyrics

new housemates / new work environment soon?!?

2010-07-15T06:39:00.002+05:00

the title tells it all !!!

by next week, the house which currently only resided by 2 ppl now will become 4!!
i'll still fix at the room i am...still prefer to stay alone...my current housemate will be moving to the 3rd room...while the master will be for the 2 new housemates...Hope that we can stay in good terms as i've been experience with my current housemate.

nothing much about that...

what i'm worried more is going to do new work!!!! under new team...so sien aaa
but still not confirm yet...but sound like it...since i hear some kabar angin ....
i'm worried, because working under new group Group...maybe it is hard to get leave...which is an important matters for me as i need to take at least 1 week holiday back to hometown with family...if this doesn't happen...i have no idea. Dear Lord, please help me so that i can get a job which does not require me to have meetings at night, a bos which understands me & guide me, a job which does not require me to stay on work on holidays, & most importantly a work which allowed me to take leave!!

please~~~!

coming up

2010-07-12T20:17:00.004+05:00

for almost 1 week, i've been coughing..(belum jumpa doc) it is still ok...since i've already having my heavy flu (to keluarkan hingus / kahak) i think should be fine soon.

today, after the WC (finally)...lots of bosses on MC today for 2 days...akai...having difficulty to get sign off & approval. Thank God my bos still ok to reply sms / calls plus very helpful teams around. now...i longing for a holiday pulak...dat will be in early august for my cousin's convo & mid august for my parent is COMING!!! yahooo~~~

now...i'm still looking for hotel for my parents...dis 1 still ok cos can credit 1st...but the restaurant i'm having difficulty to find one..need to ask around real soon...huhu....Dear Lord, show me thy way

another restructuring...haih

2010-07-08T20:44:00.002+05:00

yesterday, our new big officer requested my whole unit to join a discussion....every one in the team was so kam jiong...as for me, i tink among them i'm the only one who is 1st time meeting the big officer...which i don't take it so "kam jiong" as i don't tink my view is needed plus previously hv so not good impression abt a few weeks ago (not talking abt dat)...

so, there we are, take our seat at the meeting room...n my 1st time meeting her. she starts to explain her plan for the next 4 years...how to "wisely" spent the $ comparing to her previous company...explaining how the future plan that she wants everyone to work out...and the most "tragic" is that my unit function will be transfer back to Group...with this merger, it will be 2 condition - your workload will be more (as you no more doin the same thing) & 2ndly, you may not require in the new group...basically her plan is to have "shrinking plan".

after the meeting, i get to know that all the managers are all so not quite happy / certain what will be the plan...as basically it is still under management planning. but i believe once it said it will be done. i'm not that keen to be in group...1 thing is in group it seems to have you will be in your own world...unlike the division i'm with, everyone is link to each other...work together.

i have no idea abt my post after this....haih...what my thinking abt the structure...basically everything is back to the 2 years ago structure again...don't take us as an experiment thingy pls....

my carnation DIY bouquet - Mother's day

2010-05-19T07:26:00.004+05:00

i'll let the pic tells it all

tadaaa~~

the day...and how i get through it

2010-05-17T09:32:00.003+05:00

for the past years, i've never have enjoy to think / get through my date of my birth...which was on the 14th...

as normal, usually on 13th, the media will usually highlight abt the black history in our country...but looking back, it has been an incident in disguise, if not, for sure we're still living in chaos...

talk abt the 14th, i still remember last year, how i was all alone at home (got no plan, housemates away from town, it's a working day) etc...so sien betul...how terrible feeling it was. And it makes me think of how previous years i get to celebrate my bday with my old frend FJ together...hmmm

Because of that i've decided this year, im not going to wait for people planning for me. So, i've make my own planning for my bday (all by myself) which i plan it just last week (put my booking on 7 May) basically the accomodation + flight + local transport from / to airport - hotel (including tax) + 3 days breakfast = RM365 (Langkawi)

why i went there all alone & celebrate the bday all by myself?
Reason #1 : Just want to have something special / treat for myself (hey, it's my bday why NOT)
Reason #2 : I've been longing for a short holiday locally in Malaysia (there's no plan / offering from ANYONE)
Reason #3 : The package is cheap for short weekend getaway
Reason #4 : i make better choice / decision abt myself better by my own (if i tag anybody along, for sure lots of discussion involve- malas to go through that kind of situation)
Reason #5 : it's something new for me to travel lone ranger (it's different with outstation for work relates) this is a holiday get away, make ur own arrangement & things like dat... some experience i gain (wink)

but there is some incident happening at the airport (which is total devastationg for me!!)
1st, my flight is on 7pm...but since i couldn't get out from the office on time, i've expected to missed the plane..so i bought another flight which cost me additional RM250 (not inclusive the above package price) hmm so i've make my way to the boarding hall for the time to boarding...but as i wait, i was surprise, why there's no announcement of the boarding of the flight which i supposed to take in...my flight suppose to depart by 915pm..abt 9pm i went to ask the "gate keeper" he says the flight has gone, all passenger has boarding...i was like (What!! I did not hear any announcement of the boarding, and the most important, even if im late, there's should be announcement of my name...but i did not hear any)...i was so upset & frustrated...when i pass through the screening police, they are surprise, i just told them i've been told i missed my flight...as im still in my full blast outrage..i went to the service counter & COMPLAINT!!!!...as usual, they will "protect" themselves saying it is their procedure to make final calls for passenger who are yet board the flight BLA BLA BLA...so i say, what can you do for me? i really did not hear any announcement at all.but honestly, they need to upgrade their sound system is SO BAD, the lady voice is so tiny miny, while the male voice just so ROUGH on the microphone..(after all, i'm not walking else where) so cut the story short, he say he offer "1/2 price" of RM160 of morning ticket (since the 915pm flight is the last flight) ...i'm having hard time to decide, if i decided not going, i'll missed all my prebooked plan & what's the purpose...so at the end, i book the ticket, set myself not to "deaf" my ear...so i have to stay over at the airport...which has limited facilities (now u know which airport im mentioning)...can't really have a good sleep at all, just the shopoholic ties the knot + FJ bday calls accompany me...

will update abt my overall trip experience at langkawi in next update...

recall

2010-05-12T11:38:00.003+05:00

just recall last sunday, while i was with the kids...over heard their conversation...while we are doing our activity

Kid A : Teacher....
Me : Ya?
Kid A : i need to complaint to my mother about my dress...the button keep on detached.
Me : ha? (while looking her back, most of her button is not attached)...let me help you button it up

suddenly...

Kid B : you fat already la...dats y the button cant attached
Kid A: No la, the dress is too small...

(while i'm silently & in the same time giggling with their remarks)...

kids, now adays so good with alasan.

have to ... need to

2010-05-12T11:05:00.002+05:00

i have to ... i need to

i have to escape prayer meeting yesterday as i need to have my rest (headace & not feeling well)
i have to stay in bed even its 7:30am (today) as i need to have my extra rest...gosh, i still can imagine & feel my laziness this morning

yesterday, i reach home around 7pm yesterday...decided not going for prayer meeting as im x feeling well (my eyes like have been stick to the pc for ages)...i went to bed early yesterday (maybe around 8pm i've doose off) but eventually i terwake up around mid nite but then (Thankfully) i've doose back until this morning (gosh...can imagine how tired & sleepy i was)

Tonight, goin to tick my to do/bring list...why no feeling rite now? zero nil feeling at all (now, dats weird)

why there's no ME!?

2010-05-10T12:41:00.002+05:00

i just get back my stuff ....

when i look through it, i just notice there's nothing of any visual of me...unless i took it myself...

why never thought abt me? while im just next to the wall (just the opposite?) yesterday?

that's why other people are always all out (to be direct -> famous) as everywhere have their visual in it...which mostly never thought of include me in it.

well...dats wat we call "some friends are for" & im part of the "some friends" who never need to care abt even though we usually hang around.

next to joy, i prefer make my own way, take my own, post of my own...since no one care abt *my own

what happens around?

2010-05-10T08:07:00.002+05:00

just some update of my recent encounters...
1. i've been wondering what to do for the sunday school...since this week was mother's day celebration, trying hard to think what to do..so decided to do carnation (with the old time style of using tissue paper)...i'll put the visual how's the process going on...but on the real hands on with the kids...it was quite hectic since the i'm the only person who deal with the kids while d others continue with their other ministry...the kids carnation x turn out with as what i've done...as they have limited time to do the rest...supposed they should have done 3 more carnations but then...(huhu) time limitation...and supposed so i get to take picture with them on the carnation making...but sadly i was "handicap" to deal with all of them...let alone cleaning up all the mess (hmmm)

2. get to know a new friend...just 2 few sharing moments, yesterday i've received a book from her...title "Heaven is so real" which she says has open her heart to revisit the Lord in her life...i'm so touched...as she's so on fire to share the word of God till she bought a new one & give it to me...Dear Lord, pray that one day (soon at Your perfect timing) her husband will open up his heart to you as well...i've read almost 1/2 of the book since i got it yesterday...the most touching moment for me, is when choo was brought by God to the beach, and she saw the sea become all red in color, the Lord says it is HIS blood that He shed to cleanse our human sins...can u imagine how deep & wide is the sea like there's no end...that's how our God's love to us human (to those who know Him, & also to those who x know Him)

3. just received an email today...not so encouraging...how that person can reply an email to all members with the ending "lantak ja la" or in other wats "suit you self" / watever~~ manner...i just delete right away the email...how this person is so ego. im not going to involve with this attitude, i only pray...hopefully those ppl who involve in this project will be transform, being mature in the presence of God...that is why, i can't really get a long with them anymore...even have a short chitchat makes me think they have something to boombash ppl in "soft manner" way...so i pun "lantak jak la" with this people (in a sense that, they do what they do, but i'll continue to pray for them while in the mean time don't have the eager to tell them on the face, since they are better than anyone else) -well this is the not so encouranging part of me this 7 days

4. i bought 3 english novels (one regarding how a teacher deals with difficult children ei learning disabilities, autism, 2nd book, shopcoholic tied the knot from what i read it sympnosis, it's a funny novel, 3rd is mitch albom's novel, 5 ppl you meet in heaven) ...i've almost finished the teacher's book...quite nice...especially it tells the story how she dealt with the kids.

5. Now, still capturing reviews & getting plans how this things* going on ...will update on that soonest...well basically next week

Things to bring for a short gateway

2010-05-05T10:46:00.004+05:00

1. Sun Glass + sun block lotion
2. my crocs (will be d 1 & only)
3. tshirts - 4 pcs
4. Cap / Hat
5. Short pants + 1 jeans + 1 long pyjama pants
6. undies & updies
7. camera (a must!)
8. cable & chargers
9. enough bling2
10. my list of good eating place & to do list

- and that's all will do ;p -

how FB connects me with others

2010-05-04T06:49:00.002+05:00

i'm grateful with the invention of technologies (with the knowledge given by our Lord to human)...lot's of things have been made easier & also there are some can be complicated...

what i like abt the internet technology is the social network websites such as friendster & facebook whereby it gets me in contact with long lost friends & relatives as well..previously for friendster i get to accept some who i don't have any idea who they are...but since i have an account with fb, i only accept friends which i've know personally & im fond with...a NO NO to those i hardly talked to.

yesterday, a contact have put a request in fb, i was like...i think i've heard this name before...but i can't recalled who...when i look into the picture...then & there i get to know it is my former teacher back in form 6...which was 8 years ago? gosh, how time flies~ she still the sweet looking teacher as i've 1st get to know her. Now, she's in australia (i think migrate)...hmmm...how i wished i have that priviledge to be at other place (but provided with my family tag along with me) ...with my current situation being away from family, lots of time can be very boring though...

im glad & im happy to see lots of friends from these website...get to know each other's update...just love it. But still, i'm relunctant to add my colleagues in my page though...just don't want any gossips of personal matters in office that's all...

"pelayanan" yang sia-sia

2010-05-03T07:25:00.004+05:00

"pelayanan" yang sia-sia -> pengkritik, penghasut, pengadu (complainers) .. semuanya mengwujudkan suasana negatism di mana apa pun perkara yang tidak baik, ianya dititikberatkan & dihighlight...seolah-olah hanya itu sahaja yg patut diperbincangkan.

Mungkin ada diantara kita manusia, dalam keseronokan mengutuk, memperlekehkan orang lain (yg paling menyedihkan di kalangan pelayan-pelayan Tuhan). Anda mungkin secara "tidak sengaja" menjatuhkan orang lain yg terdengar...mungkin orang yg mendengar itu bukan yg anda kutuk secara langsung...namun mereka tentunya berfikir & berkata "oh...begini rupanya pengikut Tuhan..." itulah kesaksian yang kita tunjukkan kpd orang lain...betapa menyedihkan ianya diperdengarkan oleh anak-anak Tuhan yang sedang membangun. Saat kita melihat, membincang & mempertikai sesuatu tentang rakan-rakan sepelayan...fikirkan dahulu apa pandangan Tuhan ttg perbincangan kita itu? Adakah DIA akan bangga dengan apa yg dibincangkan?...Tentu TIDAK!

Melalui Rasul St Paul kpd jemaat di Efesus, 4:29 beliau menasihat jemaat pada zaman itu (tentunya ianya masih relevan bagi zaman ini & akan dtg juga) menyatakan ttg perbuatan sia-sia ini. Selagi kita masih mengamalkan / melakukan perbuatan begini...ternyata kita bukan lah manusia baru dalalm Kristus, tetapi manusia sudah BASI...

Nyata menyedihkan kerana rata-rata di mana kita berada, kita sering berjumpa / terserempak & sama-sama melayani dengan "kita-kita" yang sebegini....mungkin kita menyalahkan perwatakan semula jadi mereka yang sememangnya selama ini seorang yang lantang bersuara?!?...menyalahkan pekerja mereka sememangnya memerlukan mereka menilai?! ...ya! memang tidak salah bagi kita untuk lantang bersuara spt Petrus & Yohanes pada zaman awal gereja bertumbuh (Rujuk kepada Kisah Para Rasul)..tetapi mereka bersuara dgn pimpinan Roh Kudus & menyatakan sesuatu yang membangunkan orang lain secara positif & bukannya meletakkan status orang yang sedang "diperbetulkan" pada tahap yang paling rendah sekali. Jika kita menilai cara mereka bersuara tentunya bukan dengan kekerasan (maki hamun) / memerli para Imam Agung...tetapi berulang kali menyatakan ttg kasih karunia Kristus...Jadi apakah begitu "kita-kita" semasa kita menyatakan pandangan?!...Kita juga tidak salah utk menilai kerana sejak zaman Adam lagi...manusia diberi peluang / pilihan utk menilai...namun apakah kebaikannya kita menilai keburukan keadaan & manusia? Waspadalah...saat kita menilai keburukan orang lain, sebenarnya kita sedang menghukumi mereka...kita tahu siapa yang lebih layak menghukum jikalau bukan Tuhan Yesus Kristus sendiri. Satu lagi...harus kita berhati-hati dalam penilaian, kerana penilaian buruk memusnahkan manusia sendiri (semasa Tuhan Yesus dikhianati & dibawa kepada Raja Pontius). Berperasangka buruk terus akan mewujudkan benteng di kalangan jemaat terutamanya di kalangan pelayan & pemimpin. Kurangkan berkata kotor dalam kehidupan kita...aplikasinya cuba kita tidak bercakap buruk / kotor utk tempoh 1 minggu & lihat apa yg berlaku...tentunya kehidupan anda lebih indah daripada pencemaran-pencemaran kata2 ini...

Mari kita berdoa agar pemikiran kita serupa seperti Tuhan Yesus Kristus, percakapan mengikut kehendak Roh Kudus & hidup penuh dgn kepimpinaan Roh Kudus utk kemuliaan Nya dan juga pembangunan rohani saudara-saudari seiman selain menjadi pembukan mata hati mereka yang belum mengenali Tuhan Allah Yesus Kristus kita. Amen.

wohoo~~...4 weeks from now i'll be back

2010-04-26T07:35:00.002+05:00

i'm so so can't wait for the next 4 weeks to come...i'll be home soon...see new environment @ home!
i can't wait to get on hand with my gadget, going to dress it well as cool as it can be...huhu

yesterday, me & my frens have make a special planning for a surprise bday bash for one of our click...it must be a surprise party as what we've did for other clicks (successfully indeed) & we're happy that yesterday's was also a success event as well....Thank you Lord!

best part of it, the food that we have that night was KFC (hehe...got few pcs of discount voucher from my colleague so overall we've save abt RM11 for the meal !!) just nice as some of the friends hvt took their dinner yet. Just to recap yesterday event, the 4 of us including the bday girl went back to ros house 1st..while the rest goes back as per normal routine...but actually the 3 of them went to pick up the KFC meal. So, back at home, we act as normal, chit chat & watching TV...get one of the friend to hv longer bath just to make sure the trio get back in time with the chicken...so abt 1 hour later, the trio arrive & waiting outside of the house...while the bday girl still in the room get ready for a bath, i let the trio get into the house at 1st hiding in the kitchen, later since it is too warm & no place to sit, so they quickly move to one of the room...you can imagine how frantic the situation as we afraid the bday girl came out from the room...so once every one is in place, i light on the candles...been waiting abt 5 mins, but still no sign of her came out (the candle especially the small ones was melting so quickly..!!) finally one of the click call out the bday girl, saying she needs her help outside...so as she came near the living room...walaaa~~ can see the surprise look on her & also affirmatively touched with the surprise...so again a SUCCESS!!

that night it self, 2 of our clicks make their declaration of their new status / updates...now their in relationship :) so happy to hear that!!...it's good to have this, as this is when we pray for them & hope for the best in their relationship...hmmm...hopefully, our friendship will continue as close as currently is...hopefully

what a charmer

2010-04-19T09:06:00.004+05:00

met this dude 2 weeks ago during expected event but unexpected situation. At 1st glance, there's nothing much that excite when we met & introduce each other. But anyhow, i was impressed with the joke he made...serious look but wallaa a joker as well

basically we never met each other before, but surprisingly on the 2nd & 3rd time we met, this dude can relate me with who & to whom...wow...good observation/spy indeed

well this dude really a charmer, cheeky smile, not forgetting the jokes. Always having this smthing in his lines which really buat geram...

NO...don't worry, i'm not into this dude at all & this dude also not into me as well, just it has been this dude style of approaching a friend...on the other hand, this dude reminds me of a friend zillion years ago

when i felt a lil annoyed

2010-04-12T16:25:00.002+05:00

i believe most human will felt annoyed somehow of what happening surrounds them...so do i sometime...

i don't appreciate if people when they think/act they are very busy they can just act & treat us as if we're not doing anything / not helping them...

another way, they can just ignore us when they have their new group of friends...not even realised who has been there to support them....ignorance ignorance...

the word / the phrase they use when they talk...as if we're playing around with them....if i'm not thinking that we're friends....i would long time ago make a BIG buzzz abt it...be careful with what you say...& pls be sensitive with your friends...if you expect ppl to be sensitive with your needs & wants...others also requires the same...

im not a robot...

sleepylish me

2010-04-08T11:57:00.003+05:00

ayoyo~~this 2 weeks it has been tired days for me...1 thing last week, i was having my period...so sure it was tiring week for me...2ndly, there was so many event/gathering happening.
1. luvan's bday...
2. Gift hunting day + Good Friday cum Renie's birthday (i'm on leave ;p)
3. sewing day + wrapping gift day
4. Easter Day
5. Prayer meeting + Abeng's bday
6. Recording + iTalk W$oa party @ Borneo Sunway

prior to those event, was very busy thinking about the preparation...to be honest lots of my normal daily work at office have been pending due to this...gosh...hopefully no one notice....opps!

cihit bihit aku

2010-03-10T06:11:00.002+05:00

aduh nda nemu nama hal dua tiga hari tuk ka udah, slalu ndar cihit bihit....sensitif ngau kesejukan...mimit kena kipas terus perut memulas ka bihak....soft diet la minggu tuk

why la they...

2010-02-22T07:48:00.002+05:00

yesterday, i was thinking abt of certain matters arising recently...abt human's attitude (normal la tu) reviewing this & that....

thinking abt the attitude of HM...so not encouraging...so boastful & arrogance. As if what they do really make things matters a lot. There are other people who can do better. Just because they are old timers, lots of supporters (which i tak kesah pun), lots of $$ (to be charitable to their supporters) ...so sounds very like politician rite? well, i think they can make a good "politician'..so sad to hear that, in a gathering / discussion they can "softly" commenting/ or to be straightforward sarcastically "complementing" others...well, for other people you guys look great la (pls kindly flashback your own word, is it an honest complementary comments or what) this makes me feel so kecewa with them...so im not being "hypocrite" to them...not talking / gathering much with them anymore...since each of the word that came out of their mouth is so "blessing" others. Just simple example, after you came back from some gathering, on the way home, you heard complaints / comments "not positive" abt the activities which have been done (by some individual or group), what does the impact done to you? -> for me, after i hear their comments i feel like the gathering / activities which we've joined is useless for them...i'm not felt bless with their comments (that's why i slowly away with their gathering until today)..sorry, i can't anymore...too dissapointing

the updates

2010-02-17T05:32:00.002+05:00

wow...so tiring weekend & holiday for me...am feel very tired this morning. body sore...little headache & my eyes -> open widely 'highlight' pls....

Thank God...though me & my friends don't really have a real plan holiday, but we still enjoy our time...on the 1st day of CNY, that night we went to time square...1st we go for 2 rounds of bowling...then went to jln Alor..Thank God, there's chinese stalls still open...i have my hokkien mee which cost me RM9 (still ok) but my friend's meal (char siew yok & duck - cost RM10, porridge - RM8) which normal cost around RM4.50 - char siew yok & duck & RM3 - porridge....wah wah...see? so mahal giler

next day evening, we went to bangsar for lunch / dinner (western food) just behind bangsar village. That day it is our 1st trip on rurise's car...Feel grateful, if it is not because his car, i don't think we can go as far as balakong to the mines....it has been a great trip, to the zoo, game zone, eat & again bowling...(well, i've improved my points now)...hehe...

yesterday, we didn't go anywhere...too tired. just layback at home...watching tv & sleep...& yesterday, we went to church for prayer meeting. It has been a nice gathering ....i so loved it.

the V day

2010-02-08T14:24:00.002+05:00

weee~~~~~we're still planning what to do after church....bet gonna watch the Valentine's Day movie...wow...cool...

thought of going to IKEA...mmg sot de...but it's fun to see those furniture...mana tau ada furniture yang tersangkut, credit card jer... "latest statement from one of our friend"

but this friday, we're going to our friend's house to celebrate his birthday. he's inviting us..but we as usual suka buli kawan buat dono & buat2 got other activities...wakkakaka...dgn muka sedih (kononnya minta simpati)...watever...

yesterday, my friend (shhhhh...im still wondering & guessing about the status) she suggest to buy him a bouquet for his birthday, siap with flower, ballon & chocholate!!!! seeee.....so thoughtful....not in my mind at all to buy a guy this kind of gift...but yalah, his birthday & name fall on V day...so understands her "good" intentions...wahahaha...shall wait and see wat will happen...even though the gift is shared...but the thought is not from us...wakakaka...

wow...now this friday, no need to give alasan for not joining gc...wakakaka...so great!! so long~~~

get ready with gifts & parcels for your Vday...cant wait to see what it looks like when he brings those things back home with those baloon...some more he's using public transport...wow...so funny!!!

mayau or no mayau

2010-02-08T06:31:00.003+05:00

yesterday, after came back from church, the 3 of us (i, rose & git) went to have a look of a room at block a...
when we reach, we can see beautiful scenery of klcc & kl tower from the walking balcony (looks cool)...even though the walking balcony not so ceria like my friend's.

this my 1st meeting with the house owner, she looks friendly, sesuai with her profession as lecturer. walk in...the house is furnished, then we saw the mayau...cute furry mayau...(i tell later about that)

i went to have a look at the room...it is spacious, almost the same size with my current room, with purple wallcolor (cun cun it's one of my fav color)...so far for me the room is ok. the house is furnished with kitchen utensil *light cooking though*, washing machine, furniture etc...so far it looks ok...

then...we have a chit chat with her about the house, about her difficulty looking for a housemate *non laut specifically*, while we chatting, i notice (actually not just me) the furry bulu of the mayau floating around...i was thinking, ayoyo, how's rose going to cope with this as she's have nose problem ... well, what slack about the house is basically the floating flying furry bulu around, since the owner did not open the sliding door (afraid the mayau do suicide) well i understand that...mmg the mayau is so cute but the thought of the bulu makes the point going down a little bit...

well...after the visit, i felt like there's something in my throat (feels as if the mayau bulu is inside my throat) ...erk....basically after we came out of the house, each of us check the bulu which melekat on our shirts.....haih...dim shim lei...go o no go?

yesterday, was not quite happy with the HM...they know they will having ppl around the house, and has plannig to have one of them to sleep at my crib...they should have ask permission 1st..i don't mind for people to stay / slept over any place of the house / even on my bed...just that at least they tell me 1st so that i can clean up the place nicely...i did clean up my room...just there are some of my things was place somewhere around the room should they put up another bed there...hmmm..its not the 1st time, during my absence for new year holiday, they also been someone stay over at my room...haih...so kecewa...makes me so uncomfortable...feels im not part of the house anymore even though i play my part pay the rental as well.

this urge me to look for room even faster....sadly to think of it...it looks like the softer way to tell me to get out of the house....don't worry i will before middle of the year. thank you very much.

boring mai...buruk

2010-02-01T08:46:00.004+05:00

sarituk...federal holiday...man!! what a boring holiday, semua mharapkan masing2 ngadu program for the geng...don't ask me about where to go...you guys lagi lama in KL more then 6 years still cant tink of where to lepak...so for that reason, i make my own personal plan alone lah...better. Dont need to think / hear ppl's rasa was-was of their plan etc...lelak with indecisive people.

now, i really need to plan for my cny holiday start from now, if not it will be wasted holiday like today.

recently, i was attracted with krabi island thingy...at thailand...in picture it looks nice....let say if im not planning for out of malaysia's vacation..then my 2nd choice would be pulau perhentian then. i know i cant swim so it will be wasted if i don't do snorkeling & etc...takpe...rancang jer...

any how..see how it goes

hmmm....the thought of it

2010-01-25T15:10:00.002+05:00

wahhh...im currently (today) so so very the KERING...no $ & need to pinjam around for my lunch...can't wait for the pay day to come...aiyo...now i missed my babs which i didn't finished up...i notice the past 2 days...my meals have been extremely licin...(good sign) kononnya

it has been normal week. with work on weekdays.

last friday, i hv no intention to joined their gc at all...because the thought the next day, they will be going for their HIGH event & selling those things...just kills my mood to joined them. Thank God, my friend invite to accompany her to buy items / grocery to the next meeting...so i decided to joined her...at least it is more beneficial rather than listening to "orang hebat" show off thier HIGH event. at least im helping my friend to make call for the food booking & others...not groaning & not feeling rite about everything should i joined with their gc. So annoying how these human so bangga diri show off how they jadi casher in a pub / wat so ever job they do there till wee hour...God see what you do.

based on yesterday meeting, i'll be part of the team...will holding a small portfolio (which we still yet to know) some of them says will be handling Sunday School...for me, what ever it is, will try to do the best...not to take these as just a responsibilities / job...but a way for us to approched more ppl / touch their lives to get to know Christ.

after 2 weeks

2010-01-18T15:23:00.003+05:00

yeap....happy belated new year...

This also marks my 2 weeks of work....how was it? tiring but not as tired as last month / last year...better...since my so called "good" assitant is back from maternity...very "helpful" ever since she's back...not going to do her work anymore...BAGUS

last week, we having another gc...which to be honest, im relunctant to join. I rather have a meeting with a new friend of mine than go back early for it. talking abt my new friend...well, she's a friend of my friend. Just starts her carrier in kl which so cun cun same building with me! i'm actually helping her to find a "crib" near our working place...currently still hvt found the 'crib' yet...hopefully she can get 1 soon...soon...

that night...i was pissed off, i just came back from the meeting, then when i just arrived, this human think his 'so clever' say out loud "makan la babi"...helo!!! who you calling babi....superbly 'clever' dude indeed...not suprise if im lost respect to this type of human (at least i still consider him as human). aside that, superbly "humble" by saying this statement..."it's just basic...every1 should know (or in other word, itu pun tak tau ka)" <- show off that he's the great 1....then...i found out that they having an event soon which is so CUN CUN clash with our upcoming cec activity...i knew, when they making some gathering / wat so ever event / activity...nvr really interest me + not im proud of either...they will having BEER & Stronger Alcholic drinks drive this saturday!!! <-- good indeed rite for some1 who claim himselves as consoler to the youth / some1 who walk the talk (ya rite!) well...wat ever, they are well OLD enough to know what is good & wat is bad...boleh jadi bapa mak org all of them...lu pikir la sendiri
(pissed off & wished i could tell our leader about it...but thinking, they are old enough to know of what they do)

i want to get a new crib soon....asap....huhu

year 2009...it almost there

2009-12-29T17:10:00.002+05:00

to be honest, i felt terribly tired...this holiday around it has been nothing about my own plan ... having to follow other people's activities...i've expected that this holiday will be relax & lay back holiday...not everyday got activity type of holiday. seems like people arrange the activity for me...not like it at all..

tonight im not plan to go anywhere....not that the person who's having their activity care should i be around for their activity...as they only expected certain people to be at their event...kapa ku ngegeh to join?!?

today really felt not satisfied at all....

thinking about people's comment on what's happening recently...hmmm...i was not impressed at all...the way they act...talk...why la, take times cermin diri dulu...haih...

im back...and it has been 5 days..

2009-12-23T18:59:00.003+05:00

yes!!! finally after 7 months, im back to my HSH
Just love it a lot...meet my parents...delicious local delicacies..

it has been a few gatherings...but mostly a bid farewell gathering well by some will further studies away from hometown...some work transfer...

among all...what i felt the most is Rev. Dennis farewell dinner (organized by house groups) at peng you cafe, batu kawa...it's a sad gathering, after more than a decade service at St Basil, now he will go to serves at St Augustine Betong. Sad for us (most of the house groups) as Rev Dennis has been there for most of the house group member's life ups & downs (sickness, prayers, thanksgiving & his sharings of God's word)...in a way to look at positive side, for me personally, maybe this is a good turnover in his ministry (have a fresh start) to be with 1 of the oldest mission field in Sarawak (Betong)...lots of things need to do at churches at ulu areas...from an accident made by some youth there shows how some of the young generations still far knows about God's will & word...haih...2ndly, recent years the current working committee seems to ACT better or directly say "disrespect" the pastors anymore...sad to hear, now adays some of the church being ruled by the committee & less respect to the minister /pastor anymore...& treat them like a social worker at church...wake up people!!! don't let the satan rules your mind, just because you being respected by the community (your WEALTH, FAMILY NAME, JOB....) don't forget you just the same (you & me as tiny as little ant) in the eyes of God. 1 Samuel 16:7 "Man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart"

when i 1st heard about the incident at betong months ago, i inform my church member to pray over the matter....and a week later, i received email from my dad that Rev Dennis will be transfered to the betong mission...i was shock...but in a way, i have this mind that we will never know what is God's will / plans for our future...but whatever, we must continue to walk with Him & keep standing firm in the faith (1 Peter 5:9)

so long Rev Dennis...we looking forward & continue pray that the glory of God will GROW at betong

oppss...they did it again

2009-11-23T09:46:00.003+05:00

hmmm...it has been a very tiring week...rushing to get things done....

today monday, im yet to get the required document...im terribly in not so GOOD mood right now...i've been passed the items to them since last monday, and according to them it can be done in 3 days and yet after 1 week i yet to received it. The bad news is that today is the last day to pass up the items...!!! arghhh tension betul.

last weekend, "the person" have been very bz dealing the "wordly event" yeap...and have invited a few friends "the person's pal" for that event until wee hour and the next day is SUNDAY?!!??...what kind of a leaderthat person is showing? well...those who joining that person basically those which on lately im not really impressed with the way they behave...snobbish...

well that's "good" for them...all the best for your up coming event!!

hmmm...ignorance & arrogant

2009-11-21T10:51:00.002+05:00

hmmm sometime wished that i can pretend that i don't care....hate it...buat baik tidak diambil kisah...better don't help that person anymore...

by next week, the "event" is soon to come, i was "inform" or in better way to put it "has been instructed" by that person to help on the banner printing...im ok with it...just that make sure the thing is ready & given to me in 1 week as the production & courier takes time which i already told that person abt it. And that person, just gave to me the confirmation last tuesday and expect the thing to be deliver by this friday. "elo!!! ingat that printing company is mine ka? have told you it takes 1 week to have it done...baru sekarang you gave the things to me" and as suspected...the things would not be ready by this friday as inform by the printer and it can only be delivered by next Tuesday (1 week la juga)...see!!!! your event start next tuesday (what do you expect) is not my fault...when i sms that person to tell abt the matter, that person don't bother to reply back...when i call the 1st time, didn't pick up...when i call for the 2nd time, urrghhhh...that "don't bother to talk to you" that kind of tone really makes me thing what on earth im helping this so IGNORANT & ARROGANT person...geram betul...

i've already make my effort calling the printer company many times what are the ways i can settle the things in shortest time...already inform that person it would be helpful if that person give me the address of the event so it can be delivered directly...but until today no news...so i rather back off...either he gave the address or not...i don't care anymore...keep the banner for myself then...(#$^**%$*#%%^)

huhu...was quite upset yesterday & today, too tired running around

2009-11-11T15:57:00.003+05:00

huhu....yesterday was SO upset with one agency (to be particular thier finance), asking about their $$$ as if im holding their $. heloo!!! i've done my portion but if the system having problem to release it what can i do? im not the IT ppl who is in charge of the system and i've done my part inform the IT & keep on asking them about the issue!!!! dah bagi tau apa reason keep on asking why...erhghhhhhhh buat geram ja...talking to that person for almost 1/2 hour, to argue abt the situation (mcm la im also controling the system)

not in the mood to read the agency's email...basically will asking the same thing. i don't care / mind if that person report to my superior, as my superiors are aware of the system problem currently. My superior also make report / complaint the matter to the system ppl...why i yg kena kejar? feels like i kena kejar along. ;(

haih...i'm not the type who wants to delay jobs. Should there's quick ways to makes things done quickly, i won't mind to do it straight away, but if things is out of my control how im i going to do...haih...takpe COBAAN....

today, im tired of running around to get my document signed, but the content keep on changing here and there, small changes....menyusahkan orang saja...and the person who i need to get the signature is owes not around (for meeting la, lunch date la...bla3) such waste of time!!!!!

this week, i need to learn to be SABAR / PATIENCE....about anything.

i'm unofficially a copywriter & officially earn extra RM250 today!!!

2009-11-09T09:22:00.004+05:00

yes...the title says it. Today, i've earn extra RM250 out from my unofficially copywriting...surprise indeed. Gonna use the money to chia some of my friends who hv helping me ;p cos there are times the chinese character which i have problem to understand. Thank you Lord, since i have kekurangan duit, He provide me with some thing.

at the time, the bos gave me the money i was like...nah, im just helping as a team no need to pay anything. But then, since the bos says, since that's what agency have gave (being the approver on the chinese copy) so consider that's my reward. hmmm...then i think, yeah why not, i least i can use the money to reward my other friends who have been helping me & at the same time rescue me from my draining pocket at this moment.

Thank you Lord for this surprise blessing... ;p

my very private holiday

2009-11-07T06:21:00.002+05:00

yeah~~~~yesterday, i took my replacement leave...so what's my plan? shopping ? NO...Jalan2? NO...

I BOOK A ROOM IN A HOTEL & ONLINE FOR THE WHOLE DAY

Y?

cos i just need my own personal time & space...it was fun though, ada ala2 mcm org p business trip...so basically my cuti yesterday x spent more than RM100 (the most important fact). Lunch : Tepanyaki (RM8.90), Dinner : KFC Jom Jimat (RM6.20), Room : RM82 (with wifi)...nah...low cost 1 day holiday...

i get to chat with my old friends online, some i get to know already tunang, continue master & etc...wahhh...n i still being my old me..it's nice to chat with them, after not being able to meet them for quite sometime, can't wait year end holiday soon back to my hometown.

ok, what's my plan today? check out & breakfast @ WM...nice & cheap place to spent...

note: haih, eventhough i was on holiday mood, but pagi2 dah diganggu by this annoying lady with annoying accuse sound & asking me abt work, (no, that lady not my bos, my bos won't ganggu punya)...haih...takpa la...after that, she tak kacau me liao.

wedding bell ringing...

2009-10-17T06:40:00.002+05:00

yeap...wedding bell ringing...

today, i'm going to my colleague's wedding...this is my 1st time attending a malay wedding...well, i know its normal for other ppl...but its my 1st time.

last thursday, i have a chit chat with my old fren...talking about our work & some updates about our recent activities. Later then, we talk abt who's who getting married...how many children n etc...then, baru realise that most of our close friends are unmarried & mostly still unattached with anyone...gosh!....how tak laku we are...hehe...gtg now, we're going for a wedding!!!

nah...not this one...a'agh..not that one too

2009-10-02T11:29:00.002+05:00

friday...so damn bored (maybe bcoz most of the bosses x around)...no email spreading around too...so i just doing my update & clear up on my job. currently, i got 2 pending corporate task (1. harta declaration 2. e-learning) which i don't have the mood to do at all...guess i am not in the mood to work today.

tonite, there's cg AGAIN...supposed to be it is an exciting group discussion...but weeks passed by, it seems like 1 man show doing preaching in the discussion (the leader has this "im always rite" attitude)...rather it is much different with the cg which i attended at my friend's house. each of us share our own experience based on the passage that have been pick up that week for sharing. it was fun & fruitful learning for me. That makes me feel so "not in the mood" to joined the "preaching" cg...i know that's bad for me...

i have to look for a new crib soon...at least i can do what ever i wanted to do...without need to care about ppl's mind, heart & soul...what other people think. well, i'm not doing anything offensive / illegal. Just that, i prefer doing things / joining something eg: church activities without this feeling people think -vely of what we did. (since they like to comment / complaint) well...now im complaning why they like to complaint pulak...tsktsktsk

well, i can't wait next friday eve, as my friends is coming here for short weekend holiday!! yuhuuu~~ me n lichyn have been doing some planning in mind where we going to dump them for shopping & eating. It's gonna be fun! well shopping it self is not my big fun...cos i myself x really like to shop unless i really need 1. Hate the waiting & goin up & down...vy tiring. Let see if there any nice place to lepak / shop, i'll compose it!

looking for food

2009-09-23T07:22:00.004+05:00

for the past 3 days, i've been munching / eating & chewing food...guess my appetite so beyond my normal tank....

today, 1st day of work after long holidays...out of 40+ colleagues, today, only 5 of us here....
talking about food, it reminds me of a 1/2 japanese 1/2 western food (dat's wat i think) which me & my friend lichyn when to last week...it calls Pasta Zanmai....actually, that day after work, we've been walking around OU for almost 1/2 hours looking for a good restaurant for a nice dinner...till we found this small size retail shop, displaying/selling japanese food...since both of us looking for special / unsual food (not looking for any fast food eg. kfc, mcd, nasi lemak etc) so we decided to choose Pasta Zanmai although the price is quite expensive compare to the normal restaurant (why not try, skali skala kan)...i choose pasta + soft shell crab (RM26+), while my friend choose eel (both of it superbly sedap...cukup rasa...so it is worth it...as i usually will have some left over on my plate but that night...superbly hampir2 licin...would love to suggest Pasta Zanmai to my friends who have no idea what to eat but don't mind to spend a lil mit more for a good food...try Pasta Zanmai...but considering the size of the serving...its worth it...believe me

well, i'm not being payed by the restaurant for this food review, but since it is good why not we share / do some promo rite? Thank you Lord for the lovely food & giving them the wisdom to design such lovely food...